#toolate
you're like poison
with sugar coating,
and i keep going back
because you're way too sweet -
and i don't realise
it's poisoned
until its too late
and im already..
dead.
Dec 20, 2025
Dec 20, 2025 at 8:39 AM UTC
Dead people receive more flowers
Than living ones
Because regret is stronger
than gratitude
Aug 11, 2025
Aug 11, 2025 at 4:04 PM UTC
“Too Little Too Late but we don’t say no…”
Why is it too much to feel?
I thought you had always known,
isn’t what scares you what makes it real?
Away, solemnly, while I now go,
a fleeting dispositions appeal;
too little too late; I still say so
as were crushed beneath the wheel.
not meant to be, when we’re not enough,
half of every truth, a hand to cuff-
*Too Little Too Late but we can’t say no,
what prospects can you see?
If we both see it comin’ but still don’t go,
It’s not far enough for me;*
Too little too late but we can’t talk about, the rite of ritual haze
1 on 1; start putting out, dance to dazzle and daze,
Addicted to, know I’ve become, ourselves lost in the maze
of
Burnt paper fingers,carpeted hallways,as
our heavy heads still tour the room-
tie my right hand to the ride,
too little too late, but never too soon
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 9:26 AM UTC
I was at your funeral
before you had given me a reason
to cry
May 9, 2022
May 9, 2022 at 12:13 PM UTC
nobody thinks about you until youre gone
nobody realizes the hole you will leave in their life until youve left it
nobody misses you until they cant have you anymore
nobody apologizes until it doesnt matter anymore
and now you're gone
and its too late
and nobody stopped you.
Sep 28, 2021
Sep 28, 2021 at 3:25 PM UTC
Is it a conspiracy?
I feel this empathy,
Like a weight bearing down on me,
But I have no power to change.
It seems like we're hurtling at a wall,
No one seems to notice,
Makes me question what it's all for,
But there's nothing I can do.
Too many people,
Too much stuff,
So many things,
Yet never enough.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 7:35 AM UTC
I can see blood scattered in the road,
I can see myself lying there
Whilst covered in red liquid;
Crowds are going crazy everywhere,
I can here their screams,
They talk so loud as they panicked hard;
Tears of bitterness sprout within me,
Why do people cares when it's too late?
Dec 13, 2020
Dec 13, 2020 at 4:36 PM UTC
‘I’ve something to tell you...
I kissed someone else.’
‘You kissed someone else?!
That can’t be true, who?’
‘How could you not notice me,
you had many chances to see...
I don’t know what I want,
but this is honesty.’
He storms away, slamming door
out into the night. Then -
‘I’m sorry, your actions are yours but
it’s my fault you’re there...
please, I’ll get help, be your friend
I’ll get better, I swear...’
‘I love you’ says he
‘Why, truthfully?’
‘You’re so beautiful...
I don’t want to fail..’
But beautiful is a trophy, a conquest
and marriage isn’t a contest.
Actually, I now see
The kissing of someone else
was me, breaking free.
I’d broken long ago
his promises felt hollow
I was clutching at saving me.
My joy, our family, our life
all millstones to him,
burden and strife.
The endless trying, ideas and hope,
Fell on deaf ears - I was just the wife.
Then I stuck around, tried,
grief searing inside.
Let him touch me (excruciatingly)
give flowers and hold me...
but it was gone with old tides.
And simple jealousy tipped him?
Got to be kidding me.
Dec 7, 2020
Dec 7, 2020 at 6:03 AM UTC
I wished you leave me alone.
Leave me be and let me wallow in the chaos we caused.
More lies you say as you twist my words.
I always want the last word though.
Stubbornness.
I have to win, but what am I winning?
I don’t understand why you keep coming back. You just won’t stay away, even when I leave you alone.
Using my poems to see where my heads at.
Knowing I won’t tell you.
And I never will.
I hate that you think we are going to be together when me and my friend know it won’t.
Thinking I’m here for pity.
Never needed it in the first place.
You can go and leave me alone.
I’ll be here, the same girl.
*****
****
Murderer.
Unloyal.
Hopeless.
Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 4:28 PM UTC
My sun has faded
Blur
Blur everywhere
For now I could not
Ask for more
I'll be
Waiting for you
Last words
Of a distressed man
In bed 7
To the arm chair
Experts
Aug 29, 2020
Aug 29, 2020 at 2:06 AM UTC
I spent a lot of time
Trying to fix you,
But I never realized
That you were breaking me.
