#sensations
The sensations I feel,
The noises I hear,
The lingering eyes,
They all remain still
Like a body of water,
Waiting for a ripple to appear,
To focus its attention,
Unrelentingly clear
The things they jeer,
All so soundingly there,
All so irritably clear,
They never disappear
Textures on my skin,
The sweat and fear,
The itching and rubbing,
Always there
The ruckus around me,
Joyful and miserably there,
Volume clear and unclear,
Brewing a headache so painstakingly there
The eyes like hyenas,
Cackling and waiting,
Watching so clearly, openly,
Always there
Oct 29, 2025
Oct 29, 2025 at 10:32 AM UTC
drop dusk and there lies sleep
dawning of dream
vital within
there's a **** throat of energy
a body of landscape
and a primal language sewn obscene
oh here comes alike a monkey
see lung as he preens
engorged tongues of mystery
read thirstily read fingertips retrieve
little ******** from all surfaces
all terrains and rearrangements
of past furnishings
lashed is all
generous gobbings and ravishing
demented in cementing and invasive warmth and
decanting honey-clung vital ambrosia
tightens and loosens human in ravel
swallows of emerge and implosion of curtain
it passes til sistence
it passes with yawn
Sep 23, 2025
Sep 23, 2025 at 10:06 AM UTC
~
*I'm an exit wound
I'm a numinous obstacle
I'm about to make landfall
I'm about to break free
I'm a nerve ender
A fascinator
A purifier
A world populator
And I'm about to break through
I'm the push and pull
I'm a counter argument
I'm dissonance resistance
I'm viral replication
I'm about to break out
I'm a singularity
I'm a spark
I'm the perfect detonator
To mind and heart
And I'm about to break up
I'm a simulacra
I'm an oscillation
Made of breath only
I'm a living, moving imprint
Of what no longer is
Yet somehow seems to be*
~
Mar 15, 2025
Mar 15, 2025 at 2:02 PM UTC
Head full, racing thoughts, faster than light.
Too loud, too full, too much.
Then drifting away—far gone. No thoughts, just silence.
Nothing...
Nothing...
Nothing...
Snap back. Waves crash on—everything at once.
The cycle continues, again and again and again...
Over and over and over...
No end in sight.
Mar 3, 2025
Mar 3, 2025 at 4:58 AM UTC
My swollen left cheek
a round bed of marshmallows
pat pat, pat pat, boing!
swallows saliva
drinks a cup of iced milo
an oasis forms
all that ice a shock
to my newly-formed blood clot;
what is this soreness
Sep 7, 2024
Sep 7, 2024 at 8:42 AM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, an old draft from last week:>
is there really a future for this misery
a new page that heroes the plot as a decent start over apology
craves distance and knows that would be known
angel like plastic sensations to the dawn
kept on stove to be loathed into a tomorrow
for the heart to yearn for the mind to dwell for the feels to borrow
midnight skies not even there not been predicted
lulled on the moons they say so I stay anonymously protected
------ravenfeels
Jun 1, 2021
Jun 1, 2021 at 4:23 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, some dreams can keep you thinking for a billion years:--)
the pure turquoise shivers diamonds down my spine
torture to the power I stand naked in line
endgame towards that brown
cluster mind surrounds that shrieking sound
to her to him undeniably I **** that escape for no more
a huge leftover on my soured piano box in a vein core
a question I ponder concerning my slate
am I even ready to lead the way of knows on this plate???
