#sequel
Sententious -ness - as a memory lane in the rest home.
Commit your works unto the way truth makes,
and your thoughts shall be established.
- mind-up, game-on,
- psuedo sci-psy-psi surfers
- versus cowboys, and creeps
Trust in truth with all your wit and courage.
Breathe. Each in
an out
from here on out
- a cough an'spittle swaller
- callit alla adjustaknot, a'ight
Sententious old men spew galling shame
on systems existing still
to instill the heart, drip
by drip- instilling
peace of patience informing
con courage, mental-gut-genug
from heavy duty hero worth displays,
bend and prove the worth,
be lead in proven paradox, and laugh
- Imaginary worlds are possible, not real.
Imagining is mere what ifing, in deed.
As when a man sees a wombed man..
-selah'alslates wiped, right,
-to compute the vacuum for the spin,
the emptiness must seem to breathe,
hmmm, how can men lie to make believers,
by believing lies, by God,
I believe that's right. Or could be.
Ask and accept the first sensible answer,
on a per-usual rate per using faces,
as messengers come with news,
ahoy, what of the night?
Night's gone at dawn. All's well, sacrifice
worked, the sun rises not in vain, again.
-stretcht point t' flat permeable thinness- next to
nothing be ing
tween ever and us,
meaning nothing,
but to the child, seeing the Liberty pose,
as she is about to fling her torch,
to burn all we left behind
over there
over there…
-geo measured First World War,
for the secrets saved at Pergamos,
leaked in mandalas made in sorted sands
aspirational spirals of winding
patterns escape,
A big Hualapai man, face as dark
as the Christ robed and crowned, hung
at Volta Santa de Luca, by that face,
in memories of passes,
clefts in rocks, to see
the backside of all we hoped to do
dying in sorrow and confusion,
and grappo by the gallon
Juaquin and Ezelda,
Hualapai Survivors just barely getting' by
fifty years ago, now, I see him painting
with sand, and feel him praying… say this
-- dedicated to his spirit, the idea of the man.
Which panta rhei - evokes in mind,
same ford affording this not the same flow,
these stones are far shinier, this time,
the old steps have been washed
out and faded as spells cast
to drive purple fringed,
white witches away
- bloodoheysus in de face o'de luca
- gone y'lyin' lyin' whatchacallem
Delirium Tremors, imagined, on acid,
here a statue with a machine gun,
under which I played, dedicated
to another Hualapai veteran,
reminds me, Sammy, the Apache,
whose brother Jonah was a barfing drunk
in jail with me one night in May, 1970..
Jonah was a Korea War vet,… he
reappears to give me continuity… persistence
in bending lost time to be redeemed,
by observation, ask was that day
applied to the cost of today?
Free time, take all you wish to spend,
how little could we know
of the life
to which the monument was dedicated,
the year my mother was born, 1928,
when the last who knew Sam Swaskegame
came to the big parade,
to unveil the dedicatory mon-u-ment
idolizing the willing ness to use
the science of war… to tame the wild…
chaos set to tempo, left,
left right left
- 76 trombones, 30 were bass
brazen trumping rah rah rah
unveiling the composition
representing spirits, one of a soldier,
standing tall, unafraid, brandishing
grenade, grinning, gonna getcha;
one of a sailor, waving his hat;
one of a Colt 1895 machine gun,
aiming at the future,
neither soldier
or sailor saw coming, one facing south,
the other north, as the gun aims west
at the sunset.
The parade took fifteen minutes,
from the fire station on Fifth and Beale
to the courthouse and jail at the top
of Fourth Street…
when the last who knew Sam Swaskegame,
laughs the tears irony makes,
"Lest We Forget",
we who served the story told
to keep the flame alive,
see that man? Really, son of a man,
he was just a boy, ready made warrior
from conquered locals, tamed by Crook.
Sam Swaskegame, died at Marne,
for my country,
five weeks before the
the holy day we celebrate,
to show our boys and girls,
this is why we fight,
so we can make heros to inspire you.
--------
Sam Swaskegame,
a member of the Hualapai Tribe,
who was killed
in action
at the Marne River campaign
battle of Blanc Mont, France
on October 7, 1918, …
35 days before the end of WWI
From <https://doughboysearcher.weebly.com/kingman-arizona.html>
------ There could be a picture here.