While I was putting
Your pieces back together,
You were ripping mine apart.
But by the time
I realized it,
It was too late.
Aug 18, 2020
Aug 18, 2020 at 10:12 AM UTC
It's too late now
to tell you
"I'm sorry"
You're gone.
And I'll never
see you again.
It's too late now
and it'll be
too late forever
because
you're
gone forever.
And I'll never
get the chance
to tell you
"I'm sorry"
because
it's too late.
Aug 19, 2020
Aug 19, 2020 at 5:20 PM UTC
I’ll just paint a smile on my face, I’ll keep myself busy
I’ll play make believe that I’m okay,
I’m breaking under the weight, of being not okay!
I feel myself fading away.
I feel like I’ve been gone for a long time now,
My body is present, but I seem to be lost inside.
I used to love feeling everything I ever could.
But now I feel like I’m fading away.
It hurts me to say that I am not okay.
Letting everyone down hurts me more than they know.
It’s been tearing me apart,
The fact that I will never be all that they want me to be.
I know that I can’t keep living this way,
I know what will come if I do not make a change.
I’m buried under the weight of all the shame I’ve brought upon myself
And I know there’s no one to blame but me.
I fear I’ve faded away.
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 9:06 AM UTC
A heartbeat- loud enough to drown out the sounds.
Gypsy rings- the ones that turn your finger green.
A fire- crackling past the perfectly pitched logs.
A silver chain- tangled and twisted like a drunken memory.
Chipped nail polish- fragmented in the shapes of places you have never been.
The lifeline on your left hand- too short for you to get anywhere that you want to go.
A faded tattoo- the one that you regret like your eleventh drink last night.
The red string around your wrist- the one that looks like trickles of blood when it is wet.
The laminated bookmark- the one you ever so eloquently placed in my heart and walked away.
Feb 28, 2020
Feb 28, 2020 at 2:34 PM UTC
We caress the heavens together
-Calm-
In a trance
Lost in a sea of souls
I find you hard to miss
-familiar-
I can’t escape your pull
I flow
-not with the wind-
But with you
Bending air as I go
My whole eternity is you
A blue vastness
-too great to ignore-
From my perspective
I live for you
As there is nothing else
Quite as magnetic
-although, I’m trapped for sure-
My naivete may live on
Yet even I ponder
The slight trembling in my heart
Subconscious, or am I over?
There, a world spilling with ants
So small-
Yet visible with their feats of humanity
-I can see it so clearly now-
Where once there were only specs-
Now there lay a myriad of wonders
Right before me
-the haze clearing-
My confidence
often a victim of gravity-
So steady hands always pulled me up
Right on cloud nine
I no longer feel the softness of those palms-
Once my ever-aiding life
-safety-
I have fallen out of your grasp
The wetness of tears
Staining my existence-
Yet clearing it all the same
I fall as the icy raindrops guide my demise
All hard and true-
I must accept my punishment
For I have lived on far too long
And know much too little
Seeping into reality-
I can feel every texture on my skin
Every imperfection on the ground
-forever taunting me-
Leaving the once continuous cycle-
Venturing into the unknown
Where-for once-
A seed may grow larger than a planter could ever provide
A wild flower-
Thriving in a sea of individuality
Forever smiling at the sky
Despite the abandonment
Feb 21, 2020
Feb 21, 2020 at 1:48 PM UTC
I lie through my teeth
A smile on my face
A quip on my lips
And a plan rushing through my brain
I cast my bait
I stop and wait
So you believe the fake I am
I pull you close and hug you
Only to stab you in the back
I warn you not to cross me
And you think it’s merely an act
Little do you know that
It is too well planned for that
I let you through my walls
So in the end you’re shocked
When I do exactly as I promised
And I walk away still locked
So you take your leave
Quickly and cautiously
Lest I hurt you
Or pretend to be your friend
Try to make you trust me
Just to betray you in the end
At last you finally say
With a grimace upon your face
When someone says they loved me once
‘Oh the game she had you play’
I’m better off without her
That creature who’s insane
The cheat
Liar
Manipulator
One without any compassion
One who will never know love
Loyalty or friendship
Something she works with hand in glove
But is beyond her understanding
Frozen like her heart
She will never have it
They will always be kept apart
Little do you know
That my nights and all my days
Are filled with the memories
Of the people I have crazed
It wouldn’t have hurt this monster (wouldn’t it?)
