A family without trust,
really isn't a family at all.
Whether they are close or not,
Theres still a big hole.
The trust has been dug out,
and lies have took it's place.
I think I should a pologize,
before it is to late.
Some things I have been involved in,
I know I cannot change.
the future I can't control,
or take back the things I say.
My body's bottled up,
with sad and awful things.
I can see it in my eyes,
but to them I look the same.

Always,
Tameica Hammick

I grabbed your hand,
and we went to explore.
I liked this world with you,
but im looking for more.
Im not a normal person,
I don't wanna go for a walk.
I wanna run really fast,
multitask, do more than talk.
This life is my journey,
not a carefully thought out plan.
I've made many mistakes,
and in life every person can.
Theres things I wanna accomplish,
and I intend to get there.
Although I am surrounded,
by people that couldn't care.
You're still holding my hand,
but now you wanna walk.
You don't realize what I want,
I guess we need to talk.
This world seems different now,
with you it doesn't feel right.
So im letting go of you,
like a kid flying a kite.
So anyone up for adventure?
and in life looking for more?
Grab my hand lets go,
I'm ready to explore.
We'll call it our journey,
our rollercoaster ride.
Going at it together,
and staying side by side.

Always,
Tameica Hammick

March twenty fourth,
had been my first day.
Transferred to a school,
where I think I might stay.
March twenty eighth,
playing a new game.
Where all the adults are crazy,
and each one is the same.
Im running in circles,
going here to there.
he said she said,
I reall don't care.
**** these adults,
I'm done with their crap.
Ill find my own way,
Ill create my own map
I don't know my way around,
and I wont pretend I do.
I'm utterly confused,
inside this school without a clue.
Don't give up on me yet,
For what you must know.
I have a lot of friends,
and im socially most known.
Im the girl everyone talks about,
I have so many friends.
Ill figure out this school, and they'll help me reach the end.

Always, Tameica Hammick

This is what I feel,
having hate in my heart.
I got told nobody cared,
and it tore my life apart.
I appreciate my mom,
she did the best she could.
Giving me the gift of life,
and being there when no one else would.
I didn't know I was loved,
by more than just her.
But by the family I didn't know,
the one that's just a blur.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.

I cant live like this,
going through this ****.
Everyday a new problem,
and constantly getting ******.
No one to turn to,
because of no communication.
These people are not my family,
no matter the relation.
They'll look me in the face,
and call me every name in the book.
Everyday a different emotion,
everyday my life they took.
Yeah I love them,
I try to anyway.
Even if outside is sunny,
inside my world is gray.
Dieing isn't an option,
but then I a had an epiphany.
Ill dig myself a grave,
here lies the daughter of tiffany.
No, I don't need your help,
cause you never wanna give it.
I'll get out of your life,
so you can go live it.
Blame is what I get,
it's like my meals throughout the day.
Always an assumption,
no matter what I say.
This isn't the half of it,
but ill tell you this.
I'm done with this life,
I'm done getting ******.

Always,
    Tameica Hammick.

Do you see my eyes,
when they water up?
Can you see through my heart?
When it starts to hurt?
Can you feel my pain?
From all your hurtful words?
Do you even think twice?
Or give a second look?
Do you see me flinch?
When you raise a hand?
Can you even try to understand?
Do you see any good in me?
Other than when I do chores?
Do you even recognize,
me as your daughter anymore?
Your love it hurts me,
causes me pain deep inside.
That I don't even have a dad,
and you constantly make me cry.
You're barely my mother,
cause mom's love their daughters.
You should just give me up,
so you'd never have to be bothered.


Always, Tameica Hammick

When I look at life,
so happy and free.
Sometimes I see that,
but sometimes I just see me.
I look in the mirror,
so far from perfection.
I look at myself,
but there's a different reflection.
The image of a girl,
who has a lot of friends.
Likes life the way it is,
and knows how to fit in.
But, if you look closer,
you'll see what I see.
The image of a girl,
who has been hurt repeatedly.
Her past has consumed her,
made her cry about her life.
So caught up in her lies,
she cant find the path that's right.
Somewhere in my journey,
I took a wrong turn.
I made bad choices,
and hurt others in return.
Looking at myself now,
With tears streaming down my face.
The image of a girl,
not making those same mistakes.

Always, Tameica Hammick.

When im around you,
I have no regrets.
And the look in your eyes,
I could never forget.
When I said " I love you",
my heart skipped a beat.
My mind went racing,
and I could hardly breathe.
My mind said Run,
but my feet said stay.
When you said it back,
everything was okay.
But, now it seems different,
these past couple of days.
I feel like you're starting,
to push me away.
Writing this now,
feeling ready to cry.
Not knowing what I did,
and wondering why?

