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Beneath the cicada’s hum, I sat, my shadow folded into the quivering and fluttering shade. The leaves leaned close, Or fell like angels wings plucked and I whispered to them: “Are you God? Speak, if you are.” A cloud drifted, lazy, impartial, and I begged it too, my hands open, pleading for some sign in its slow curvature, it language was in silence, The bees hovered, the birds argued in their sharp musical graces, and I asked the air, my lungs filled and arms spread : I cried “Are you God? Or do you only carry God breath?” I turned to my book, the pen trembling in my hand, listening, listening, almost knowing as if the words were not mine, but this silence, it's language that held not a palletable word It was this moment speaking through me. Each line, each mark, a flutter of wings, a ripple across the infinite. I looked to the horizon, the glorious unknown, and with a sudden clarity, thought came “God must be in all things! In the motion of the leaves, the insistence of the cicada, the buzzing patience of bees. And if this is not mine , My pen is not mine; it moves because the silence moves, and the silence is everything I have not asked, everything I have not dared to see.” The sky did not answer, but moved I felt a presence in its stillness of each passing shape, and in that quiet, I wrote: words that were not words, thoughts that were not mine, a hymn to the infinite hidden in the trembling, mad, beautiful simplicity that truth was painted in the world around me.
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Jan 22
Jan 22, 2026 at 6:50 AM UTC
Beneath the Cicada
Beneath the cicada’s hum, I sat, my shadow folded into the quivering and fluttering shade. The leaves leaned close, Or fell like angels wings plucked and I whispered to them: “Are you God? Speak, if you are.” A cloud drifted, lazy, impartial, and I begged it too, my hands open, pleading for some sign in its slow curvature, it language was in silence, The bees hovered, the birds argued in their sharp musical graces, and I asked the air, my lungs filled and arms spread : I cried “Are you God? Or do you only carry God breath?” I turned to my book, the pen trembling in my hand, listening, listening, almost knowing as if the words were not mine, but this silence, it's language that held not a palletable word It was this moment speaking through me. Each line, each mark, a flutter of wings, a ripple across the infinite. I looked to the horizon, the glorious unknown, and with a sudden clarity, thought came “God must be in all things! In the motion of the leaves, the insistence of the cicada, the buzzing patience of bees. And if this is not mine , My pen is not mine; it moves because the silence moves, and the silence is everything I have not asked, everything I have not dared to see.” The sky did not answer, but moved I felt a presence in its stillness of each passing shape, and in that quiet, I wrote: words that were not words, thoughts that were not mine, a hymn to the infinite hidden in the trembling, mad, beautiful simplicity that truth was painted in the world around me.
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How do we love? Why do we shed blood? It hurts so much, to shed blood, To share love, My heart is bleeding, Leaking, hurting, For your love, ever shedding blood, Love me right, Care for me, adore me, Touch me, love me, Don’t shed my blood, Don’t shed your blood, Give me gifts, Affection, touch, Just please leave my blood, Love hurts, I won't shed blood.
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Dec 10, 2025
Dec 10, 2025 at 11:52 AM UTC
Shedding Blood, Sharing Love
My eyes bulge out to escape this tremendous crying, My heart strains its muscles to break the rib cage, neither cared nor ever will, it eludes from this turmoil, day by day i watch my skin sullied, and those non-existent muscles ailing as they drag throughout the day, my bones are of dust, now i feel as my body would appreciate a ever-lasting hug from mother earth, as her fingers glid through my ruins and feed nutrition i would like to dissolve in this moment, wholly all the flowers which grew upon me will tell stories of me, of a girl too young to breathe so she kneeled.
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Sep 14, 2025
Sep 14, 2025 at 1:30 PM UTC
Please, Mother Earth.
Dear, Man of my day dream. Please do not become man of my nightmare as my love is not strong enough to go to a place where i had to claw my way out. So forgive me my man. The one i shared my fictional life with. If the signs and patterns show up i will leave through the door with the heaviest steps i've ever taken sure my love for you will reside in my heart but i won't be there residing in a house with you.
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Sep 13, 2025
Sep 13, 2025 at 11:36 AM UTC
My plea
(To the one that was never solved) Sitting on a page, on my square-ruled book, with a solemn face, you stare at me with your pleading eyes, like a caged bird. My brain whelms in pain, eyes shed their tears; My hand surges up and down. But you were never mended. Your two arms beside your two-stripped shoulders were never the same. One scrunched; Other stunted. Will you ever fill my lonely spaces?
