Take this glue
And seal my heart
Fix the cracks
Which are leaking black
Save my soul
From rotting away
This pain is becoming
Unbearably real
My love is too strong
To just vanish like you want
It’s like a fire burning
Threatening to turn into ash
Place your hand
Upon my heart
And feel the blaze
That still remains
Growing stronger
With each passing day
I beg my heart
To stop this display
But to my dismay
It doesn’t listen
It does what it wants
Even if it causes pain
I beg and I plead
For this agony to end
For my suffering to stop
But it will never come
I try to distract myself
Distract my heart and mind
Put them on something else
Anything at all
But you always seem
To come crawling in
Setting my heart ablaze
And my mind turns dark
My love for you
Won’t stop growing
No matter how hard I try
My mind can’t stop it
The heart wants what the heart wants
Or at least that’s how the saying goes
But right now it feels like all it wants
Is to destroy itself through endless suffering
With just a simple flutter of a thought
My day could turn from the happiest I’ve had
To the darkest in which I dread
Begging for the end of time
Oh how I miss our talks
I miss waking up to you
I miss you holding me as I fall asleep
Feeling safe from the night terrors that creep
I miss the way you smiled
When you looked my way
The way you joked around
To cheer me up on a rainy day
I miss the comfort you gave me
The laughs we shared
The embraces that kept me warm inside
Warning the darkness to step aside
But now I’m alone
There is no safety
I’m terrified to sleep
And even more so to wake
This feeling inside me
Grows stronger and stronger
I don’t know how much more I can take
Before this life is pushed to the end
When I get excited
I instinctively turn my head
Thinking you are still by my side
But then I see there’s no one there
I stare at the empty spot on my bed
The one that you use to fill
And tears start to fall
As I lose all self control
The tears that burn so much
Like acid drops on my skin
The tightness of my chest
The aching in my heart
I end up in a ball
Crying out to the Gods of old
Pleading for mercy
From this cruel fate
Pleading with all my heart
For just one more chance
To make it right
In exchange for my soul
Mar 25, 2020
Mar 25, 2020 at 2:25 AM UTC
Take this glue
And seal my heart
Fix the cracks
Which are leaking black
Save my soul
From rotting away
This pain is becoming
Unbearably real
My love is too strong
To just vanish like you want
It’s like a fire burning
Threatening to turn into ash
Place your hand
Upon my heart
And feel the blaze
That still remains
Growing stronger
With each passing day
I beg my heart
To stop this display
But to my dismay
It doesn’t listen
It does what it wants
Even if it causes pain
I beg and I plead
For this agony to end
For my suffering to stop
But it will never come
I try to distract myself
Distract my heart and mind
Put them on something else
Anything at all
But you always seem
To come crawling in
Setting my heart ablaze
And my mind turns dark
My love for you
Won’t stop growing
No matter how hard I try
My mind can’t stop it
The heart wants what the heart wants
Or at least that’s how the saying goes
But right now it feels like all it wants
Is to destroy itself through endless suffering
With just a simple flutter of a thought
My day could turn from the happiest I’ve had
To the darkest in which I dread
Begging for the end of time
Oh how I miss our talks
I miss waking up to you
I miss you holding me as I fall asleep
Feeling safe from the night terrors that creep
I miss the way you smiled
When you looked my way
The way you joked around
To cheer me up on a rainy day
I miss the comfort you gave me
The laughs we shared
The embraces that kept me warm inside
Warning the darkness to step aside
But now I’m alone
There is no safety
I’m terrified to sleep
And even more so to wake
This feeling inside me
Grows stronger and stronger
I don’t know how much more I can take
Before this life is pushed to the end
When I get excited
I instinctively turn my head
Thinking you are still by my side
But then I see there’s no one there
I stare at the empty spot on my bed
The one that you use to fill
And tears start to fall
As I lose all self control
The tears that burn so much
Like acid drops on my skin
The tightness of my chest
The aching in my heart
I end up in a ball
Crying out to the Gods of old
Pleading for mercy
From this cruel fate
Pleading with all my heart
For just one more chance
To make it right
In exchange for my soul
