To be accepted.
To make believe.
Of someone special you cannot see..
Let my faith be strong,
My dreams be stronger,
So I can move closer;
As his daughter.

As life forms,
A new purpose is made
A new beginning is brought forth for people to witness.
Breathless,
Speaking not only to you, but him as well.
God has chosen me for this one reason,
To love you.
Breathless,
That's how I feel when I'm around you.
Butterflies; they overtake me.
Surround me in ways I never thought possible.
How is this happening?
I only met you two years ago..
You've changed me
In ways..
In ways I never thought were possible.
You've made me
Who I am, and who I want to be
Is here with you, with me.

As life forms,
A new purpose is made
You've made me
Into a life thats just found it's purpose.
By the help of the Lord,
In his hands we will be
Forever young,
Forever free.
Do you love me?

Hopeful;
That's the feeling I get when I hear his name.
Not knowing when;
Or why he has chosen me.
But knowing in my heart that I will never let him down.
Condescending;
Of all these ideas I have of him.
My walk with him has been one I'll never forget;
I will not
Loose him.
In all the chaos in this world,
He is the one I seek  for guidance
Please, never let me go.
Forever with him,
I am,
Hopeful

Happiness.
Surrounding me,
Around me,
Inside of me.
Won't go away,
A while it has been,
That I have felt this way.
Insanity,
But I adore it.
Can't get enough.
Dot, dot, dot.
Do you feel that?
That sensation bruh,
Fuego,
Can't handle it.
The *happiness in which your presence brings me,
Is something I haven't felt in a while.
Or maybe ever.
It's something new.
Something I can't fathom,
Our conversations,
So insightful;
Almost so greatly in depth,
Unbearable.

After all,
A chance,
It's something you take.
Not knowing how it's going to turn out,
But going down the path and hoping for the best.
Because forever I hope this friendship brings,
Happiness,
'Cause it's surrounding me already.

Brought fourth to one another,
By chance; I do recall.
If only you realized what you had after all;
In the beginning it was nothing,
Or at least a little something.
Confused at the time,
But now I know for certain.

As it seems,
I have much more to tell about how I truly feel,
Let you in on a secret I have yet to reveal.
There's moments in time,
Where you're always on my mind;
Never to far,
And never behind.

Struggles we face only make us closer,
We open a door and it leads to our future.
A look in your eyes,
Is something I can't explain,
Making contact
In such an obscure way.
Day's go by,
But not a moment glistened,
If only you knew,
How often I listened.

Your talent is something I can't seem to explain,
It's tasteful, fascinating and a wee bit strange,
Although I have yet to meet
Another-person like you,
Who's interesting, funny, and talented like you.
I'm quite content at where I am,
If only you could see.

If only you could see that emotion that tends to be
Surrounding me,
Around me,
Inside of me,
That wont go away,
And realize a while it has been that I have felt this way.
That dot, dot, dot, that I can't get enough of,
That's happiness
That you've brought me
And I'll tell ya,
I love it.

It's just one of those days
That seems to drag on forever.
A day without you,
Like no other.
But for once this isn't the only thing that's bugging me
I can only tell you how it seems to be
Depression.
Running through me constantly.
I keep my face shinning,
Because its the only thing smiling back at me.
But it's fake,
A glimpse of reality isn't enough.
I'm trying to overcome this,
But this time its rough.
Busy all day,
No sleep, no rest.
I've gotta keep moving..
But of course, nevertheless
These thoughts keep roaming throughout my brain.
I'm trying to run, but it's like I slipped in a drain.
Breaking free is what I want to do,
Run into your arms and say I love you.
But your gone, so why dwell?
You'll be back, when I'm lost in hell.
A place I seem to be right at this moment.
I can't get out,
I might as well shout.
Shout out the reasons which I feel so unworthy
To describe what I'm feeling-
I can't do this, it's too early,
I'm not willingly enough
To say I can get through this.
I need some help,
But what will that do?
Get me a psychiatrist to tell me whose who-
Now that I'm here I might as well say,
I'd feel better off if I was left a stray.
No one can help me,
Do I want them too;
Or am I stuck in this capsule
Like and unwanted fool?