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Taylor Napier Nov 2012
The monsters
They don't sleep
Underneath the bed
Oh no, all those monsters
Are sleeping in your head
Except, they aren't
Really asleep
At all.
They are
Screaming and
Clawing and tearing
At your mind. They bruise
And blunder through your
Thoughts until you
Can't tell if
They are
Yours.
And you
You are so
Unrecognizable.
Even to yourself you
Are someone totally different
I guess you're a monster, too.
Because you fought
Hard and Long.
But you
Lost.
Taylor Napier Nov 2012
The sea stood up and whispered
In words I couldn't hear
It leaned across your shoulder
And breathed into your ear
The sea fell back a moment
You nodded because you knew
Then it took you up in its embrace
And now you keep it blue.
Taylor Napier Nov 2012
His voice was all she heard
Playing like a broken record
In her head.
The scent of his skin was all
She smelt on the other side
Of the bed.
His laugh was painted on the
Walls of the kitchen and it
Was blood red.
The color of roses and the
Color of dying and the color
Of words unsaid.
He was in the whole home
And she couldn’t escape
His tred.
So she stayed in her room
And tried to remember it
Was she who fled.
Taylor Napier Nov 2012
I want to know exactly
The color of your eyes
And I want to make a
Symphony of your sighs
And I want to craft a boat
We can sail through your cries
I just want you.
Me and you
I want to know
What makes you tick?
Can you ice skate
Or do you always slip?
Give me all of you
Every little bit.
I just want you
Me and you.
Nothing is irrelevant
For all of it, I care.
I want to hold you
Run my hands through your hair
And you need to know
I will always be there
For you. Just for you.
Taylor Napier Nov 2012
8:51
I’ve been sitting here a while
My mind completely empty
Not racing
Not wandering
Completely empty
And I’m not thinking of you
Just like you’re probably not thinking of me
I’m not thinking at all
And it doesn’t hurt that way.
Taylor Napier Nov 2012
“Why not?”

The question seems so silly—childish even—and yet it is the single question we most likely will fail to answer. Why not let me have one more candy? Surely that candy would not be the fast demise of my teeth, sending me to the dentists with rotted roots and gums. Why not dance in the rain? The clothes will dry as the sun will rise and merry memories will have been collected. Why not allow yourself to open your heart?


Ah, the ever-slippery question: why not love? Even more slippery still, the answer; but though it is well known that love is great and powerful, power and greatness leave in their wake fear and destruction—for to give unto another so wholly and completely is to lose some of yourself for the sake of the other; essentially, an emotional diffusion. Perhaps it is this fear that we are losing ourselves at our own hand but for another that terrifies us.


Or maybe it is the fear that others will dissapoint us that has made this generation the lonely and sorrowed. Often, I find myself listening to the people around me put their self worth into the way another person perceives them—and only ever do they find morose disappointment. When ever do people live up to the expectations we bequeath them? The answer is never. We always expect too much; and because mind-reading is not yet a feasible science—we are washed each day with frustration and confusion. Why doesn’t he understand how I feel? Why not?


We’ve begun to whine and self-pity our mouths dry.


It’s time that we realize that it isn’t a question of “Why not?” but a question of, “Why not yet?” For we have so much potential brewing beneath us; we have literally moved mountains and charted the stars. Our virtual realities which have so often robbed us of true interaction need to stand aside as real world action and self providing takes place.


Because why not?
Taylor Napier Nov 2012
Don’t let anyone tell you
That you need someone else
In fact, most important,
Don’t say it to yourself.
And if ever you get down
And wonder why you’re not enough
If ever you ask “how come
I can’t find love?”
Remember that this is life
And it has it’s toll
But no one should ever
Make you feel less than whole.
Even if you lose them
Yeah I know it hurts
But even if they left
You’ve still got so much worth
With someone else you feel safe
But alone you should feel strong
Because your worth is not determined
By how you get along.
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