#loml
Do you know the excitement I feel when I see your name?
When someone mentions you, it’s never the same.
When I do something that reminds me of you,
My heart starts racing before I even know what to do.
Even the thought of you passing my mind,
Leaves every calm I had behind.
You want to see what excitement can do?
My heart forgets how to beat normal when I think of you.
It runs so fast, it feels insane,
Just hearing your name does that again.
Mar 11
Mar 11, 2026 at 3:29 PM UTC
You.
You came to us, longing to start anew
We let you in, like all wrecks do
But not in too deep:
Not to the point where you'd know about the strangers beneath,
The black sheep.
You got misguided towards the better part, the packs
We weren't surprised
After all, you were trained to do that
It was only a matter of time before they advised you against us,
Before you were baptised.
But wouldn't you have wished to know, we were there:
Clad in calm, I mirrored the snarl -
And you and your beasts saw kin, not prey
Until it was too late.
You spent hours looking for black sheep amongst the herds, a break through
But doesn't black blend beautifully with slate?
We were
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you.
And then you saw them:
My people, my family, my friends
And growled, whining for help
Not knowing I'd aid them instead.
But this wasn't enough of a break through (ours, not yours)
We didn't have what we needed
Didn't like the cards we were dealt
So we stayed hidden all this time
My boys, my girls and I
And bid our time till the clock struck midnight
Till we were free from your ties
That's when the lights f l i c k e r e d
Oh, what a silent soul
What a blatant light
What a piteous cause
Turned to dynamite
You thought you saw us?
Well, now you do
At the head of the forest
They said we didn't belong to
Best of all, we shook you
By doing better that what they'd asserted they'd do
And the rest have grown to love us
More than they'd ever loved you.
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 7:35 PM UTC
'you’re the greatest love of my life', he said.
age eighteen,
wind in your hair,
going 80 on the motorway,
and you were in free fall
whilst he was laying down roots.
flash forward, and he was crying.
branches swaying in the breeze.
'you’re the greatest heartbreak of my life', he said.
and you felt a pang, a twinge, on your heartstrings
whilst he lay his heart on his sleeve,
your eyes dry,
whilst his were weeping.
flash back, to your hand in his,
swinging in the stagnant air of summer,
a light smile on your face,
a burning intensity in his eyes.
your laugh tinkled in the air,
whilst he gripped your hand tighter.
but it was hot, and your hand was sweaty,
and your grip loosened,
and your hand slipped out of his,
and his smile fell.
'you’re the greatest loss of my life', he said
over the phone, voice low and raw.
and you blinked and felt nothing,
whilst he claimed to feel everything.
didn’t he see, how couldn’t he see,
that you were nothing new?
i guess he never knew you at all.
to the present, to the now,
your eyes catch his across a crowded room,
a glimpse of the past,
a snapshot of before
before he drops his eyes,
and he raises his hand,
intertwined with another’s.
you float over the room like a ghost
and your ears pick up his words,
-'she’s the greatest love of my life', he says,
and he raises their hands,
he kisses the bunched rope of fingers and palms,
and she’s smiling,
she’s beaming,
and his eyes burn intensely,
and he roots his hand in hers,
and his heart shines out of his chest,
and finally you understand his words.
'you are the love of my life.'
it was wishful thinking, an affirmation thrown into the air,
but the wind blew and it struck the wrong person,
an actor who wasn’t up to play the role.
because he was wrong.
never the love of my life,
and the words echo now,
that I wasn’t the love of his,
either.
a breeze blew and hair flew across my eyes,
and his laugh echoed across the space between us,
and i smiled
and my chest ached
and my heart wept
but he smiled back.