To lock herself away
Away from the few
Who did not condemn her
(openly at least)
To use their words against them
(far too much experience with that)
To keep her soul awake
Running from the demons
That she’s always had to face
The cruel whispers and the voices
That goad her into thinking
That all she’s ever good for
Is her lying and her tricking
And as I perch on the windowsill
Begging for death’s embrace
I stop myself knowing
That the only absolution
My only reprieve
Will come if I am living
Haunted and tortured for all my days
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 7:40 AM UTC
Don't wait until it's too late
To tell someone
How much you love,
How much you miss,
How much you care.
Because when they're gone,
No matter how loud you shout and cry,
They won't hear you anymore.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 3:37 PM UTC
I didn't call anyone
I never did asked for help
Now I'm looking in the mirror
I barley recognize myself
Oct 20, 2019
Oct 20, 2019 at 12:20 PM UTC
they say you gotta live with the consequences of your actions
but they never tell you how to live with a beating heart that's no longer living
they said time heal all wounds
but they didn't tell about the scars that rings torturous reminder
they say take it one day at a time
they never say time doesn't exist without you
they say there's plenty of fish in the ocean
but they didn't tell you the ocean couldn't drown this sorrow
now I'm paying the price
of loving someone a little much and a little too late
Aug 5, 2019
Aug 5, 2019 at 11:13 PM UTC
Do you miss me ?
Maybe, he said.
Do you miss us?
-yes.
Do we miss what we had?
-yes.
Will you give me another chance?
-No.
Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 11:59 AM UTC
There are some
Who age too fast
To keep up
With the trend
There are some
Who say age
is nothing
But numbers
There are some
Who need numbers
To help them
Feel their worth
There are some
Whose numbers
Don't add up
Till the end
There are some
Then there are others...
There are some
Who like to wander
With thoughts
Loose in their minds
There are some
Who spend their lives
Thinking 'bout feelings
Of all kinds
There are some
Who believe that
It's too late to
Trust your heart
There are some
Who'll stand in your way
When they know
You'll make it safe
There are some
Then there are others...
There will always be
The one
There are some
Then there are others...
And there will always be
The one.
Jun 16, 2019
Jun 16, 2019 at 7:46 AM UTC
~
*Twists and turns,
Soon fade away.
When you find yourself
On a straight road.
Only one car,
Next to you.
A stranger.
Someone you don't know.
The light is coming,
Taking it along.
All that's left is you,
So you're alone.
In the middle
Of nowhere,
Now you don't know
Where to go.
Suddenly
Everything is coming your way.
You're in the wrong lane,
But you try not to let it show.
At a crossroads.
What will you choose?
Forwards, backwards,
Why not just go after your shadow?
You're waiting.
Overthinking.
Worrying.
But now you have to let go.
Because of the twists and turns.
They come back slowly.
You had a one-way path,
But you missed your chance.*
~
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 12:51 PM UTC
Like a gentle sunshine
sneaking through my curtains at dawn
revealing the scent of my darkness
as you enter
my little universe
Ignoring the caution sign
without any hesitation
You stepped onto the frozen surface of my lake
Not even caring if it’ll collapse
Not even afraid if you’ll drown
Every step was a sip of soda
For I am addicted to your sweetness
Yet still remembered every *****
Step by step
...
Not stopping til reaching the center
Not stopping til it’s too late
Feb 16, 2019
Feb 16, 2019 at 9:36 PM UTC
i feel weak
everyday another piece of me folds in
slowly
im becoming the thing you never wanted to see
im becoming to reach the point you hoped i would never
im the piece of paper in the bottom of your bag
the one you needed
you lost it and spent ages looking for it
but by the time you found it
it was torn to shreds
it was no longer useful
and you groaned and complained
but then you got another
and you were thankful that there were others
to replace the one you forgot about
until it was too late
but i couldn't forget
i laid there in pieces wondering what happened
you cared
but you realized it got bad
and then you realized it was too late
and you moved onto the next person to care about
until it was too late for them too.
Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 10:42 PM UTC