I remember...
I remember the fights
The bad times
Me being away
You being away
Me crying my heart out in the shower
You being distant
Me behaving like a total *******
You behaving like a total *******
You being jealous
Me being jealous
Us being mad at each other
Us not talking
You screaming and me crying (again)
But I also remember..
I also remember the laughs
The good times
Me next to you, in your arms
You holding me
You telling me that you love me
Us late night talking on the phone
Us hugging
Us doing everything together
Us cuddling on the couch
Us dancing and stumbling over our feet
You waiting for me because my feet hurt while hiking
You kissing my head
Me telling you that you looked really good in that tshirt
You telling me that I looked beautiful
Me saying that I'd die if I ever lost you
You telling me that I'd never lose you, no matter what
But I did
There is no 'Us' anymore
There is just Me and You
Me crying every night in my bed
Me crying in the shower
Me crying while going through our texts
Me crying while listening to your old voice mails
Me crying when I think about you
Me crying because there was no you anymore one day, there was just me
You ignoring me
You cutting me off and ghosting me
You not talking to me
You laughing at me and rolling your eyes when I said something in class
Us not being friends anymore
Us breaking apart
Feb 21, 2025
Feb 21, 2025 at 6:04 AM UTC
longing heart, a quiet ache
for love that's real, that doesn't break
in whispered dreams, in fleeting sights
in stolen glances, in sleepless nights
the world moves on, relentless, fast
but i am tethered to the past
to moments soft, to words unsaid
to promises that time has fled
i find you there, in every song
in every place i don't belong
a phantom touch, a fleeting kiss
the kind of love that feels like this
loml, the letters trace the air
a name, a feeling, a word so rare
you are the shadow, the light, the flame
the longing that has no name
and though the years may drift apart
you are the echo in my heart
the love i seek, the dream i crave
a spark, a star, the heart i save
loml, forever, fleeting, true
a piece of me belongs to you
Jan 30, 2025
Jan 30, 2025 at 3:29 AM UTC
melancholic me
always looking for what has passed
what has left, what didn't last
in words, in lines, in books
in people, in friends, in stranger's looks
never here and never there
and i for one think that isn't fair
melancholic me
lost in time
searching for reason, for rhythm, for rhyme
the echoes fade, but still i chase
the fleeting shadows, the empty space
i hold the past like a fragile thread
its frayed edges woven through my head
the present whispers, but i can't hear
its voice drowned out by distant years
and yet, the world keeps turning on
each sunset lost, each dawn foregone
melancholic me
i ache, i yearn
for what's behind, for what won't return
Jan 30, 2025
Jan 30, 2025 at 3:26 AM UTC