I lie through my teeth
A smile on my face
A quip on my lips
And a plan rushing through my brain
I cast my bait
I stop and wait
So you believe the fake I am
I pull you close and hug you
Only to stab you in the back
I warn you not to cross me
And you think it’s merely an act
Little do you know that
It is too well planned for that
I let you through my walls
So in the end you’re shocked
When I do exactly as I promised
And I walk away still locked
So you take your leave
Quickly and cautiously
Lest I hurt you
Or pretend to be your friend
Try to make you trust me
Just to betray you in the end
At last you finally say
With a grimace upon your face
When someone says they loved me once
‘Oh the game she had you play’
I’m better off without her
That creature who’s insane
The cheat
Liar
Manipulator
One without any compassion
One who will never know love
Loyalty or friendship
Something she works with hand in glove
But is beyond her understanding
Frozen like her heart
She will never have it
They will always be kept apart
Little do you know
That my nights and all my days
Are filled with the memories
Of the people I have crazed
It wouldn’t have hurt this monster (wouldn’t it?)
To lock herself away
Away from the few
Who did not condemn her
(openly at least)
To use their words against them
(far too much experience with that)
To keep her soul awake
Running from the demons
That she’s always had to face
The cruel whispers and the voices
That goad her into thinking
That all she’s ever good for
Is her lying and her tricking
And as I perch on the windowsill
Begging for death’s embrace
I stop myself knowing
That the only absolution
My only reprieve
Will come if I am living
Haunted and tortured for all my days
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 7:40 AM UTC
I lie through my teeth
A smile on my face
A quip on my lips
And a plan rushing through my brain
I cast my bait
I stop and wait
So you believe the fake I am
I pull you close and hug you
Only to stab you in the back
I warn you not to cross me
And you think it’s merely an act
Little do you know that
It is too well planned for that
I let you through my walls
So in the end you’re shocked
When I do exactly as I promised
And I walk away still locked
So you take your leave
Quickly and cautiously
Lest I hurt you
Or pretend to be your friend
Try to make you trust me
Just to betray you in the end
At last you finally say
With a grimace upon your face
When someone says they loved me once
‘Oh the game she had you play’
I’m better off without her
That creature who’s insane
The cheat
Liar
Manipulator
One without any compassion
One who will never know love
Loyalty or friendship
Something she works with hand in glove
But is beyond her understanding
Frozen like her heart
She will never have it
They will always be kept apart
Little do you know
That my nights and all my days
Are filled with the memories
Of the people I have crazed
It wouldn’t have hurt this monster (wouldn’t it?)
To lock herself away
Away from the few
Who did not condemn her
(openly at least)
To use their words against them
(far too much experience with that)
To keep her soul awake
Running from the demons
That she’s always had to face
The cruel whispers and the voices
That goad her into thinking
That all she’s ever good for
Is her lying and her tricking
And as I perch on the windowsill
Begging for death’s embrace
I stop myself knowing
That the only absolution
My only reprieve
Will come if I am living
Haunted and tortured for all my days