We write endlessly
about the sensuous things in life,
it's ***-for-tat,
some rat-a-tat-tat,
for us
that's where it's at.

It ain't like chess,
gin rummy
or even go fish,
it's the real hot-deal
in penmanship.

We're restless souls,
dreaming & wishing,
confessing & bleeding
our ruptured-hearts out
in ******-like
steamy-words.

Hell no,
we ain't terse,
we're just darned
loose with the ****-verses....
read them & believe it,
kindred spirits!

I have to keep her clean,
make sure all her parts
glide together smoothly.

She feels so nice
in my arms,
I rest her little ****
against
my strong shoulder,
load her up,
squeeze her trigger
with a delicate-finger.

I love the way
she gently
bumps into me,
spitting quick hot-shots,
it's totally *******,
makes me feel
superhuman.

O, this love affair
between her & me!

She's the cleanest,
the prettiest weapon
in the entire armory.
We have so much fun,
my gun and me,
can't you see?

We're killer together,
her & I,
I could cry,
I think I'm in love
with her metal anatomy.

O sweet miss,
please save me,
I want to be yours!

I want to infect you
with my charm,
not harm you,
fly on your
delicious-insect.

The pretty-one
you have
brightly-inked
above your
tasty love nest.

O little darling,
spread your wings open,
I want to float on your kisses!

Dad ... So many images come to mind
whenever i speak your name;
It seems without you in my life
things have never been the same.

Dad...What happened to those lazy days
when i was just a child;
when my life was consumed in you
in your love ,and in your smile.

Dad... What happened to all those times
when i always looked to you ;
no matter what hapened in my life
you could make my gray skies blue.

Dad... Some days i hear your voice
and turn to see your face;
yet in my turn...it seems
the sound has been erased.

Dad... Who will i turn to for answers
when life does not make sense;
who will be there to hold me close
when the pieces just don't fit.

Dad... If i could turn back time
and once more hear your voice;
I would tell you that of all the dads
you would still be my choice.

Please always know i love you
and no one can take your place;
years may come an go
but your memory will never be erased.

Today,Jesus as you are listening
in your home above;would you go and find my dad
and give him all my love.

take me to the moon
show me the stars
show me your colours
i'll show you my scars
fix my heart
i'll make yours skip beats
fall asleep in my arms,
wake up,
repeat

There was a man
A young man
An old man
Who once swore to her
That he would love her for all eternity
Forever
He would say
Over and over

He would watch her
Dressed in scarlet
From across a milling room
And smile
Murmuring
How lovely
Capturing her hand
He would trace the bones beneath her skin
Binding them
In the garden beneath the tree
Weeping at innocence
Lost

Petals falling over his shoulder
Into her hair
He swore
Again and Again
Forever
With not a word spoken before

Shadow
And light
Dancing
He could hear the echoes
Of his deceit
All she could hear
Was honesty

mist
around my ankles
carried by the wind
falling with the leaves

I am drowning
in the cool
beauty

watching a white sky
how can you say
it's empty
calling it your fading soul

I hear cracking leaves
beneath your heavy feet
see the world
resting on the shoulders
over me
the words your murmur
warm
into my tumbling hair
do not belong
to me

catching your haunted
eyes
vulnerable
you make me look at you
when you turn away

I smell the earth
and green on your smooth skin
feel you wanting me
your hands moving further and further
away from my mind
closer to my heart
just below

I see
the end
your dark hair against the full sky
eyes closed
my fingers trace letters
over old trees

I am up with
the rising sun,
covered,
blanketed,
awash
in your
glistening-glow.

O what sensuous sounds we make!

O the sweet melody,
it's music to my ears!

Gliding
so smoothly
in & out,
plunging
toward
an explosive free-flow.

Hug me darling,
kiss me sweetheart,
squeeze me tightly sugar,
I am getting
closer to the brink.

I will not fight you,
you play your part so well,
you make it right!

O honey,
please understand,
these things I do
think about,
pen them
with thoughts of you,
so early
in the morning.

Yesssssss,
that's right,
just perfect,
such lovely-ecstasy
you give me!

If you only knew
& now,
I know you do
move me,
there's proof here,
lot's of it.

O dear lady,
I confess,
I'm such,
made a huge mess!

I drank a little too much tonight
Until I could feel the blood in my veins being replaced with a foreign substance
A substance which replaces sanity for insanity
and pain for numbness

I drank until I could feel my head swimming
Until something shifted within me,
Until there was nothing but sadistic thoughts

Every sip made me shut my eyes,
Feel the burn of the alcohol slide down my throat,
Feel the way that with every sip,
I lost the feeling of being lost more and more.

With each sip, your name became more and more clouded,
and the dates special to me faded more and more from my mind
With every sip, I cared less and less,
Because I began to feel nothing but the warm sensation rushing through my veins that you used to give me,
In the form of something much more toxic.

But like every substance that feels good as it courses through your veins,
There is always a price to pay in the morning,
And as the buzz and warmth that the alcohol provided slowly fades away,
It is replaced by what I had been smothering,
But like every time you smother the pain,
When it finally returns,
It returns more ferocious and vivacious than before.
emw

You,
Yes you,
I’m talking to you,
You know I want you,
No, not want, but really need,
Need to feel skin beneath my lips,
Smell your hair while kissing your neck,
My teeth teasing on your shoulder, tasting,
My hands on your waist, caressing, holding,
Pulling you close, ah, swaying, rocking gently
Deep breaths, dizziness, aching, till we kiss,
What then, you might ask, what indeed,
Will senses slip away, hmm, perhaps,
Reason becoming untethered, yes,
Breaking from its moorings, yes,
An explosion of delight, hot,
Raw passion, dark desire,
Riot of ****** discovery,
Hands touching, feeling,
Sensual lips exploring,
Drinking in pleasure,
Bodies now writhing,
Inhibitions crumbling,
Heat coursing, racing,
Until we are lost, yes,
Two becoming one,
Mind, body soul,
Falling, falling, ah,
Rising, drifting, hmm,
Sighing, escaping, sated,
More, needing more,
I’m talking to you,
Yes you,
You.

© Paul Chafer 2014