I played in the shadow of that grenade,
as a boy in the Boyett-Dancer Keltic Nordish clan,
I walked past the jail, almost every day,
and I was afraid of the men behind the bars.
I had seen some of them, drunk,
-- I was a child, they always laughed, when
I stood and listened to them rant,
like I understood a single word.
Sam Swaskegame, Sam
I am sure, I knew Sam, from Green Eggs.\
thus the war memorial,
E. M. Viquesney posed, the grenadier
same stance as Lady Liberty,
supposed to remind
us, the children born long after dead Indians
could be remembered as Doughboy's dads
and granddads and uncles
Sententious
"full of meaning" (a sense now obsolete);
Apr 11
Apr 11, 2026 at 8:31 PM UTC
A wolf,
All alone,
On his lonesome.
Instinct engraved in stone,
On his broken, dying heart,
Which he broke apart.
He had love,
Blessed from above,
Yet, he took Life’s gift,
And he ended it in the dark,
Now he’s all alone.
Looking down from the precipice,
He sees the surrounding mighty cliffs,
And at the bottom lies the naive sheep,
Eerily still, with a heart that no longer beats.
She had loved a wolf who didn’t know who he wanted to be,
This lack of hindsight led to her life being taken.
If only she had broken him free,
From the lessons instilled when he was a pup,
When his mother was hungry,
And she tried to eat him up.
The scar by his heart,
From when his mother tried to tear him apart.
It felt like it had broken into shards,
He wished to jump and join her in the dark.
He howled at the full moon,
A sound of sorrow and doom,
How he wished he hadn’t been a fool,
He didn’t realize he had this much to lose.
Then, from the bottom of the cliff,
A twinking, a gleaming light,
Rose up toward the starry night sky,
And materialized, in front of the wolf’s eyes,
The sheep, the life, he had taken.
He watched as the sheep sat beside him,
In the same place she was when,
He lunged, she thrashed,
And she cried,
Her last.
“Why?”
She had asked him,
Before he pushed her down the cliff.
She smiled as her eyes gleamed,
Such sights brought him reprieve.
“Anwir?” She asked, and he bowed his head,
Tears streaming from his eyes,
“Amora, I apologize.” He whispered, his voice weak.
He couldn’t find the words to speak.
She said,
“I wanted to differ from the herd,
Found you, and let my heart unfurl,
I knew you might turn on me,
Yet, I watched you with purity.
I loved you and that hasn’t changed,
Despite our circumstances and how they’ve rearranged.
You are still my handsome, sweet wolf,
And I, your sheep, your wool, your warmth.”
Anwir’s tail thumped on the ground,
The ghost’s essence shimmering all around,
A barrier to his grief,
He knew only to do one thing…
When the buzzards passing the precipice looked down,
They saw two bodies, both ****** on the ground.
They landed and found,
A wolf and a sheep,
Lying peacefully,
With their ghosts nowhere around.
Oct 26, 2025
Oct 26, 2025 at 9:27 PM UTC
People,
Creating their own hell
Let's keep it simple
Try to be real for a spell
No spiel,
Just an obvious tell
Deceitful,
But not doing it well
A sequel
Was always going to be a hard pitch to sell
©2024
Aug 1, 2024
Aug 1, 2024 at 3:21 PM UTC
Gather around
Listen to my voice
I bring you news
And i bring a choice
Some shall lament
While others rejoice
But a decision will be made
When i hear everyones choice
The town is in peril
The streets filled with chaos
People turned meek
While others become callous
The leaders have met
And come up with a plan
To rid the town of demons
And return the streets to man
Either put up the walls
Return to the old ways
Or survive the demons
And live in chaos for all your days
The decision is yours
So choose wisely
The demons are harsh
But the old days should not be taken lightly
Let the people speak
And decide their fate
I pray you choose quick
Before its too late
The town is being overrun
At a steady rate
So the final decision
Will be announced at a later date
Aug 14, 2022
Aug 14, 2022 at 8:38 AM UTC
tangan ng sinapupunan
pinuhunanan larangan.
matapos ang walong buwan
simula ng kabuwanan.
