The lonely
That's what I am
That's who I am
That's what we are
Dead
Well
That's what they said

Know where
There is absolutely know where I can go
Without you following me
Without you watching me
I'm never ******* good enough you *****
You want to see everything I do
*******
You want to know everything I think
Get the **** away you ******* *******
Privacy is not it your vocabulary
GET A ******* DICTIONARY

Anything I say
Is wrong
Whatever I do
Is wrong
You want my grades up
But you don't want me to study
You want me to talk more
But only when you feel like listening
You want me to spend time with you
But when I do
You call me selfish, self-centered and lazy
So I stay in my room
And you say I'm isolating my self

You want to know everything I
Post
Tweet
Write
Say
And do
You say it your right
WELL *****
I HAVE RIGHTS TOO

You tell me
I don't have to say 'I love you'
To people I don't love
And yet
You force me to say it to you
Telling me that I in fact DO love you
***** when did I tell you that?

You tell me I can make my own decisions
Do what I want
Because its my own life
But you seem more interested in it
Than I am

I just want you to leave me the **** alone
Please
You create so much pain in my life
And you will forever create more

You don't need to know everything
You CAN'T know everything
And I swear to whatever ******* ****** *** god you believe in
You won't ever know everything

I'm on the highway to Know where
First class ticket in my pocket
And I'm going to go there
Absolutely nowhere

So if you need me
That's where you'll find me
Letting sadness take the lead
Letting fear take the road
With my hand on the blade
Fingers down my throat
Taking the long way
*On the highway to Know where

2 steps forward
4 steps back
All fun and games
Till someone gets hurt
Shall we play a game,
With no return?
Go places we've never been
Who gives a **** if we don't make it?
That's why we do it
Test the limits
Risk it all

Just to see who would care
Just to reassure ourselves
That if we're gone
They would send a prayer

Let's go there
Leave at the crack of dawn
Gone
That's what we'll be
Forever
Gone
Wild
Free
Together
You and I

I hate you most
Always together
That's what we are
They say it's an allusion
All in your head
They drive you crazy
Until your dead
That's were I'm headed
And your coming with me
Because if I'm the car
Then you're the key
So lets go to a new nowhere
Start over until that **** gets to old
And we'll keep going
Just you and me
My *Demon

You did it again
You got in trouble
Because you were desperate
5 years clean
Your streak is now broken
You couldn't stay off the ***
Now you're effecting me
Him
Us
You said you could do it this time
You could be a good mother to him
You ******* up with the first 2
But this one was supposed to be different
You were supposed to do it right
5 years clean
You were 5 years clean

You have a history
You realize that right?
And because you're a liar
Because you're unsafe
Because you're a thief
Because you're a criminal
I can't trust you
And I don't know
If I ever will

Now all your actions
Are coming back to haunt you
But its not just effecting you this time
They effect me
And him

And this is it
Whatever that judge says
Is going to change everything

He may be your son
But my brother
And I'm not going to let you
Ruin his life
I don't want him to grow up
The way I did
Different houses
Different people
Never knowing where you were
And then finding out
Your behind those bars again
Because you were desperate

They may be watching you
But so am I

They say it will help
If you draw a butterfly on your wrist
So you'll stop cutting
Because every time you cut
You **** the butterfly

**Good thing I don't like butterfly's

Please leave me alone
They say the dead don't like to be disturbed