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643 · Dec 2014
Dust
Tallulah Dec 2014
Some kids lit fireworks on the beach
the noise crackled against the houses
sitting quietly on the dune.

The white flashes looked like stars
that burnt out too early,
sorta like you and me
Tallulah Mar 2014
I.
Today I read I poem
I write next year
about how love gave way to fear,
how goodbye still replayed in my ear.

II.
You called last night
to ask me over.
I warmed in spite of myself
and, by dawn, became your untimely lover.
637 · Feb 2013
Valentine's Day
Tallulah Feb 2013
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm still a lil'
In love with you
631 · Jun 2014
Fixed
Tallulah Jun 2014
Let's fire up that last joint 
in hopes of getting higher 
Boy, I hope you see the point 
the beauty in the fire 

Cigarettes and coke 
I think my mama thinks I'm broke 
I’m a juiced up ****** know it all
and I’ve never met a glass too tall

Afternoons on balconies 
Where the sun don't meet the streets 
It's me all all my phonies 
Just hitting sound repeats
616 · Nov 2012
Lover's Point
Tallulah Nov 2012
Everything I touch
Anything close to I clutch
Inevitable will crinkle
Adding another wrinkle
To my crooked heart
609 · Dec 2012
Or Not To Be
Tallulah Dec 2012
I’ll never be your lover
Just a visitor in cold covers
Ask me to spend the night
& by morning I’ll take flight

I’ll never be yours
Racing through revolving doors
Trapped in a loveless paradigm
I’m afraid you’re out of time
607 · Sep 2014
Discrepancies
Tallulah Sep 2014
A blind man asked me
what i was looking for
sobbing on the kitchen floor
I blinked and saw oblivion

A deaf man played
the sweetest music I’ve heard
the notes feathered and frayed
it was more than I could ask for

A mute woman spoke
of a black sort of peace
that’s louder than words
and softer than fleece

Men have feared much greater things
of colossal serpents with devils wings
but I only fear the greater good
and if you only knew, you would
604 · Mar 2013
Why we broke up
Tallulah Mar 2013
As it turns out
Two wrongs don’t make
A right- I doubt
You’ll ever understand that

That in the end
It wasn’t meant to be
You were better off a friend
& I free

That meeting halfway
was just too far...
but I thought we could pray
the distance away
601 · Jun 2013
Jack Daniels
Tallulah Jun 2013
You swallowed
And I swear I went down
Your throat

You gulped
And I swear you guzzled
Me up

You drank
And I swear every drop
Of me

You quit
And you swore to God,
To me

You relapsed
And I swear I’m trapped in
Your bottle
585 · Jul 2014
Fate
Tallulah Jul 2014
They say, "good things come if you wait."
I've fallen in love six, seven, eight,
but somehow I find you worth holding the door for
God laughs at my girlish delusions
love is a trap door.
Tallulah Nov 2012
I’m hanging up my winter coat
Tea to soothe my aching throat
Slowly I’ll start to de-thaw
& Let this reality withdraw

I’m sparkling next to the lights
In my snowy white tights
Singing out a melody
About a warmth so velvety

I’ll carefully sit you
Underneath a Christmas tree
Just to make it crystal clear
You’re my present this year
578 · Oct 2012
Melancholiac
Tallulah Oct 2012
I used to lavish the heat
& Cursed the coming of fall
When winter was taking her seat
& Life slowed to a crawl

But now I’ve seen enough of hate
That the first snow I gladly await
For the winter to finally sedate
& Leave me in an unfeeling state
577 · Sep 2013
Tentative
Tallulah Sep 2013
Can I lose
What I haven’t had?
To sing the blues
Before it goes bad?