Jun 13, 2025
Jun 13, 2025 at 9:44 AM UTC
Like the clouds
Running to be with the sun
Little did it know
That the very thing he desire will be his demise
And on his journey to the West,
On the pursuit of the light
So little he know,
That he'll be enveloped by
The eerie darkness of the night
Again
It's hard to turn the page to a new page
When our fav character is not there
Mar 15, 2025
Mar 15, 2025 at 7:02 PM UTC
No matter how brightly the stars shine
They can never outshine the moon's silvery glow
Yet no matter how long the moon shine,
She'll never have her own light
Under the silent veil of the night
Echoed with the songs of the waves
So freely as they flow
Over this wilted love inside my grave
Drunk from my own wine
Aching for a tale that never intertwined
Mar 13, 2025
Mar 13, 2025 at 7:56 PM UTC
longing heart, a quiet ache
for love that's real, that doesn't break
in whispered dreams, in fleeting sights
in stolen glances, in sleepless nights
the world moves on, relentless, fast
but i am tethered to the past
to moments soft, to words unsaid
to promises that time has fled
i find you there, in every song
in every place i don't belong
a phantom touch, a fleeting kiss
the kind of love that feels like this
loml, the letters trace the air
a name, a feeling, a word so rare
you are the shadow, the light, the flame
the longing that has no name
and though the years may drift apart
you are the echo in my heart
the love i seek, the dream i crave
a spark, a star, the heart i save
loml, forever, fleeting, true
a piece of me belongs to you
Jan 30, 2025
Jan 30, 2025 at 3:29 AM UTC
Do you remember,
the sixth of December,
when truth bled from your lips,
cutting deeper than any silence could?
After months of chasing shadows,
you whispered love —
only to bury it in the same breath.
I gave you everything,
everything they couldn’t see, couldn’t feel,
couldn’t hold close without trembling.
Yet still, they won —
not because they were better,
but because I am wrong.
Because I am what you fear.
You shouldn’t have asked me
to scale the walls of your heart,
brick by crumbling brick,
only to slam the gates shut,
leaving me outside,
alone with my wounds and the taste of you.
I don’t think I can hate you.
I hate myself instead —
for reaching, for trying,
for drowning in a love
that was never meant to save me.
You gave me hope and took it back,
left me hollow,
a shell filled with echoes of what if.
For a fleeting moment,
you were the light I searched for,
the answer to prayers
whispered to a deaf sky.
But you were never the love of my life.
I taught you how to see the world,
opened your eyes to its colors,
its warmth, its endless possibility.
I was the bridge between your darkness
and the light you never knew.
But in the end,
I became just another shadow.
You are the loss of my life,
when we meet again,
I’ll be the stranger,
and your eyes will mean nothing.
And now, the sixth of December
is etched in my soul —
not as the day I lost you,
but the day I found the truth:
some loves aren’t meant to be held,
only mourned.
Dec 21, 2024
Dec 21, 2024 at 2:10 AM UTC
I badly want to lie about going back to him
Because I wanted it to be you
So so bad
But guess what
I went back to him
While my heart my soul are on you
I close my eyes just to spend time with you
In my dreams
I daydream everywhere i go
Thinking you’re with me in this miserable life
Im mad
A lunatic
But every once in a while
I get to remind myself
That you don’t like me
I am dead to you
I hear your voice saying those words
On repeat
You take me for granted
You treat me far worse than your forgotten clothes
Yet my heart still hopes of your return
Wake up
Stop
Pathetic little girl
I love you
In a month
I found you in the ocean of people
But it wasn’t me you want to be found with
I wonder how long would it take me
To get out of this hyperfixation
How fast could i unlove you
Next month
Will it be next year
Will it be 44 seasons from now
And i wonder
How fast did you forget me
Thinking i am still inlove with my ex
Not knowing i only wanted you
Patiently waiting
For the day when I could finally hear
My heart beating without you
Nov 16, 2024
Nov 16, 2024 at 12:01 AM UTC
my dear
I love you
what else is there to possibly say
you don’t need it and I can’t give it
and so I bleed
you flourish
all is right in the world
and I have my love to thank
Apr 23, 2024
Apr 23, 2024 at 6:27 PM UTC
In the realm of my heart, a love so pure,
Resides a flame that forever endures.
A tale of affection, woven with grace,
I pen the verses of your timeless embrace.
You are the one, my eternal desire,
A muse that sets my soul afire.
In your presence, my spirit takes flight,
Boundless love, an everlasting light.
