dr!nking, sm0king, v@ping
to stop myself from breaking
my mind is in denial
of the toll that this is taking
this isn’t who i want to be
this person that i’m shaping
this version isn’t who i am
the monster i’m creating
my mind is somewhere in the clouds
my dreams are quickly fading
i need to take care of myself
but death is sat there waiting
if i sleep the day away
my world might just stop shaking
but no amount of sleep could ever
fix this kind of aching
Sep 15, 2023
Sep 15, 2023 at 11:03 AM UTC
i am a bird
you clipped my wings
i used to fly
i used to sing
i used to soar above the sky
and feel the air of newly spring
but i fell so far from that sky
you held me dear so i could cry
you took away the hurt and pain
and then you clipped my wings again
if i had known you'd take my flight
i would've putten up a fight
so i lie here inside this cage
with all of this unsettled rage
but in my dreams, i fly away
i spread my wings without delay
i dream about the times back then
hoping i might fly again
Mar 2, 2022
Mar 2, 2022 at 9:36 AM UTC
i've lived with you all my life
you've been there through the laughter and the heartache and the tears
you were always physically there
but never emotionally
i am your daughter through blood, but not through love
i never had the comfort of being close to you
you were always just my mother
hearing other people talking about their relationships with their moms hurts
bc i've never had that
always disappointed for my mistakes and never praise for my achievements
you were always too busy to talk
too preoccupied with my other siblings to listen
too tired to comfort me in my time of need
i've always had a mother, but i've never had a mom
you are so checked out of my life that you cant hear my cries for help
but its just a normal teenager thing, right?
Nov 12, 2021
Nov 12, 2021 at 12:22 PM UTC
nobody thinks about you until youre gone
nobody realizes the hole you will leave in their life until youve left it
nobody misses you until they cant have you anymore
nobody apologizes until it doesnt matter anymore
and now you're gone
and its too late
and nobody stopped you.
Sep 28, 2021
Sep 28, 2021 at 3:25 PM UTC
you told me it was over
i hear it loud and clear
but deleting our messages
broke my heart
taking down our pictures on my wall
hurt like hell
and giving back your stuff
was unimaginably painful
until i had no trace left of you but the memories
then i knew, it was over
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 8:52 PM UTC
it's always the people that bring the most joy upon others
that are hurting the worst
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 8:37 PM UTC
she was a rose in the hands of those who had no intention of keeping her
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 8:31 PM UTC
there's a shallowness in your eyes each time you look at me;
i used to be your ocean
but now im your dead sea
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 8:29 PM UTC
i am in awe at even the way you walk😍
and yet you walk right past me🥺
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 8:25 PM UTC