palaisipan sa duyan
ugoy ng katiwasayan
gabay ay katahimikan
tungo sa kapaligiran
bago pa man ang inunan
hiwatig ng panubigan
matibay pa sa sandigan
na mas meron sa kawalan
kakatwang halatang dala
ay may biyayang sagana
tila panday umapula
pusod ay pinagdugtong pa
nasan ang sagot sa bakit?
di problema kung paano?
ang tanong ay kung kailan?
kung hindi ako ay sino?
pagmumuni ng paluwal !
pataba na nang pataba !
lupa niyang tinubuan...
oras na ng pag-aani.
binhi nya na ipinunla
sumibol ng pagkasigla
katulad ng parirala
may aral sa balarila
kapwa merong pakinabang
hindi pa man humahakbang
ang hiwaga na may yabong
abot-kamay na ang Labong
Jan 13, 2022
Jan 13, 2022 at 2:20 PM UTC
How do I stop loving you?
Are there any instructions?
There should be, isn't it?
I guess
they're in the sequel
that never got published
Nov 21, 2021
Nov 21, 2021 at 8:11 PM UTC
i can finally say that
if you came back
professing your love
i wouldn’t say **** it
you would have to change
and then grow some more
then learn how to treat a woman
and then, maybe you could join me for coffee
and we can begin our sequel
m.j.n.
Jan 27, 2021
Jan 27, 2021 at 10:23 PM UTC
A second one
You'll never see
Hopefully
Oh, hopefully.
I don't think you hate me
I hope that I'm right
I don't think I could handle
If I'm wrong.
Though it might come as a shock
I don't want you to feel bad
I don't want you to feel sad
The last letter
Was a falsity
Uncirculated
And ultimately
Untrue.
I don't know the truth
I don't know how I feel
I don't know what I feel
I don't know if
I feel
Or
If it's real.
If I could rid you of your guilt
Of your shame
Of my faults
Pressed onto you
By a selfish
Unworthy
Unfathomable individual
I would.
I'm so sorry
Truly
Truly sorry
For how I feel
And how
Even now
I manage to act a victim
As if a scornful act
Was committed against me
And that this letter
You'll never see
Is my final plea.
I know
I know
You don't see me
Or anyone
In that light
And I want you to know
It's alright.
I never wanted this to happen
I never wanted anything
To get to the point
Where I can't help solve
The problems I caused.
I won't worry you anymore.
I won't make you feel guilty.
I can't.
I'll do
Whatever
And all
That it takes
To keep it closed;
Seal the wound of my tears
And cauterize it
So no one has to look
At such an unsightly thing
Ever again.
I don't care if it's unhealthy
I don't care if these are steps backwards
As long as I can stay with you
And be the way we used to
That's all I need.
Oct 7, 2021
Oct 7, 2021 at 2:06 PM UTC
Don't go into a book
expecting a sequel;
sometimes the end
is actually the end
Aug 30, 2020
Aug 30, 2020 at 3:50 PM UTC
Every thing has changed,
Nothing is the same.
I know more about not knowing
What will come next,
Just holding my breath.
Mar 19, 2020
Mar 19, 2020 at 3:46 PM UTC
A Procrustean woman's tale
in an orbit does tell that this snitch
here wasn't Montgomery whether sound must hitch
with Pythagoras
that seldom erupt in despair
now dire hands with guilty chest
yet volcanoes bleed in the air
Aug 13, 2019
Aug 13, 2019 at 9:56 AM UTC
i am deep in a story i have
been in before and i
******* hate sequels.
i have once again found
love in the wrong place;
a very good friend of mine.
loving your best friend feels
a lot like putting down your dog,
the eyes always look the same
and you'll never be able to
tell her why it had to
die in the first place.
Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 3:47 AM UTC
Still stuck behind the glass wall
There’s no use in getting out
No use in communicating
The people on the other side have given up, too
I slump down to the floor in a state of defeat
Resting my head on my knees
Suddenly
I feel a knocking on the glass
Slowly
I turned my head
A smile grew on my face
Someone like me!
Someone that understands!
I could tell in his eyes
He was behind a glass wall, too
“Do you feel my heart saying hi?”
A bond formed
From nothing else
But our life behind those glass walls
I reached through the glass
And took his hand
I’m no longer alone
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 10:08 PM UTC
Silence and space. We have now mastered the trick. And we are living it. No cues. No dramatic transitions or face-slapping moment.