Through seasons of life, we journeyed as one,
In laughter and tears, our hearts were spun.
Through every trial and moment of strife,
You held my hand, the anchor of my life.
Your smile, a beacon, igniting my day,
Guiding me through the shadows that sway.
Your touch, a solace, tender and true,
An embrace that whispers, "I'll always be with you."
Through the passage of time, our love remains,
An unyielding force, amidst life's gains.
No distance, nor obstacle, can sever this tie,
For the person I love, forever will I.
The depth of my devotion, unceasing and vast,
A love unbounded, that will eternally last.
Through the universe's tapestry above,
You are the person I will never stop loving.
In this life and beyond, our souls intertwine,
A love so profound, divine and sublime.
Through the ebb and flow of each passing day,
My love for you, unwavering, will forever stay.
May 23, 2023
May 23, 2023 at 8:23 AM UTC
it's not horrid
it's not terrible
it's everything
it's you and her
it's the tears that pour
it's the people laughing
it's everyone clapping
for the joyous occasion
the white dress
the suit
and the girl in tears watching her life dissapear.
Mar 8, 2021
Mar 8, 2021 at 4:03 AM UTC
Joy
Oh Joy how you come at me like the beach waves though. I'm tumbled on the the ground humbled all joy to the furthest corners of my feels. A sneaky one you already beat spring to it didn't you? Done with the teases and little glimses and graced us with full body appearances oh joy. She's an escapee from the garden this one. All stylish even on disguise cap and sun glasses like she's on the run yet she's all joy dressed like the sky as nature's own. -Sw👀
Aug 28, 2020
Aug 28, 2020 at 5:55 PM UTC
She wore a t- shirt that said Goodbye Beautiful but beauty never left her. Actually every time I saw her beautiful was always with her.... Out standing a force of nature. A treat to my natural lances. Ciao Bella but beautiful I hope you never live me. Sw👀
Aug 2, 2020
Aug 2, 2020 at 8:27 AM UTC
Look at me. Look at me and let my reflection get trapped in those👀as I journey to places that no being's ever been and I'll triumph. Since thru those windows is where I find home. And thru those windows is where I'd find you if you ever got lost from me. Look at me. -Sw👀
Jul 4, 2020
Jul 4, 2020 at 8:22 PM UTC
Everything is about you now
All my happiness
My sorrows
My excitement
It all belongs to you
Jul 3, 2020
Jul 3, 2020 at 10:54 PM UTC
You're my hyper spirit in this pendemic. When tomorrow is uncertain I'm hopeful. Since your bigger dreams make my dreams bigger than I've known them to be. So in this cold night I'm here thinking about you, as far as you are from me I'm close to you my better tomorrow. ,- My Better Tomorrow. Sw👀
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 8:49 PM UTC
I didn’t know who I was looking at—
Not at first glance.
I thought maybe you were just another soul
I’d cross paths with,
Someone I’d walk this Earth beside,
But not with.
Never in my wildest dreams
Did I imagine wanting to walk this Earth with you.
Maybe it was your hazel eyes—
Glowing like warm amber veins
Spread across a leather canvas,
Glints of green dancing around your irises
Like sunlight flickering through the forest.
Maybe it was the way your hand felt in mine—
The weight of it,
Not heavy in burden,
But in depth.
A weight that whispered of both love
And long-held sorrow.
When we first met,
I didn’t know who I was dealing with.
I was dealing with a thief—
An unapologetic one.
Because when your lips first met mine,
Something inside me shifted.
Something twisted… came untwined.
A knot I thought would never loosen
Was finally pulled free.
And for the first time in a long time,
I felt love again.
You stole my heart—
Effortlessly,
Unintentionally, perhaps…
But completely.
You became the center of my gravity.
You pulled every bit of focus from within me
And held it like it belonged to you—
Maybe it always did.
Now, all I want
Is to give you everything you’ve been missing:
Love.
Affection.
Gratitude.
Attention.
Appreciation.
Respect.
And the quiet safety of being seen.
Fully.
Honestly.
Tenderly.
You, the thief who stole my heart...