Can I mourn for
Something I haven’t lost?
But for what might be in store
For fear it won’t ever last

In black and white
We are flawed with perfection
But in the tinted daylight
We could fall in any direction
563 · Jan 2013
My Love Know Not of Time
Tallulah Jan 2013
If we only have a second
That’s all I’ll ever
Need

To kiss you on the mouth
& stalk your light
as if a moth

If we only have a minute
That’s all I’ll ever
Need

To murmur in your ear
a melody
of why I love you dear

If we only have an hour
That’s all I’ll ever
Need

To pull you in to dance
& teach you
of romance

If we only have a day
That’s all I’ll ever
Need

To sweep you off your feet
& parade
you down the street

If we only have a lifetime
That’s all I’ll ever
Need

To cherish you day by day
until
we’re old and grey
541 · Apr 2014
Concessions
Tallulah Apr 2014
Squiggee the doubt
stuck against my glass soul
like the insects on road trip windshields
at a gas station in Oklahoma

Smooth your iron hands
over my wrinkled thoughts
hang me up to dry
on telephone wires

Seep me in your tea pots
add sugar to my bitterness
let your tongue undo the knots
I tied like cherry stems

Catch me
like rain in the desert
cup me in your fleshy palms
and pour me down your throat
so I can cool your fireplace chest

Let me in
past the threshold of skin on skin
and I’ll hold the boy underneath
without the brushes of careful words
I’ll listen to your muted chords
540 · Jul 2013
I'll see you again
Tallulah Jul 2013
When this life is over
& time has taken its toll
I again will be your lover
When death makes us whole

In the air, in the air
When I fall to the sky
It’s only then that I’d dare
To love you then & there
533 · Oct 2012
Tick, Tock, Dead
Tallulah Oct 2012
Tick Tock
Trapped in a
Dead Lock
With inevitable ticking of
A Clock
Staring at me
It'll mock
my waste of time
Knock, Knock**
It's death
530 · Mar 2014
Oh, the Humanity
Tallulah Mar 2014
I clattered into the room still reeking of cologne and tonic when he caught me. He rolled his head back and yawned, identifying me as the menace of his perfect Sunday morning. He was sprawled across the bed and had probably waited there all night for my belated arrival. In daylight, his eyes were almost human, a shade of blue usually reserved for smoothed sea-glass or a Montana sky, but I remember there was something particularly startling about the way he looked at me that morning: as if he had stood witness to my actions and disapproved. I shook off the feeling; what use is judgment to an animal? I closed the curtains and pulled him close to me, “I’m glad you have no voice to tell my secrets.” His tail twitched.
520 · Apr 2014
Ethereal
Tallulah Apr 2014
We got so caught up in antics
We forgot time for romantics
So caught up in tomorrow's jig
We forgot how the stars got so big.

So why don't we burn away the stress
and re-teach our hearts to fluoresce
With the friction of a constant embrace
I'll inhale your exhale, we can survive in space
519 · Apr 2014
Lukewarm
Tallulah Apr 2014
I take glances
away from my existence
by pulling back to a distance
I can see the whole picture,
so I can touch the texture
of waxy goodbye petals
that rotted on my counter,
or melt the cool metal
of your tepid indifference
to me taking off to the city.

Your made up mind
about leaving any trace of us behind
because even if the stars aligned
for us to be together
you’d just feel confined
by me, wouldn’t you?

Mama once told me
if he loves you, he’ll wait
I know she was talking about ***
and I know we’re past ***
but isn’t this suppose to last?
Or are we as fated as a soggy cigarette
that has just another puff left
before it’s smothered against concrete
and left to itself in the street
511 · Apr 2013
H a t e
Tallulah Apr 2013
When I closed my eyes
I’d see a world I despise
But when you opened me
I saw every beauty, every sea

I was blind before you
Dead before I held you
But you cut through
& finally now I see you

I see you-my little one
I should’ve said it was okay
That you were still my son
No mater if straight or gay

…but
I opened too late
You’d already chosen a fate
To hang on a wall plate
& close your eyes in hate
489 · Mar 2014
Gravity
Tallulah Mar 2014
Wake up to me wrapped
around you like wool.
Keep me trapped
in the gravity of your pull.

I want you to want me
like the waves long for shore.
I need you to need me
down to the lava of your core

There's a distance
in the closeness of our embrace.
When you lean in to kiss me
all I feel is the space.

