poetry is the best words in the right order
so i gathered my best words and
"I LOVE YOU ALICE"
dating you or not these be my best words ever

Love exists and thats a curse
For i loved her and i couldnt stop,
Being addicted to someone aint a blessing
She controls me she is more than a witch.

I loved loving her,
I still really love her
But i dont love loving her now.
She definitely did something to me.

All of her for only me
I think im overdosing,
Drinking sweet poison
Cant resist the taste.

Love to just stare into her eyes
I see fantasy within the devil.
Love the smile for its hers
I accept the cheap bribe.

With her im sadly smiling
Without her im smiling sadly,
Killing my self but not suicide
Cant convict her for ******.

If she reads this she would **** herself
If she kills herself i would **** myself
Though i hate her so much for loving her
I cant hate her back
she loves me more than myself.

to the rest of the world
"CARE IF YOU WANT TO ATTAIN PAIN
LOVE WILL SADLY ENTERTAIN ,
AND NO ONE GETS OFF THIS TRAIN,
YOU WILL HAVE TO JUMP OR DIE TRYING."

"i died for this country
we fought against  them
this country is mine and fellow veterans
i am comrade though the war ended in 1980
i have to be honoured make my name a street

we comrades should govern our country
let us die in power for we deserve it
these bornfree people should respect us
we should own all power in this nation
we should control everyone in this nation

i should be rich ,thats my reward
lets take farms from whites
lets let the people do that for us
all we have to do is to poison their minds
with the right words we control them

let appoint each other as ministers
we can corrupt and no one can condem us
anyone with a hard head lets eliminate
we killed in war we can kil again
beware

hey lets own companies too
why not create our own mines
why the hard way lets take them
after all its ours we own this country"

heart filled with love,
head on she is tough,
one direction always up.
her mind no doubt smart,
she sweet some ****,
her life a perfect piece of art.

she might be short ,that's length
when its sight she sees into the future.
she might be dark, that's skin
inside she is supernova.
the brightest light even in the darkest night,
look into her eyes you see the sparks.

to God I am grateful,
hope she will ever be cheerful ,
success she is a handful,
one more thing thank you.

I didn't cry writing this,
maybe because if I could I would have to cry everyday.
she deserves the same,
I will try what ever I can until im zero strength .

her name is Tendai that means thank you.
thank who I ask her , thank Tendai
she is my sister.

FROM PAPA

its probably harder to receive you exam results than to attain them,
expectations makes it worse and they always aim very high,
looking back to the mistakes you took in your exams ,its a horror.
you wanna go back in time and rewrite even if you know you wrote right.

the beginning is where it ends
in this life know where you stand
they will always be like im crazy
but stop

im aubel your hero
and you? A HUMAN
and your purpose ? TO LIVE
and then ?DIE
oh a dying being on a doomed planet
i hope this is a dream

lets face it comrades
our life on earth is hell before death
i guess being mortal is a blessing
suicide is a choice
being human aint

brother your purpose should be to glorify GOD
never try to be a lord
nothing is to regret everything to be great
the bible should tell you your role
aint a priest but i know how to preach

life as you know it you no nothing about it
so why fool around with the unknow
this aint advice but a reminder