Always,
     Tameica Hammick. 11-16-09

Baby we need to talk,
there's some things I need to tell you.
I haven't been all that honest,
and I think its time you knew.
You think everything is a joke,
and you'rs super immature.
Whenever we hangout,
everything becomes a blur.
My head quickly fills up,
with guilt and other memories.
Im always thinking of them,
and theres so many possibilities.
Is it possible that ill tell you,
I cheated twice in a row?
Or is the impossible possible?
That you may already know?

Always,
      Tameica Hammick.
4-13-11

when you're young,
everything feels like its the end of the world,
but it's not,
it's just the beginning.

always Tameica.

We can't be together,
I loved you though  I swear.
This just isn't a game.
this isn't Truth  or  Dare.
I've played this game before,
In fact I played with you.
I dared to fall in love,
even though so far from you.

Always,
      Tameica Hammick.  10-19-10

It's almost dark,
I think I might burst.
I don't like to sleep,
waking up is the worst.
Ill fall asleep,
thinking of you.
Dreaming of things,
that we would do.
But as I wake,
I shed a tear.
because I awake,
without  you  here.

Always,
      Tameica Hammick. date unkown

Do you ever space off,
and think about life?
About how it began,
or how you're alive.
It's kind of a puzzle,
or like a maze.
You start to go through it,
but can't find your way.
A puzzle with no box,
no easy way to do it.
Gotta make a lot of choices,
like how you're gonna go through it.
Puzzles can be hard,
when you lose some peices.
That's why its like life,
it cant be completed.
Pick up each peice,
that once was gone.
Your life may come together,
as you go on.
You'll find that person,
that turns on the light.
Puts your puzzle together,
and fits you right.

Always, Tameica Hammick

You need to be forgiven,
for not being there for me.
Tell me how the situation,
the crisis that had.
was worth leaving your daughter,
to live without her dad.
Leave me swimmming in life's ocean,
every obstacle pulling me down.
Beacuse part of my family,
didnt wanna come around.
I can't say i know the reason,
for why you left me here.
I got told different answers,
to this day its still not clear.
Im asking you right now,
Because i need to know.
Why it was so easy,
for you to let me go.
Im not doing this for you,
Im forgiving you for me.
So i can become the woman,
Forgivness will help me be.

Always,        
          Tameica Hammick  10-13-10

Enemies at first,
best friends the second time.
She's so much like me,
a couple years back in time.
Advice i give to her,
i know i should be taking.
for me its hard to do,
i guess cause id be faking.
The things we've both been through,
the feelings and the lies.
the choices that we made,
the times we both cried.
Attempting to help eachother,
get past what has begun.
just trying to get through,
what's already begun.

Always,
              Tameica Hammick.    12-14-09

When i hangout with you,
the sky is not gray.
I walk around,
and think about my day.
But then i stop,
to look down at my feet.
and slowly realize,
theres no more heat.
i spread my arms wide,
but i pull them back in.
my body's so cold,
my head starts to spin.
I could barely feel my heart,
when i imagined him here.
with warm arms around me,
i whispered in his ear.
Listen  to these  words,
cause my heart is beating slow.
This could be our last hug,
so dont ever let me go..

ALways,
        Tameica Hammick

I can't grasp the words,
For the things I couldn't tell.
This can't be heaven,
Feels like I'm in hell.
The explosion in my chest,
Lit by destruction around me.
Felt inside a girl,
Whose emotions Will soon be free.
For nobody truly knows,
the anger kept within.
The ashes of a her heart,
Will bring her to an end.
she screams for help,
She screams for someone.
To come and save her,
But the damage has been done.
The explosion of her heart,
And the ashes are all that remain.
The last thing you will hear,
Is her blood dripping like rain.
You will never truly know,
What she couldn't tell.
She's not in heaven,
For earth is **hell.

Always,
  Tameica Hammick
               7-13-14

I tried so hard.
I tried my best.
I gave you my all,
and now there's nothing left.

You stole my heart,
then tore it in two.
Now I'm falling apart,
and don't know what to do.

Divided by decisions,
burned by the fire.
Confused by your words.
Tempted by desire.

I'm living in the present.
My mind is on the past.
Not knowing what I'll lose.
Not knowing what will last.

Blinded by fear.
Drowning in doubt.
Struggling to be free.
Looking for a way out.....

Tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

Can't you see I'm hurt inside,
Hope that fell, love that died.
Words unspoken, left unsaid,
And as you know that's how it ends.

Unbreathed air left hanging there,
With love like this it seems unfair.
The truth is shattered ,
The silence sealed.
My candle burned out my tears.

My head held high, but no one looked,
I held my ground, and there I stood.
One look my way that's all it took,
To finish the page of my own book.

Do not look back for it's the past,
Just look on straight for there's your path....