I want to want you
like the waves long for shore.
I need to still need you
down to the lava of my core.
483 · Aug 2014
How To Take Criticism
Tallulah Aug 2014
First, find yourself being told: “constructive criticism can only help your writing.” Climb on top of the table and scream at the top of your lungs, this will help release some stress and usually insight fear in those who dare to criticize your masterpiece. Sit back down and nod knowingly. If the critic chooses to continue, assume a defensive position such as standing on all fours with your back arced as if to pounce.
Instead of listening to the incessant ramblings of the critic, opt for singing the lyrics to “Dude looks like a lady” in your head while staring at his overly feminine features. Note to yourself that you will write a story about a man who is ridiculously critical as a means to compensate for his lack of masculinity. Smile to yourself. When he asks why you are smiling just say, “Oh, your advice is just soooooo enlightening” and then give a little giggle. Leave the workshop immediately and locate the nearest Starbucks. Buy one latte, nonfat of course, and sit in the corner hoping someone will ask you if you are a writer. No one will. Pout.
You walk to the bar to meet your friend because you are too broke to take a cab. Ignore every word she says; she doesn’t know what she’s talking about. So what she went to Yale and is a well paid, anorexic tax attorney? That’s boring. You are a writer. You’re a poet.  It’s a misunderstood art form. When Shelby suggests you try to get a job in journalism, laugh in her face. Take a cookie and savor it in front of her. Maintain eye contact. Note to yourself to write a story about a woman with a Yale degree that gets so bored filing taxes she dies.
When your father starts to say, “I just can’t pay for you to ***** around in NYC anymore.” Compare him to Osama Bin Laden in hopes of getting the point across that he is about to annihilate your dreams and, probably, the dreams of thousands of girls who have yet to read your unpublished masterpieces. When he says you are being ridiculous, tell him you wish you were adopted.
476 · Jun 2014
Writer's Block
Tallulah Jun 2014
Lately poetry has been
scraped off my consciousness
and smeared across the page
like a three year old
playing with watercolors
forcing shades together
that were never meant to be blended
in hopes of seeing some pattern
or understanding
in the blind expression
475 · Dec 2012
Child of Love
Tallulah Dec 2012
I’m made of fire
Shaped by its heat
A product of desire
In a drenched sheet
I’m made of fire
462 · Feb 2013
You bought me flowers
Tallulah Feb 2013
They clashed
with winter's twilight
On that gray wash day
too much a sight

You bought me flowers
in old Monterey
You brought me flowers
and I threw them away
456 · May 2014
Heat Rises
Tallulah May 2014
You passed me a white lighter
and said, "here's to bad luck"
455 · Oct 2012
Drenched
Tallulah Oct 2012
Wring me out
I’m sick of
All the doubt
That love
Brings
429 · Jul 2014
Backwards
Tallulah Jul 2014
We stared out the back window at the painted lines making patterns on the highway. I got lost in the flickering of a broken headlight barreling towards us, but you only focused on the red brake lights of the cars that passed us by. We never turned around because we were too afraid of what might be right in front of us, so holding hands we stared out the back window, and watched the industrial river flow away from us.
395 · Sep 2014
State of Affairs
Tallulah Sep 2014
I fell in love with you
the same way I fell out:
slowly and then all at once
387 · Jun 2014
How to be a Lady
Tallulah Jun 2014
pink roses
dragged themselves
from the linoleum floors
to die plastered against
the black cement of the driveway
341 · Aug 2014
Untitled
Tallulah Aug 2014
I promise to stop loving you tomorrow
but for tonight let me put my head
on your shoulder

I promise to forget you tomorrow
but for tonight we can get high on
the velvet porch

I promise to stop loving you tomorrow
but tonight let’s pretend
it isn’t tomorrow
318 · Mar 2014
Sacrificium
Tallulah Mar 2014
Moloch and I made a fort last winter
with fallen branches and broken splinters.
It started to rain and he cried
said, “this is what it’s like on the other side.”

The sky shattered and the pieces
fell to Earth. The empty spaces
poked holes into the ground.
He was weeping, but there was no sound.

Fallen angels in notorious graces
rose from the mist to kiss our faces
lightly they tugged us by the wrists
towards empty spaces and grey mists.

He followed them, he floated down
wore roses and thorns fashioned in a crown
I watched him die and started weeping
my mother found me alone in the forest sleeping.

— The End —