the warmth of the water instills a solace in me
soothes me like a mother crooning to her child
cleanses me like the tear drops of the Holy One
seeks me out like a learned lesson

i am at peace when the tide arrives.

it chases quickly like scorpius and orion in the night sky
i can feel the mist in my very soul
the fear of drowning is absent
all I feel is relaxation
i feel alive.

siftin through the laid-back rhetoric
the blade of sadness slice through the glass
Tool-Assisted-Speedruns, we playing with the TAS
crooning the bleak hunts, the far hunt was bad
the souls fade to black and the classroom was sad
the serenity was noisy, I'm attached to the task
I'm lacking, just wait for a tad bit

searching for polaris, the major will guide me
my past faults still shake with excitement
you can find me through spatial recognizing
stop lying to your heart, that's ya problem
my payment coming, I won't even try to flaunt it
nonchalant, but a ***** still be smiling
like my elder said, I'm really hooked on the phonics
retinas foggy.

blissful peace, what I represent
giving you the worst, when there's nothing left
chipping in the dirt, work brings me stress
but I fester in it though
lo behold, how the trees glow
strobe lights always gleamin
feasting in the deep ends

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dreams of getting outta bad habits
i'm anxious, that's a bad factor
fact of matter, I'm a cash grabber
pitter patter, how I tap dance
through these chapters
he's a fiend, addict
I bleed batter.

deceivers be waiting at doorsteps
wings fully grown, I'm full-fledged
used to not be secure cause I grew less
trudging through vines in these loose ends

don't let deceit get the best of you *****
you carry wood and be wary of splinter
you gotta keep pace in the winter
my heart in a pile like some litter

blossoms blooming rapidly,
the tartar crumbling, goes away when I'm feeling motivated
brawl with the letters at night, the stars align to keep me safe as I jot
agnosticisms are nearing,
the unknowable and the faith collide
if what He says is true, then my teeth will be gnashing soon enough
brodie hit my cell, asking about my status
mundanity has approached me,
living on the day to day
the distance between Him and I is astounding
faithlessness is common for me,
wear the cross but don't commit to it
tryna dodge the long hallways and the banging of lockers
futility is a certain weakness that I cannot describe
the factualists will adhere to my words.

a mind full of debauchery only leads to death
lust-filled *****, but it's suppressing the stress
blessed, that I am but I feel like I'm less
than my peers, I'm fearful of taking the test
for redemption, my walk with God is more like a brawl
i'm falling in sin, man i feel so appalled
I'm talking again, but my words don't recall
the pain I been facing, girls I been laying
my eyes on, ******* ridden
bedrotting too, man I'm really just tripping
tipsy, but I don't even be drinking
I'm sixteen, and I feel like I'm sinking
sinking
sinking

Look, I ain't been to prison but this feeling's the same
My mental simmered down like some fresh fish on a plate
You can taste the sand.
My posts don't get any play
Envy gonna get me killed one day.

Envious of the users with the clicks on they page,
Sick of these days, mama said that this ****'s just a phase
I hope so,
cause this rope is 'bout to be the end of my days
Guess my view is looking different with age.