You may see me struggle
but you won't see me fall.
Regardless if I'm weak or not I'm going to stand tall.
Everyone says life is easy
but truly living it is not.
times get hard,
people struggle
and constantly get put on the spot.
I'm going to wear the biggest smile
even though I want to cry.
I'm going to fight to live
even though I'm destined to die.
and even though it's hard and I may struggle through it all.
you see me struggle...you will NEVER see me fall.

Give  PEACE,
Spread Love,
Stop    War,
Rise  Above ^

6/26/14
<3 Always,
     Tameica  *Hammick

Living  in this  hell,
we call "reality".
Watching time go by,
as evil's happening.
We go place to place,
with smiles on our faces,
knowing* that  everyone,
who passes you by,
their grins are just as fake.
Just as fake as their personalities,
for  everyone has something to hide.
Whether or not their smile is wide...

<3 Always,
             Tameica   **Hammick

Your clumping words together,
and just making a paragraph.
I sit here and I read them,
I sometimes manage to laugh
Im not trying to be rude,
but if you have the time.
you type your feelings up,
and it doesnt even rhyme.
you throw these words together,
and call it poetry.
Why  dont you click on my name,
and see how a poem  should  be.

<3 Always
        Tameica  *Hammick

read my words, hear my thoughts
let them flow through you,
like a river of raindrops.

read my poems and
they may surprise u,
enter ur head,
like venom inside you.

<3 Always
    Tameica  **Hammick

I care for you,
and it was not intentional.
But I know my feelings,
will always  be perpetual.
I want you to know,
you will soon be sated.
By the time im done with you,
ill be close to being hated.

Day by Day,
night after night.
You're on my thoughts,
and everything I write.
Word for word,
it's always you.
I hope you know,
I miss you Drew.
You make me giggle,
you make me laugh.
take my hand,
lets make our path.
Life's a ***** ,
let's go explore.
We'll open up,
the dungeon door.
We'll fight off zombies,
and rip em to shreds.
Cant wait to play halo,
and cuddle in my bed.
Ill tear off your clothes,
and take you to the moon.
You left me alone today,
But I know you'll be back soon.

<3 Always,
        Tameica Hammick

This feeling of sadness,
has my body consumed.
My mind has dissolved,
from this feeling of gloom.
My heart it hurts,
from your constant rejection.
Does it seem like I don't care?
Is that your perception?
I long for your attention,
I crave for your touch.
You're pushing me away.,
it hurts so **** much.
Why cant you explain,
all the things ive heard.
It's killing me inside,
Or has that never occurred?
I will not fret,
I will not frown.
Cause life has a way,
of turning around.
Everything happens,
for a reason, around here.
One day you will see,
it will all become clear.
Hold on to her,
as long as you can.
Once a cheater always a cheater,
and even less of a man.
I have no sympathy,
for you and what lies ahead.
you have dug your hole,
Now lie in your  bed.

<3 Always
    Tameica Hammick

1-28-14

Your heart may be broken,
your tears may run dry.
But remember that whoever it was,
who had made you cry.
That it is their loss,
That they don't deserve you.
So just remember that,
whatever you do.
Love hurts,
but its worth the pain.
The loss is  never greater,
than the gain.
Be strong now,
things will get better.
Its stormy now,
but it cant rain forever.
The sun may set,
the sun may rise.
they are the sun,
you are the skies.
They enter your life,
and temporary dazzle you.
Then they leave and reveal,
stars that are loyal and true.

I smile when I see you,
it happens everyday.
All the little things you do,
Just take my breathe away.
I always think about you,
you're constantly on my mind.
Your a love song stuck inside my head,
I sing it all the time.
I can go on for hours on end,
about how much you mean to me.
Sometimes I wonder about the two of us,
and if we were meant to be.

The hardest part of losing love
Is when the darkness overrides
everything u have worked to build up,
the feelings felt inside.
When the heartache comes
I'll drink until I rust.
only to one day not wake and see,
all that's left is dust.
An emotionless heart,
never felt more alive,
than in that deciding moment,
when it realized how to survive.

Eleven : Eleven
make a wish
for this is a time,
that no one should,
ever miss.

Read* my thoughts,
let them flow into your mind.
For there are no flaws,
in these words u can find.
So click upon my name,
and read these words so true.
For it will be a decision,
that I think you should just do. (:

A feeling that lies within me,
So deep and so true.
A heart that wants to be,
Joined with you.

Wanting to be beside you,
Whenever you need a friend.
Wanting to be there to hold you,
When you feel like it is the end.

A heart that wants to love you,
A mind that wants to know you.
A body that wants to feel you,
And a person who wants to be with you.

This feeling that lies within me,
Is real and true.
And my heart is hoping you will see,
I am in love with you.

If miracles were true,
then I'd be here with you.


Always and forever,
you and I growing old together.

Good memories to have and to hold,
undying love to be told.


Vows and promises don't mean a thing,
neither does a ring.

For no matter if we stay or part,
you've found your place in my heart.