You left me beautiful memories,
Your love is still my guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by my side

Alone and unwanted is how I feel.
Writing these words is how I deal.
I guess it's better than any other way.
Like the one that takes me far away.
To the land of dark and nothing,
But it's better than here where my heart is crushing.
The future is scary but the now is worse.
I don't want to continue living out this curse.
Alone, alone, It's all I think.
It's here, It's there, It's when I blink.
I feel it in each and every bone.
Alone, alone, alone, alone.

You know that feeling
Where you’ve waited all day to talk to the one person
and you’ve been so excited
but you compress that emotion into a simple “hey”

But you discover neither of you have nothing to say
and the conversation slows to a hault
And you can literally feel your stomach drop
and your heart ache
and the tears creeping out
one
by
one

Yeah, that feeling *****.

I will not cry from what you made me do.
I can live far past the potential you see in me.
I know I look weak and that maybe true,
But I will not cry because of you.
You used to help me up when I fell down
And wiped my tears off  before they hit the ground.
I can’t be perfect, though I try so hard to be
I want to laugh, in spite of what you’ve done to me
You keep reliving untruths that once were said
None of your thoughts leave, they just spin around in your head.
I tried so hard to be good for you.
I wasn’t perfect, but neither were you.
You hurt my hopes and crushed my dreams.
My future is without sight now, I have no means.
My spirit must find some other way
To make amends and take away
I have a dream without you now
My soul will soar upon the clouds
My life isn’t easy and you used to
Make each day easier to live through
But in your absence you must know
I have so much now,  I continue to grow
You held me back and I couldn’t see
How great this life would want me

truth is my poems are legit.
I dare you to find one
that u don't like.
truth is ..