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 Nov 2013 Tara India
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ask.fm is a ****** place
website full of kids
sending hate
to sustain
'internet fame'

ha, so lame

before sending me ****
did you ever think of this,
I don't give a single ****?
© Natali Veronica 2013.

tired of haters, stalkers etc.
 Nov 2013 Tara India
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Connection
 Nov 2013 Tara India
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Only alive because of this.
© Natali Veronica 2013.

5w.
 Nov 2013 Tara India
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Relapses* are ****
but the pain
brings *relief

I'm a true
*******

I'm not saying
that relapses are good
I'm just saying
the pain drowns
all the bad

I lose myself
in order to feel
I'm not fully aware or conscious
but the pain makes me feel whole

Happiness always leaves
but the pain remains
and it makes me feel
so much more less alone

Sadness is not a choice
although sometimes
it's all we possess
when life gets rough

Misery is not beautiful
or in any way nice
but I am so used to it
it's become a part of my daily life

I have tried to separate myself
from this terrible state of mind
but it's too late for me to fix this
**the old me has been left behind
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Nov 2013 Tara India
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Night Knows
 Nov 2013 Tara India
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The night* knows my secrets.
The night knows my past.
The night knows my memories.
The night knows my dreams.

The night* knows me too well,
almost better than I know myself.

The night has witnessed my lows,
all the tears, all my inner fears.

The night has seen me collapse,
more than a thousand times.

Relapse, smile, repeat.

That's become a routine.

Smile, cry, sleep.

It helps, but only so much.

No one sees my emotions collide,
except the oh so peaceful night.

Smiling is painful at times,
which is why I adore the night,
the cold breeze putting me at ease,
until my tears are dried up and I fall asleep.

Looking at those stars in the sky,
how they shine ever so bright
,
they have become a comfort,
*along with the beautiful night.
© Natali Veronica 2013.

Yet another poetic vent. Enjoy!
 Nov 2013 Tara India
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**** start to the month
But then my poem trends.
© Natali Veronica 2013.

Thanks for cheering me up. 10w.
Couldn't have been better timing.

ILY.
 Nov 2013 Tara India
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Close Enough
 Nov 2013 Tara India
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You're so attractive
it is almost tragic
to be attracted
you're so flawed
but still a magnet
can't help but like it
the way our hearts
are beautifully connected
we fight constantly
but in love we remain
I love you endlessly
you're the one
who is worth the pain
I sink further
when you're near
when you are here
my doubts disappear
to me it is very clear
you're the love of my life
and I want to always
have you right there
close to my heart
close enough to touch
but not to the point
of obsessed attachment
© Natali Veronica 2013.

You mean so much to me.
Don't let me go, ever.
 Nov 2013 Tara India
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My sister is my world
My favorite person
My beautiful sibling
All of that in one girl

She makes me smile
When I am sad
Best sister
I could ever
Have

She sings like an angel
Plays piano, so beautiful
Slays the charts
With her songs
Proud is
An understatement
Proud to be the sister
Of someone with so much talent

I wish I had just an ounce of that
Someday, I hope to make her feel proud
Proud of me and the person I long to be
A success in this complicated society
© Natali Veronica 2013.
 Nov 2013 Tara India
Sia Jane
You're a big girl now,
pull those socks up
high,
let them go as high
as that slender thigh
wrapped around the
tattoo marking your
place,
put a smile on that
face, don't let the
hate keep you and
make you fall from
grace,
call you crazy, their
words hitting the target;
your heart, broken
ripped apart, kicked
down to the floor that
is depths deeper than
your head, hold your
breath to reach that dark
space,
you don't need saving,
you have enough face,
to laugh at the hate, and
force their hand, to eat from
yours, their face take a place
on the dart board of disgrace
one shot, two shot, three shot
man down, you're taking your
worked for dwelling among the
fighters, equally bruised you stand
tall,
you put those high heals on
red soles, matching the lipstick
marks on that champagne glass,
as we salute your success
cause no one is stronger,
than the girl, now woman,
who stands in this crowded
room, raising a glass, to
your very name, far from a
disgrace, but praise worthy
admiration, inspiration,
no one would trade her in,
cause she is her own saviour
and no one can ever take
her soul, not even a lover
for she saves herself
unlike any other.

© Sia Jane
 Oct 2013 Tara India
Sia Jane
Escaping into fantasy, her mind is
at ease there,
she can remove the blunt knife of
reality, that endlessly stabs
her right in the back
repeatedly, no success, replacing its
blunted edges for something
real and sharp
blood pours
the deeper the red, the faster her feet
take her to her dream land
wonderland
freeland
freedom lies, in the swampy
depths of her mermaid life
fiction and fantasy, blur with a
softly tinted reality, pour another
know each sip, takes the edges
fades them, and pushes her further
to a place where no one or thing
can touch or reach or hurt her
in this place, she knows only
each and every dream, the lover she
so craves, to be realised, unfazed
it is safer here, for it is all she could


                                                        ­            literally,
                                                                ­                   dream for
                                                                ­                                     and more.

© Sia Jane
I had someone in mind, and wanted to write this for that person. Someone very special and close to my heart <3
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