Dead air is not even awkward.
The parlor games are busted.
It just happened one Tuesday morning inside Starbucks after you ordered your iced Americano and my vanilla frappuccino, no whipped cream,
Maybe there's a sequel to this story, but for now, we should roll the credits.
Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 6:45 AM UTC
Too saddest to tell you
today on this First Day of Spring
my Daddy has his Birthday
anyway
he cannot sing
not today nor tomorrow
you'll ask me why?
decennia ago he suddenly died
not of any stroke nor heart-ache
just wanna remember
that Today just One Day after the Northward Equinox
he'd have his celebrations
never congratulations anymore now
not today nor tomorrow
this is not a poem
just a statement
a human document
of one of the most gifted fathers
aquarelles, poetry or feuilletons
even performances at William's Theatre
his weekly sequels of the loving
and living Charlie Chan
besides earning much money
as the top-manager
of STANVAC, Jakarta
that big oil-office
with the red Pegasus
my Daddy climbed its back
and never returned
remembering his Birthday
emotionally on his epitaph
how odd
The Start of Spring
One Day Before his BirthDAY
the annual Northward Equinox
has just passed his graveyard
keep smiling is not here today
but grieving will be okay
he'd be no more a part of all celebrations
even though where he now is
he remains my Dearest Daddy and all there is
I remain, still with the greatest admiration
and his part of heart
still beats in mine....
Anno Domini 21 March 2018
Mar 21, 2018
Mar 21, 2018 at 8:33 AM UTC
Fire and pain and sorrow behind me,
A soul in my knapsack they didn't want me to have.
I hear shouts from behind the wall I've broken,
I can't let them get me again.
A light, a song, a passion for me
Lying just beyond the boundary.
They shoot me down and I bleed tears,
But I emerge, my loot intact.
But I emerge, body busted and broken.
But I emerge.
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 2:33 AM UTC
I’m becoming blurry
When I look at myself in the mirror
And I’m beginning to see
His face through mine
Instead of mine
Like my body is disappearing into His
Like if He wasn’t there
I’d be completely invisible
Now I can’t get rid of Him.
Or I just don’t want to
Because I don’t want to vanish
Into thin air
And be another ghost
Wandering the streets
I want to be seen
Even if His eyes
Are piercing through mine
Even if the world is clouded because of it
Every time I blink
My life seems to get a shade darker
Until everything is disfigured
From His pupils over mine
And anything bright
Seems out of place
Forcing my eyelids back shut
Until the dark returns
It’s funny
That after I’ve been with someone
For so long
I become more and more like them
With Him
It’s no different
I chose to let Him stay with me
And as a consequence
I’m fading into Him
It sounds cliche
That maybe I need Him to survive
Maybe I’d lose my identity without Him
Maybe I’d be nothing…
Maybe I’m too afraid
To let go
And find out
He’s given me a reason to live
And a need to die
But who am I to turn Him away?
I wonder
If I’ll ever truly be able
To see myself in the mirror again
Or if I’ll forever
Be looking through His eyes.
Sep 18, 2017
Sep 18, 2017 at 12:08 PM UTC
Soul: (to the deceiver)
Tis' not a whining contest
hiding that tongue of the ******
forgot, couldn't get more honest
Now go and come back in August
Deceiver: (to the soul)
Nowhere are you going with that
******* on you, my devilish cat
eventually will I control the brat
simple is that, not a problem of SAT
Soul:
Good,Good! Do what you want
swaying towards hell is what you want
funny! something even you don't want
you dear, are nothing but filled with haunt
Deceiver:
So now you're too gonna mock
once was I the most valuable stock
all were under the reputation of my sock
then fell down to a crow from a Hawk
Soul: (to the self)
Work, bring to feet the crime
poetry isn't worth a dime
Listen, listen! It's pray time
Eternal's gold better than fake lime
Sep 11, 2017
Sep 11, 2017 at 7:54 AM UTC
Wild Enchanting Twigs
Are dancing to Bursts of Bubbles.
Midst A Crucified Upper Half
Hanging Upside Down.
Imperishably dripping mono-wound.
Surrounding buds
Blooms and Sieves
In nick of time.
