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Tatiana Nov 2012
My friend,
or so I thought.
Something great happened to me,
and she snaps
like im not allowed
to be happy.
What is wrong,
with my circle of friends.
We got rid of one,
that killed us
but now there's another
who just hates me.
Why is that,
I constantly ask.
Nobody believes me,
no one at all
and all of my friends
just love her.
But then I realized,
Why does it matter.
She shouldn't matter,
not at all
shes not happy for me,
so why should I
be happy for her?
Tatiana Nov 2012
I think my life is ending
For i feel like i am done
But my head is constantly yelling
That i have not yet won

My entire life seems to be
So difficult, and unsure
But a little boy once smiled at me
And told me were all pure

I think my life is starting
For i feel like i am one
And seeing that little boy keep smiling
Makes me think we all have won
Tatiana Nov 2012
"I'm tired."
Whispered the moon,
her glow seemed to change,
to a ****** red.
"Come back!"
The ocean cried,
but the moon was fading,
and the ocean felt weak.
The wind sighed,
for the weary moon,
and trees bowed their heads.
"What's happening!"
A voice cried,
As the world was bathed
in an eerie red light,
the moon promised,
one little thing,
"I'll be back soon."
Tatiana Nov 2012
January,
was too cold that year,
far, far, too cold.
Light snow on the ground
crunched beneath,
my young, aching, feet.
Seven,
that's all I need to say,
far, far, too young.
To deal with pressure
that always comes,
with painful, bitter, loss.
Grandpa,
why did you have to go,
far, far, too soon.
I knew you so well
and im missing you,
with my quiet, breaking, heart.
Memory,
why do you fail me now,
far, far, too quick.
I can hardly remember
your gentle face,
I saw every, waking, day.
Today,
hopefully you are not,
far, far, away.
I hope you see me
grow up in this world,
from sweet, Heaven, above.
January,
was too cold that year,
far, far, too cold.
Light rain started to fall
and I cried out,
Grandpa, I miss you.
Tatiana Nov 2012
It's just some words,
hurtful words.
That peel away your outer shell
And latch onto your nerves.
Staying there,
reminding you
what was said.

It's just some boy,
a hurt boy.
Whose shell was picked away
by those words said to him.
That stay there,
like a leech,
never letting go.

Its just some stones,
old stones.
But do you see the new one
Placed right in line with the others?
He stays there,
he's not coming back,
you know.

It's just some words,
you said.
But you can't take them back
you can't tell the boy you're sorry.
Cause he's gone.
He's not coming back.
All because of you.
Tatiana Nov 2012
Never have i felt
So much pain
Explosion after explosion
Of pain
My head feels too heavy
For my weary neck
My stomach churns
And i cant eat
or sleep
I cant think
without my mind hurting
Every light now
even at its dmmest
Is too bright
And it hurts
and noise now
Kills me inside
Theres just too much noise
Im so scatter brained
Nothing makes sense
I cant remember anything
And it scares me
I cant do anything
And i hate it
I cant move
Or ill hurt
But i hurt
If i dont move
Torture pure torture
Thats what this is
God help me please
I just dont know
How i will get through this
If im alone
Laying in the darkness and silence
That has become
My only friend
Tatiana Nov 2012
Our life is like a story,
The page turns and so does your day,
For better or for worse.
You read a chapter,
Its like a month went by.
You close the book,
And your life ends,
Making your story,
Memorable.
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