I can't help it.
help what?
Falling in love with you,
You are my sun, moon and all my stars.
Your eyes are like a pool of water, I'm worried if I stare too long I may drown.
Your smile is so bright, even the sun turns away in jealousy.
Jul 16, 2017
Jul 16, 2017 at 10:49 PM UTC
She's gone.
Today she was called home.
She's now roaming the lush streets of gold in pain, no more.
I miss her, but I know she is always with me.
I love you maw-maw.
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 12:14 PM UTC
You are beautiful.
You are wonderful.
Being you, makes me feel so happy.
Just by being you, this may sound sappy..
You, the only person I've ever wanted.
I love you, my love.
Jun 3, 2017
Jun 3, 2017 at 12:31 AM UTC
These emotions.
They Make me feel jubilant.
They Make me feel sad.
They Make me feel good.
They Make me feel bad.
But let's get one thing straight, when you're in love, there's no feeling like feeling above.
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 6:54 PM UTC
It happened again,
the **** thing called a relapse.
Thanks for being clean
just a little while.
Thank You
So Very Much.
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 6:12 PM UTC
Always,Always
She always puts on a smile,
always makes you laugh,
always there for you when you
need to chat, or rant or cry.
The simplest love is the best love,
and don't you forget it.
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 10:49 AM UTC
Anxiety, really?
You again, tormenting me with all this
stress which I don't need,
life seems good, when I feel as though it isn't
struggling with my sexuality.
Thanks for being a ***** anxiety,
I can always count on you...
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 10:42 AM UTC
When that blade hits the skin, it release's
ecstasy, bliss almost,
Friends get concerned, Don't do it, please
they beg. It's too late,
With every rip of skin, I laugh.
Then as I wash the blood away in the shower,
I can't help but cry, and look at
what helplessness and defeat I feel.
I know they're standing by me,
but I feel so far away.
May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 8:34 AM UTC
There is no I in denial.
They kiss in bed.
They roll around.
There is no I in denial.
He bought her flowers.
She placed them in a vase.
There is no I in denial.
They hug outside of
traditional thought.
I do not know how we got here,
but I know I don't want us
to stay.
There is no I in denial.
They **** in bathrooms.
They make love in gardens.
There is no I in denial.
She blew a kiss.
He caught a tough break.
There is no I in denial.
He holds a box of his things,
after being shown out.
She says they'll manage.
I do not know how we got here,
but I know I don't want us
to stay.
There is no I in denial.
They kiss in bed,
but it's not the same.
They roll around in bed,
but it begins
to feel
like effort.
There is no I in denial.
He bought her less.
She said it didn't matter.
There is no I in denial.
He feels like his father,
imagining things
she's doing.
I do not know how we got here,
but I know I don't want us
to stay.
There Is No I In Denial.
They don't talk as much.
They sit farther apart.
There Is No I In Denial.
She asks him what's wrong.
He resents her care.
There Is No I In Denial.
He gets drunk and
breaks the vase.
The flowers lay,
covered in wet glass,
sleeping in a puddle.
I do not know how we got here,
but I know I don't want us
to stay.
THERE IS NO I IN DENIAL.
They don't talk, they yell.
They don't remember each other.
THERE IS NO I IN DENIAL.
He drinks more.
She feels less.
THERE IS NO I IN DENIAL.
They were married underneath
an oak tree,
She said, "I do."
He smiled and said,
"I'm so lucky."
The flowers lay on the floor,
dying.
I do not know how we got here,
but I know I don't want us
to stay.
Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 7:24 PM UTC
I'm done wasting my time.
How can you live like this?
I tried to be your friend,
But you were fakin'.
After everything we've been through.
I saved you from yourself,
When you had no one else.
Now you walk past me like you don't know me.
But** you**wouldn't be alive if you didn't call me.
That night when you had no where else to go,
You were crying on the phone,
Sick to your stomach on the floor.
That night when you had no one else to call,
Sick to your stomach on the floor,
You were calling me like, Doctor!
"Doctor! Doctor!"
You're trying to live up to these expectations.
But realize I don't expect a thing.
Just open up a little.
Cuz this ain't riddle.
Spend ever minute thinking how you've used me.
Broken friendships might be endless.
Take back the time that I said we should end this.
Maybe if we just put this behind us,
Take off these blindfolds, see that we got trust.
You walk past me like you don't know me.
Spending your nights out with all my homies.
Maybe if you just cut out your ego,
Sever the ties, you gave me a reason.
Late last night you asked me nice,
But you burned one bridge,
Double crossed me twice,
Three strikes I'm over it.
Worst. Friends. Forever.
Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 7:11 PM UTC