Can keep it.
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 3:34 AM UTC
Everyday I reserve a moment
to picture you
to imagine us
to feel your heart
which I know well is
still embedded into my own
I'm aware these few moments of my day can lead to nothing
but troubles, & heartache
because when I open my eyes
you're there
god knows where
& I'm here, nowhere
When I stop to think about why I still take my time to think about you
I can only come up with the reasoning that I still love you
I always will love you
even now, six months later
after the damage is done
after the tears have fallen for so long
I'm worried they may have seeped their way into my heart
Even with the knowledge
of the gut wrenching
heart altering pain
our love brought into my
all dancing and daisy life
even past the break,
the moment I knew the love of my life was never
coming home
I would do it all again
over & over & over
&over
again
just for a taste of that sensation
of us
lying barely clothed wrapped in your embrace
for just a glimpse of
your abysmal brown eyes
for a minuscule moment
of our epic love story
I just thought you should know
there's never regrets in this hallow hallway of my heart
only stubborn love
that grasps at a chance
for one more try
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 12:53 AM UTC
Darling boy. I think you’re more of a dream than
I’d like to admit. You’ve existed in my mind for
so long. You go by many names: soulmate. The
One. Love of my life. Angel. True love. Mister
right. Beloved. Red.
Why would I call you anything but your name
when you go by so many? I can call you my
sweetheart and it doesn’t hold what I’d like it to.
My Red. Color boy. Have you ever considered
that the crime scene of my heart is now covered
in your fingerprints? Does it bother you to have
your name so close to a ****** I’d like to think
your hands will be the softest thing to ever touch
me. I’d like to think your lips are even softer. I
want to believe that you’ll always love me like
this, the way that I’ll always love you like a
whirlpool. I am just spinning in my feelings
for you. They can be overwhelming, but I wouldn’t
change it for the world. It’s almost like the universe
created me to love you. I was created to be yours
and you were created to be great. You’ve succeeded.
And I hope I’m succeeding, too. I love you, soulmate.
Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 8:56 PM UTC
Oh those long summer nights
Usually spent in the backyard with smoke in the air
And old country music mixing in with the laughter
Everyone’s smile is as big as the summer sun
From roasting marshmallows to driving on old backroads at early hours
And staying up all night just to see the sun rise
Oh the sweet summer sun
I’ll never stop wishing for the tan lines we get
to last forever and ever
Spending all day on those bluffs
The rush you get when you jump into the cool lake water for the first time will probably never get old
Summer is the love of my life
It brings an abundance of happiness to my life
And just the word makes me feel all warm inside
The best memories I’ve made have been during that wonderful time
Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 9:51 AM UTC
Falling in love is so scary, but you
taught me to let go and let love in.
The love you show me is the best feeling.
Your warm hand touching my face makes me
feel peace.
I close my eyes and my mind goes blank and all
my problems float away.
You know how people say a picture is worth a thousand words;
well that one touch says it all.
I truly didn't think I knew what love was, but you showed me
a deep unconditional love. You taught me that love and relationships
aren't easy they're hard work.
To me you are perfect and I just know you were perfectly sculpted
and created for me. I can see it when I look you in the eyes.
Jan 23, 2018
Jan 23, 2018 at 7:58 PM UTC
You are beautiful.
You are wonderful.
Being you, makes me feel so happy.
Just by being you, this may sound sappy..
You, the only person I've ever wanted.
I love you, my love.
Jun 3, 2017
Jun 3, 2017 at 12:31 AM UTC
she's a jumping bean,
bouncing off walls,
breaking in her velvet muscles.
a princess crown encompasses her cranium,
eyelashes like butterfly wings,
fluttering in a breeze.
wearing tic-tacs for teeth,
a smile designed by blind men's hands,
construction of a masterpiece.
eyes aglow with eagerness,
bleeding aquamarine,
flooding my pupils with luminosity.
giggles like dandelion seedtips,
a supplementary appendage,
attached to my forearm.
she blankets me in gentle bear hugs,
curling around like pink yarn,
frayed at the edges.
May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017 at 3:16 PM UTC