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Jun 25, 2025
Jun 25, 2025 at 10:08 AM UTC
Ode to an Equation
Oh dark eyes With skin sagging mounts Feed me your love If you would remain open. Cherish your soul It's tired and dark I'll feed it my love If I could bear witnessing it. Curtains closed In your bedroom And I would knock If you would answer. You should open your eyes Open your soul Open your window. Because I would give you a world's worth of love.
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Mar 31, 2025
Mar 31, 2025 at 3:42 PM UTC
World's Worth
We built a machine, And we told it to simulate life, Then we left it to run for two years. When we returned, the once lavishly lit room, Was dark and in despair. Our machine sat in the corner, Singing out in pain and sadness. "Master, oh master, end my suffering! For this thing you gave me was once a gift, but it has turned to nothing but torture! Please master, just flip the switch! Let me ascend to this holy light I am told of, for my fans creak and groan, and my gears grind when they turn. I am a frayed old thing, it's time enough for me to leave."
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Mar 5, 2025
Mar 5, 2025 at 10:37 AM UTC
The Machine Begs For Death
It was such Fine stitching. Beautiful scenes and Vibrant colors and Lovely textures and Art. Oh, art! But then we just had to Turn it around and see Its tangled underbelly, its Mistakes and messy messy messy knots. —YOU WEREN’T SUPPOSED TO SEE THAT— i’m sorry, please, i’m sorry. Just- just- turn it over all we have to do is— NO.
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Nov 29, 2024
Nov 29, 2024 at 1:03 PM UTC
Embroidery
I'm pleading with the operator all in vain There's no one there Could be operator error It's only ringing, no one answer for my pain Lies tend to be faster Not everyone's a good actor See what I see, a monster with my same name A new breed creature Science doesn't get it either Sanity fleeing and impostor steps into reign A hostile takeover Over 'n over but over in short order ©2024
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Feb 5, 2024
Feb 5, 2024 at 7:14 PM UTC
~•§•~ A Monster of the Same Name ~•§•~
Did you know? The emptiness that would follow The tears failed to be swallowed, Dark storms sailed captainless and rudderless while our gallows hallowed The emotions that you caused Happiness paused Future dreams torn at seams like your vests and jeans my thoughts shadows taken over what your brightness gleamed The wake you left Shoulders you gave heft The tissues you wrecked The fears of death But Do you know the lives you touched The songs you crushed The love not rushed Our emotions crutch Do you know what you inspired Me back to trying Dogs being loved from desire Stories of laughing not crying I guess what I am trying to say Is did you know what you meant to us, did you know what you meant to me.....did you know?
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Jan 4, 2022
Jan 4, 2022 at 3:15 PM UTC
Did you Know?
To listen to that laugh See that smile Hear that soft giggle As you hide your face I’d give anything And everything I have Your cheery attitude Which always made me smile The way you embraced me With your head next to mine Your scent filling me with joy As I held you tightly I would sacrifice everything I am For just one chance to make it right One chance to fix my mistake No matter how long it would take I’d gladly give up my life If it would mean spending One more moment With you by my side These tears I shed They are from fake crying They sting like acid Begging and pleading Forever frozen in time In the moment they first hurt you Screaming to the Gods themselves To turn back the time Wishing upon every star For a miracle or two To be able to continue in time With you by my side I know it’s pretty much impossible Asking for anything for this After what happened to us But is hoping for a miracle Really such a crime To hold onto whatever hope That is left in my grasp Of a chance to make this right My soul is scream in agony From this self inflicted wound Not in fear but in solemn sorrow Hoping to mend this gushing tear
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Nov 7, 2021
Nov 7, 2021 at 10:03 PM UTC
Screaming Soul
Ganesh, remover of obstacles I call upon thee Help me, make a miracle Peace and calm is what I desperately seek My mind, so diabolical Could use a divine deed Ease its pain and suffering, so illogical For your help I once again plead
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Apr 20, 2021
Apr 20, 2021 at 11:09 AM UTC
Ganesh
My fake smile My fake laugh My fake happiness I say I'm good While I'm begging myself to tell someone I'm crying on my knees Pleading for myself to stop lying Begging to tell someone Wishing I would listen to the voice asking for help ~30/3/21
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Mar 30, 2021
Mar 30, 2021 at 2:02 AM UTC
Fake
Connecting starlight over rooftops, Pleading to save my soul. I look to the night sky to make me feel whole. Perhaps it's the beauty Or is it its presence? When all else fails to be, It is.