or even a remember of that cursed undestined for them for us to be
a far away excluded fate
--------ravenfeels
Apr 26, 2021
Apr 26, 2021 at 3:08 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, follow your dreams or they will<3
fed up on the revolt of the real
locked myself behind the dreamy doors to an an evermore of a seal
I seek you on the delves of the stormy spaces
it's like a universe I called came back with answers to shock faces
your name I heart you speak and led lights illuminate it
sparked on my heart when duty calls I fade in
-------ravenfeels
Apr 23, 2021
Apr 23, 2021 at 6:14 PM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, you can bleed without a shed of a drop of blood:}
in surrender to the real
a shirt is torn a cut was named a deal
for the release to greed then the skins to bleed
I draw you margins a put test to bend to kneel
to the torment in the heat you shoot to feel
in there where I see
no one has a view but me
your veins of pure temper dripping in jealousy
raise in no empathy
------ravenfeels
Apr 7, 2021
Apr 7, 2021 at 6:20 PM UTC
Rain befalls the afternoon like a heavy blanket
A blanket under which I rest
Legs crossed and crossed and crossed
Neck curved as a comma,
The smallest body you have seen
Nothing is mine
My arms, my hands, my head
The water that falls
Lands on nothing that belongs
Nothing is ours
The sky, the ground, the air
Skin becomes wet
Skin and water with no owner
Dec 23, 2020
Dec 23, 2020 at 7:24 PM UTC
As time goes by
These feelings get stronger
Painful sensations
Dont want to feel it no longer
I can't breath
I am suffocating
My head is exploding
All this, we're aggravating
A slap through my face
A knive through my heart
Excruciating pain
I can't take it.....its alot
Addiction to the pain
Is making us insane
Magnetic forces
Distorted in all sources.
Sep 24, 2020
Sep 24, 2020 at 6:36 AM UTC
I am running water,
Held at the waist by a sweet dam,
Silenced by fighting leaves,
****** in my direction by the whirling wind,
Everything reflects on me,
My waters wonder, "who am I?"
For my reflection, I don't see,
I see a mockingbird atop a tree,
I see the white sun above me,
I see the world as I experience it,
Bleak,
Can it see me?
Jul 27, 2020
Jul 27, 2020 at 8:13 AM UTC
I miss it, I miss being unable to breathe while you devour me with your lips.
I miss the way you used to look at me; with a sense of wanting; lust.
I desperately miss the feeling you gave my body when you ever so gently caressed me with your hands.
I keep trying to erase the memories, the feeling, the sensations, for what we had was an illusion.
It was made to make us feel good, but it wasn’t real. Our feelings were hidden within the foolish lies that lied between our lips.
You left me addicted, begging for another taste.
I lust for you, unsure of my love for you.
I can’t look at you without feeling resentment. You walk past me and my heart skips a beat when you look at me. It sends shivers down my spine and the butterflies in my stomach escape from their cage.
It reminds me of the feeling I got when your lips were pressed against my neck and your hands firmly around my waist.
A moment of sheer ecstasy, a memory on replay in my mind, a moment that was over too soon.
What we did was wrong, but everything about it felt right, it made me feel invincible like the weight of the world suddenly vanish from my shoulders.
When we were together, lips pressed against each other, chest to chest. Our hearts beat as one.
All the anger, fear, regrets disappeared for a moment for three minutes, everything felt okay. From the very first time to the last.
For I cannot forget the first time, a moment I've been imagining for a while, no longer a fantasy.
I had tasted many lips before you, but it was only ones that tasted ever so sweet, only yours that turned my butterflies into fireworks, yours’ were the only ones that satisfied my craving.
You satisfied my craving once again, a moment I thought would never happen again. This time, brief, aggressive. You grabbed me by my waste and our lips touched once again, leaving me hungrier than the last.
Weeks passed as those two memories looped in my mind, leaving me wondering what we were becoming and if there ever was an end.
For it happened again, this one more special than the other, maybe it was the way you bit my lip, or maybe it was the way your hands were placed on my body. But it felt different, new, it felt like raging fire within my bones.
Once again weeks passed by and the fire slowly extinguished, leaving me wondering if I’ll ever feel that way again.
One. Last, Time. We shared that moment one last time. I didn’t know it then but that was the last time our lips would ever touch. This is the one that's causing the most pain, that's leaving the most wounds on my rugged heart.
I remember you walked towards me, our eyes locked on each other, saying things that we couldn’t express through words, feelings too strong to verbalize. My heart kept missing a beat, like it was the first time. You were standing in front of me and your eyes fell to the floor, you started talking nervously as you sweetly caressed the necklace hanging from my neck, you looked up and stared into my eyes with hunger.
you put your hand on my waist and pulled me closer, and my mind went blank, my mouth watered and left me with a craving for your lips. You pressed your lips against my glossy lips and the room fell away, everything disappeared except for you and me, I had never gotten so lost in a kiss, You kept pulling me in closer, Like I wasn’t close enough, It felt like an eternity, like there was no end. But then you stopped to whisper in my ear, you tell me that you had to go. I deny it and swiftly turn around.