Roots are *******
Splash Of Violet Bloods,
Twigs emerge exponentially.
Ground gets replenished
With vociferous violet.
Bed of Falling Flowers
Drowns to Depth of Violet,
Fallen persists still
And bubbles are being emitted.
Bursts of fragrance.
Above the meadows
Air is Pungent,
And remains
May 17, 2018
May 17, 2018 at 7:28 AM UTC
there comes a time
i don't intend to look at my self
there comes a time
i do pretend that i am okay
until one day in my life
i decided to come across such traces
Whereby I can Allocate My phrases
What goes up and down, but still remains in the same place?
What gets wetter & wetter the more it dries?
What's there beyond the blue skies?
What's there behind the faint glaze?
despite of all its emptiness
i just can't find the answers.
Maybe because my vision shown me less
or possibly because of the Lost ..... Tears in my Eyes ....
not even how i tried to Reach that mountain's peak
still i am not tired to Search those lines of mine i chose to pick!
Though I know it was not that hard
for me to get down back on the yard
through taking the landslide experience
with no one catching as i fall
except for the hunger and thirst of my soul
every time i heard the loud whisper of nature's call!
And so i took a rest yet having TINY pierce
on the shirt seen on my left bleeding chest
not knowing for a LITTLE while
until the Fairy Wind told Me so.
It hurts me seriously like a burn heat
**when i uprooted the ****** thorn on it.**
But some kind of relief
when i held that grief!
and started to draw
Whenever i saw
a falling dry leaf
once there was eye.
once there was eye
i used to paint recently
thru the blood flown
straight from A loving heart
where tears were dropping apart!
And suddenly here comes my line
conspiring with my mystery rhyme
once there was eye full of emotion
i had been delineate with a notion
there's something i wanna share
here i am walked closer to shore
thinking out loud about my vow
that I Must Have to Take a Bow
for me to see my own real complexion
Right Down to the Image of reflection
made by swaying waters
on The River of Dreams!
And once there was eye
watching unto it like the way i did...
someone will learn how to look deep up above
and can exercise when to visualize what is Hidden,
yet for those eyes who can only see what is Given
blessed are they, for they need not nothing to dig what is written!
once there was eye
who wants to untie
that thick blind fold
"come on give it a try"
OPEN IT UP !
i will be grateful for sure!!
and my glad will become so high!!!
once there was eye emphasizing his sigh
to give this poem some light.
once there was eye who also wants
their own style and interpretations
of this solemn piece i entitle...
~ ~ once there was eye ~ ~ (the untold story)
LET IT FLOW !
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 4:47 AM UTC
The sequel to "Heavenly"
The rest of us
will decompose here,
but now you have purpose,
the muse behind my verses,
forget fairytale curses;
you will never die,
So place me underground,
darling you will still be
safe and sound,
up above from here
I see who you are,
but they are all below,
below your worthiness,
dainty star,
On the eve of the day
when I'm mourned by the fakes,
they'll be praying for my amazing grace,
but it'll be too late,
There's no spot in a dead heart
for those who tore it apart,
and my monsters will cover your
sunshine and they'll **** your spark,
I'll wish I could be there,
Ten thousand tears wait to be spared,
I promise I cared,
I just never shared
all my hurtings, and now
they've killed me,
I will beg to have you released,
I'll beg on my knees for
all the darkness to leave you
and entertain me,
But I'm afraid to fully dive,
Don't know how far I could drive,
Metaphorically, I'm at the shore
I don't know what I'm drowning for.
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 9:17 PM UTC
The weapon you have,
symmetrical, is your face
a conversation passport,
a neon sign,
"Do not begin your speech,
go away, leave me alone"
But the last thing you want,
and quite frankly,
the last thing you need
is to be by yourself,
where your mind can help you
to slice your pulsing wrists
into a hundred pieces,
and suddenly,
you're a bleeding mosaic,
but at least you look
happy and beautiful.
You puke smiles,
and they light up your face,
but if somebody were to stop you,
take you aside and say,
"I know you're not okay" ,
would you beg for a piece of space,
or would you let them stay?
You puke smiles,
so no one sees your petals fall,
no crutches to hold you up,
so by yourself, you make them believe
you can manage standing tall.
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 8:55 AM UTC