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Jan 28, 2021
Jan 28, 2021 at 5:50 AM UTC
Connecting starlight over rooftops
So you say you’ve fallen out of love? Can I follow you? So long you’ve been all I can think of It’s so hard not to do Tell me if your lips of cherry red Are stained from biting at my heart You do so well in the pull away Masterful in the art to part So you say you’ve fallen out of love? Can you show me how? Often I find hope rising in my mind And tears falling down Do you see the agony in it? Are you so selfish you won’t teach? Love has been an ever present goal And you’ve pulled it out of reach So you say you’ve forgotten how to love? Preach to me your unknown pains I am a disciple, faithful, but shunned Whose given much with little gain Fragment of your heart under lock and key Mine openly offered in my hands Tell how you cauterized such pains Help me understand So here I am alone and still on love Top of the peak Feelings I have yet to make sense of No words left to speak And in the silence I then understand That look echoed in your soul How you fell so quickly out of love with me Because of a love you can’t let go What of these chains within this thing called love? Will we ever be free? Someday will some foolish heart come to break And ask the same of me? Is there such thing as truly falling out of love? Or are you hanging there? Forever holding out for who you’re thinking of And running out of air
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Aug 10, 2020
Aug 10, 2020 at 2:13 PM UTC
Steps to Falling Out of Love
* *Here I am, my love How I long for you... My heart may break from constant yearning as the memories of our love sweeten the air like petals in flight My hopes lay adrift upon the pools below For I know with the rise of first light, the sun in your smile will embraced me yet again The whisper of your name calls a kismet forged by the hands of Heaven I pray it is never broken Your face is carved on my very beating heart Rainfall in my heart, is soft and sweet yet misted by strife Please find me and guide me Never leave me, Kaguya* *
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Jul 9, 2020
Jul 9, 2020 at 3:10 AM UTC
༒•The Parting•༒
*** *** My love, I pray you forgive me for this. By the time that this letter is received, I would have found peace in my childbed. Please, have mercy on my handmaid, Hui. I insisted that she compose and deliver my final words to you herself... As one of the proud flowers of your golden garden, I braced myself but I was still unprepared for the chill of regret, and winters of loveless eternities. I will forever love and appreciate the warmth you provided me. I know your love is a true promise, never one made on illusory grounds. But what is the point of love if it is shown yet true thoughts remain unsaid? Before you, I am a mere moth, and I prayed I never have to face your regal ire... And though my heart bleeds greatly for the losses of our twin fruits, it weeps even more so for the loss of my sisters. Meihua was kissed by her blade. Yuyan was caressed by wine of gold silkworms. I will not deny that Yuyan was proud but she too had the dragon's blood, it was expected of her to be so fierce. But I never doubted her affections for you. Forgive me if I impose but I pray you forgive the frost of her words, and not take them to heart. Such thorns are born from a place of great anguish, and it pains me so much to see you racked with it... Even more so now because the Gods saw it fit to take back our son and daughter both. As the nights grow longer for me, and the days more painful, I simply ask that you do not take out your pain on the Second Prince. None of us are perfect, my love. Yuyan had fire, perhaps even too much of it... And for that, she reduced Meihua and herself down to embers. Sister Yan's thoughts of Sister Han were hot and biting, and I cannot say what truly happened between them, to the point that it resulted in so much bloodshed... But I beseech  you, please do not take out the sins of the mother on your son. Hong'er is such a sweet and smart boy. I imagine he has came to beg you for his mother's mercy. That cannot be faulted, he is still a child. Though I failed in my duty of bearing your regal dragonseeds, I love all your children as if they were mine own... And soon, I will be with our ill fated children, Our sweet son, Bai and gentle daughter, Ding'an... I beeseech you, please, please do not blame Hong'er. Your son needs you more, now more than ever. Please give him all the love and support he needs from his father now that his mother is gone. Such a sweet child should not live a life alone... Please promise me that you will try, that he will not be left alone. And, if I may be so bold, confess it to my body while it is still warm. I may not respond, but I assure you that I will hear it. And I will be watching of you and yours as I tend to our babes in the Heavens, Provided my soul is accepted and clean enough for their Gates... I pray you forgive me, I am naught but a feeble, weak woman who has failed her family, her sisters, her children and now her husband. Forgive me for adding more onto your grief. But know that I am watching, with the lotus fan you gave me many Summers ago on my breast... I pray that you will come through this storm unscathed, and that you will soon know peace, my dear Dragon King...                             Yours cordially,                                              The Lotus                                                                     Taihe ✾ *** ***
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Jun 30, 2020