You grabbed me by my belt loop and pulled me back. Your stomach against my back, you gently pulled my hair to the side and whispered serenity in my ear, I felt you breathing against my neck, kissing it ever so gently.
Our breaths became heavy while sinful thoughts ran through my innocent mind. You gave me a newfound feeling, a sensation that I never wanted to end. But I could taste the end on your lips, leaving my body aching.
It ended just as quickly as it started and you've left me with this pain and emptiness and I'm hungry for you. When you left for the last time, you took a piece of me with you. It was our last goodbye without a word being said, no explanation or reason.
You walked away.
Apr 20, 2020
Apr 20, 2020 at 1:45 PM UTC
Love is not blind
Love has eyes
a face, heart and ability
to feel and touch
your deepest inner….
Accessible, not for everyone
like you, there is only one
i came, i saw nothing but i conquered
my fear phobia
mental inability
ego my person everything i do is ever
considered
i look in the mirror i am not there
can you tell me where i am
that i don't even know myself anymore?
My girl the name is Love
your sweetest place on earth
you know that like no other
it's worth the most to you
you travel in many countries
you have roamed everywhere on this globe
you will always find the same Country, i hope
My girl really doesn't know where that is?
take a look in the mirror
do you see that Country?
that Land is called Love
Love is not blind, has
a face, heart and ability
to know and know it
look longer in this mirror
you will see that Land rise
that Country where you stay in more often
than you ever expected
your deepest inner…..
©Sylvia Frances Chan
Jan 23, 2020
Jan 23, 2020 at 7:18 AM UTC
AMAZING
those butterflies you get in your tummy, when you look up and they are already staring at you, with a smile so lovely...
AMAZING
that tingle you feel in your soul, when they pull you in for a kiss while they caress your face, desire is their goal...
AMAZING
the sensations you provoke to my body, one look one hug one smile and my emotions sky rocket out of my body...
Aug 8, 2019
Aug 8, 2019 at 2:09 PM UTC
When the dust clears and you are near
The air brushes a wind straight through your hair
Sensations I cannot explain, sunshine or rain,
I see you see me call your name
In silence, the desperate call, I wait each night
If the stars align, and Jupiter meets Saturn, then it is the time
The gate will open and you will meet the lover’s nest
The owl awaits and watches the hawk below Venus once the sun sets
Jul 14, 2019
Jul 14, 2019 at 1:49 AM UTC
I know I have let you all down.
My heart stings at the sound of my voice.
I’ll give the people what they want.
My heart aches at the feeling of my warmth.
I can feel your words cut through my back.
Silently whispered between the walls.
I can feel your lips brush against my neck.
Sensations felt long ago.
I sense your eyes boring into me
It was there for a long time.
What do you say when I’m not there?
It was said for a long time.
I’ve been sad for a long time.
I’ve felt bad for a long time.
I’ve thought about this for a long time.
I mean it this time.
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 7:49 PM UTC
Listen to the pitter patter
Paws of black padded pink
Hear the raindrops spray once again
To rest on silky fur
Taste the honey on a spiked tongue
Coating paws in bittersweet
Smell the dry sunlight whisk away sour memories
As the cat carries on
Watch the puddles catch every step
Paces always constant
Feel the blood pool beneath
The cat leaps off the path
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 2:34 PM UTC
I have two hearts now
one for each of your eyes;
one inside my body,
one in yours
twice the joy
twice the pain
I haven’t seen all that much during my years,
let alone done…
but I’ve felt for lifetimes ahead
and you are… truly…
the best of it
Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 2:14 PM UTC
I cannot breathe
My nostrils caving in on themselves
The sensation of impaling arrows piercing my chest
My body is heavier than it was
A minute ago
When I wasnt thinking
About
My breathing.
Twidling fingers
The twitch of my jaw
Restless legs: a mind of their own
This bed doesnt feel as comfortable
As it did
When I wasnt thinking
About
Relaxing.
"Just breathe"
"Its all in your head"
"Sink into the mattress"
"Dont look at how late it is"
My mind is much louder now
Than it was
When I wasnt thinking
About
My anxiety.
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 12:38 AM UTC