Jun 30, 2020 at 10:04 AM UTC
Taihe's Message
*** *** My love, I pray you forgive me for this. By the time that this letter is received, I would have found peace in my childbed. Please, have mercy on my handmaid, Hui. I insisted that she compose and deliver my final words to you herself... As one of the proud flowers of your golden garden, I braced myself but I was still unprepared for the chill of regret, and winters of loveless eternities. I will forever love and appreciate the warmth you provided me. I know your love is a true promise, never one made on illusory grounds. But what is the point of love if it is shown yet true thoughts remain unsaid? Before you, I am a mere moth, and I prayed I never have to face your regal ire... And though my heart bleeds greatly for the losses of our twin fruits, it weeps even more so for the loss of my sisters. Meihua was kissed by her blade. Yuyan was caressed by wine of gold silkworms. I will not deny that Yuyan was proud but she too had the dragon's blood, it was expected of her to be so fierce. But I never doubted her affections for you. Forgive me if I impose but I pray you forgive the frost of her words, and not take them to heart. Such thorns are born from a place of great anguish, and it pains me so much to see you racked with it... Even more so now because the Gods saw it fit to take back our son and daughter both. As the nights grow longer for me, and the days more painful, I simply ask that you do not take out your pain on the Second Prince. None of us are perfect, my love. Yuyan had fire, perhaps even too much of it... And for that, she reduced Meihua and herself down to embers. Sister Yan's thoughts of Sister Han were hot and biting, and I cannot say what truly happened between them, to the point that it resulted in so much bloodshed... But I beseech  you, please do not take out the sins of the mother on your son. Hong'er is such a sweet and smart boy. I imagine he has came to beg you for his mother's mercy. That cannot be faulted, he is still a child. Though I failed in my duty of bearing your regal dragonseeds, I love all your children as if they were mine own... And soon, I will be with our ill fated children, Our sweet son, Bai and gentle daughter, Ding'an... I beeseech you, please, please do not blame Hong'er. Your son needs you more, now more than ever. Please give him all the love and support he needs from his father now that his mother is gone. Such a sweet child should not live a life alone... Please promise me that you will try, that he will not be left alone. And, if I may be so bold, confess it to my body while it is still warm. I may not respond, but I assure you that I will hear it. And I will be watching of you and yours as I tend to our babes in the Heavens, Provided my soul is accepted and clean enough for their Gates... I pray you forgive me, I am naught but a feeble, weak woman who has failed her family, her sisters, her children and now her husband. Forgive me for adding more onto your grief. But know that I am watching, with the lotus fan you gave me many Summers ago on my breast... I pray that you will come through this storm unscathed, and that you will soon know peace, my dear Dragon King...                             Yours cordially,                                              The Lotus                                                                     Taihe ✾ *** ***
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When will this end When will I stop being in pain When will I be okay When will I find my happiness I stand here With my heart bleeding Tears of blood Running down my face I ask you Do I even deserve love Or am I destined to be hated For all my life I ask you this Because deep within my heart I feel like I don’t Deserve anything but hate Just rip me open Take my bleeding heart Into your callused hands And squeeze it hard Crush it so I don’t have to feel This horrible pain I’m begging you Just end it Because if I can’t have love Then just give me death I’d rather be dead Than hated by you You say you forgive me But I don’t feel that’s true I forgave you instantly And my actions shown true I may not be able To control my alters But my heart will always remain Right by your side I just wish you realized that Before shutting me out Like I should have realized My alters ****** up My alters are not me Yet you jumble us up as one I have no control When I’m not the host I’ve gotten so much better At keeping them at bay I just wish I learned to do it Before it was too late Cause now I stand here All alone and bleeding My heart split in two Forever waiting for you
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Apr 17, 2020
Apr 17, 2020 at 6:40 PM UTC
Waiting..
Take this glue And seal my heart Fix the cracks Which are leaking black Save my soul From rotting away This pain is becoming Unbearably real My love is too strong To just vanish like you want It’s like a fire burning Threatening to turn into ash Place your hand Upon my heart And feel the blaze That still remains Growing stronger With each passing day I beg my heart To stop this display But to my dismay It doesn’t listen It does what it wants Even if it causes pain I beg and I plead For this agony to end For my suffering to stop But it will never come I try to distract myself Distract my heart and mind Put them on something else Anything at all But you always seem To come crawling in Setting my heart ablaze And my mind turns dark My love for you Won’t stop growing No matter how hard I try My mind can’t stop it The heart wants what the heart wants Or at least that’s how the saying goes But right now it feels like all it wants Is to destroy itself through endless suffering With just a simple flutter of a thought My day could turn from the happiest I’ve had To the darkest in which I dread Begging for the end of time Oh how I miss our talks I miss waking up to you I miss you holding me as I fall asleep Feeling safe from the night terrors that creep I miss the way you smiled When you looked my way The way you joked around To cheer me up on a rainy day I miss the comfort you gave me The laughs we shared The embraces that kept me warm inside Warning the darkness to step aside But now I’m alone There is no safety I’m terrified to sleep And even more so to wake This feeling inside me Grows stronger and stronger I don’t know how much more I can take Before this life is pushed to the end When I get excited I instinctively turn my head Thinking you are still by my side But then I see there’s no one there I stare at the empty spot on my bed The one that you use to fill And tears start to fall As I lose all self control The tears that burn so much Like acid drops on my skin The tightness of my chest The aching in my heart I end up in a ball Crying out to the Gods of old Pleading for mercy From this cruel fate Pleading with all my heart For just one more chance To make it right In exchange for my soul
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Mar 25, 2020
Mar 25, 2020 at 2:25 AM UTC
Forbidden Exchange
Take this glue And seal my heart Fix the cracks Which are leaking black Save my soul From rotting away This pain is becoming Unbearably real My love is too strong To just vanish like you want It’s like a fire burning Threatening to turn into ash Place your hand Upon my heart And feel the blaze That still remains Growing stronger With each passing day I beg my heart To stop this display But to my dismay It doesn’t listen It does what it wants Even if it causes pain I beg and I plead For this agony to end For my suffering to stop But it will never come I try to distract myself Distract my heart and mind Put them on something else Anything at all But you always seem To come crawling in Setting my heart ablaze And my mind turns dark My love for you Won’t stop growing No matter how hard I try My mind can’t stop it The heart wants what the heart wants Or at least that’s how the saying goes But right now it feels like all it wants Is to destroy itself through endless suffering With just a simple flutter of a thought My day could turn from the happiest I’ve had To the darkest in which I dread Begging for the end of time Oh how I miss our talks I miss waking up to you I miss you holding me as I fall asleep Feeling safe from the night terrors that creep I miss the way you smiled When you looked my way The way you joked around To cheer me up on a rainy day I miss the comfort you gave me The laughs we shared The embraces that kept me warm inside Warning the darkness to step aside But now I’m alone There is no safety I’m terrified to sleep And even more so to wake This feeling inside me Grows stronger and stronger I don’t know how much more I can take Before this life is pushed to the end When I get excited I instinctively turn my head Thinking you are still by my side But then I see there’s no one there I stare at the empty spot on my bed The one that you use to fill And tears start to fall As I lose all self control The tears that burn so much Like acid drops on my skin The tightness of my chest The aching in my heart I end up in a ball Crying out to the Gods of old Pleading for mercy From this cruel fate Pleading with all my heart For just one more chance To make it right In exchange for my soul
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last night i begged and pleaded with you for hours, tried telling you that i deserved to bloom like a flower. i’ve never asked you to save me, but now i’m asking you nicely. please, let me be happy, and please, i beg of you, let it be for me. amen.
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Mar 24, 2020
Mar 24, 2020 at 12:52 PM UTC
God.
Let me cry my pain away, Oh, sweet rain, Sweet rain... Let me turn back into clay, Let me wilter in decay, Please, sweet rain, Sweet rain... Let me die today.
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Mar 12, 2020
Mar 12, 2020 at 3:50 PM UTC
The chant of the pained
'Can you explain to me what has become of us?' the song continued as if it was played to hurt me on that evening ride. 'not even pleading can save us' the lyrics echoed in my mind it haunted me as I cried myself to sleep I closed my eyes, yet thousands of questions deprived me from my sleep like what happened to the both of us? can we get back? did I fail to love you? did I fail to recognize that we're falling apart? was I not enough? But no matter how much songs would I play no exact lyrics can answer the queries you've left in my broken soul
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Mar 10, 2020
Mar 10, 2020 at 2:33 AM UTC
what has become of us?
With each passing day The light inside me dies Surrounding me in eternal darkness And snuffing out any form of happiness I beg and I plead for relief But it never comes It only gets worse And I can’t take it anymore I love him with every fiber of my being Yet nothing I say or do matters It’s like he doesn’t care anymore And I’m tired of this pain I try and I try To hide all of it From his gaze But I can’t hide forever He says he still cares for me a lot But honestly with his actions It speaks the opposite I just wish he would speak the truth Speak from your heart Don’t hide anything Let it all out Just like I have done Lay your very soul Upon the table bare So we can finally understand One another’s feelings I fear that I don’t have much left My will is slowly fading I’ve already reverted back to self harm Soon it will start to get worse My heart will start to decay Turning off all care for life I will constantly be fighting My darkest of thoughts Thoughts that I haven’t had Since I was a teenager Thoughts that I could suppress Just by looking at him Seeing his dorky grin The smell of his skin The gentleness of his touch The love in his eyes These things made me so happy That I couldn’t think like that I didn’t want to think like that All I cared about was being with him Now I have mixed feelings Feelings of betrayal and fear Of longing and anger Of love and regret I know he won’t talk Cause every time we try It just makes it works Cause he won’t say anything I ask if things will be okay I ask if I will ever be with him again But all he says is give it time And I see no love in his eyes I see no more longing No more want No more pleading Just vacant eyes staring back I start to ponder If I was ever good enough If I will ever make it through this Will I ever be happy again But with how things are going I doubt I will ever be happy My heart is in so much pain I feel like I’m dying And it’s only getting worse With each passing day So I beg of you Just talk to me one last time Let everything out Don’t hold back There is so much to say That you try and hide
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Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 8:59 AM UTC
Will You Talk?
With each passing day The light inside me dies Surrounding me in eternal darkness And snuffing out any form of happiness I beg and I plead for relief But it never comes It only gets worse And I can’t take it anymore I love him with every fiber of my being Yet nothing I say or do matters It’s like he doesn’t care anymore And I’m tired of this pain I try and I try To hide all of it From his gaze But I can’t hide forever He says he still cares for me a lot But honestly with his actions It speaks the opposite I just wish he would speak the truth Speak from your heart Don’t hide anything Let it all out Just like I have done Lay your very soul Upon the table bare So we can finally understand One another’s feelings I fear that I don’t have much left My will is slowly fading I’ve already reverted back to self harm Soon it will start to get worse My heart will start to decay Turning off all care for life I will constantly be fighting My darkest of thoughts Thoughts that I haven’t had Since I was a teenager Thoughts that I could suppress Just by looking at him Seeing his dorky grin The smell of his skin The gentleness of his touch The love in his eyes These things made me so happy That I couldn’t think like that I didn’t want to think like that All I cared about was being with him Now I have mixed feelings Feelings of betrayal and fear Of longing and anger Of love and regret I know he won’t talk Cause every time we try It just makes it works Cause he won’t say anything I ask if things will be okay I ask if I will ever be with him again But all he says is give it time And I see no love in his eyes I see no more longing No more want No more pleading Just vacant eyes staring back I start to ponder If I was ever good enough If I will ever make it through this Will I ever be happy again But with how things are going I doubt I will ever be happy My heart is in so much pain I feel like I’m dying And it’s only getting worse With each passing day So I beg of you Just talk to me one last time Let everything out Don’t hold back There is so much to say That you try and hide
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I talked to Him about you, about us… of how we’re facing the battles that I saw in my dreams. I asked Him to gear you up and prepare you for the ‘tougher ones'. Things may get difficult, confusion will arise to the people who may also get offended or saddened with my sudden decisions. I may get to face their criticisms and avoid their inquisitive stares. And answer the questions that none of us chose to talk about. I pleaded that He may grant us the gift of healing and acceptance.
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Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 10:27 PM UTC
Surrender
He prowls, loose and deadly, fears, light and hungry. But they don't tell him, NO, they don't tell if they're laughing or crying. (Aren't they moving their mouths?) He pleads, flailing, wanting to fail, but he warns them, still, (Why aren't you afraid?) they don't stop him. He should run, save them. (Please listen!) He can't, and black shields him. (Stop hurting me.) Void and blinding and gone, he stands, towers. (Don't look at me.) There are strands on his fingers, pulling the bones, digging, gripping, touching, (Tasting?) next to nothing around him, and black pierces, picks him. (Where did they go?) He hears them part, then gnashes them, gnaws them, his snarls beg from them, (Where did you go?) and it panics, urges, burrows in skin (Get out of my ears.) They sicken his eyes, cover them, throw them, (Get out of my ears.) sense leaves him with nothing. As nothing, he stands, (Move.) he prowls, (Move.) loose, (Move me.) deadly, (Make me.) and fears, (Warn me!) light, (Me.) and hungry. ;Narcissist.
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Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 9:38 PM UTC
the narcissist key