#lasted
what if all we ever were
was
fragments of earth
dust from the stars in our eyes;
someone to love for the first time;
what if you were only another person
another capsule of space
to fill the void in me
and another someone i've used
by accident
i'm sorry
what if all i ever was
was another stupid girl
you figured you could puppeteer
and parade
as your best friend
Mar 11
Mar 11, 2026 at 9:35 PM UTC
A promise ,
One that shattered my trust.
A promise,
That surely won't last.
A promise, one, at last
For I'm sorry I keep living in the past,
But I saw a light, far far away
Now I hope it's worth the wait,
Until I dig myself from the grave,
I fell into, drowned in pain.
I broke my trust,
I knew for sure.
Thought I tried to give my best,
My life was only headed west.
It won't last,
I'll never reach the end.
For the treasure is nowhere I can see,
I'll give away my life for free.
It won't last,
A promise.
It shattered my trust,
A promise.
Oct 11, 2024
Oct 11, 2024 at 1:35 AM UTC
The coffee
Your mom bought me
For Christmas
Lasted longer than we did
As I sit here drinking it
I can't stop thinking it
About how
I really thought you'd want me back by now
Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 11:29 AM UTC
Is that a game?
no, art.
i remember the first time I talked to you
i knew you were a blogger or something...
yah!... you guessed right.
our first lines
now I know more... more, more
you do not eat cake
which I could never relate too
you do not eat pizza
that can be okay....
you studied a stranger kind of medicine
the kind a twisted mind holds onto
you walked away from it
you like complexity
simple and routine is boring for you
you can afford to junk only once a year
you talk about your child with less emotion
you ask questions
not because you need the answer
but you want to know that the other party wants the same thing
you want people to tell you what they want
only because somehow you expect them to say...
they want you...
you pull away when they don't.
you are complex
you reach out and pull back at the same time
there is a part of you that wants to be chased.
or wants to tell someone simple i'm not interested.
you smile in between kisses.
you make actual conversation
not the kind that says I do not want to know
you are confusing
you are not forgettable though.....
so.....
what do you want....
happiness....good people..
what do you want....
NOTHING!
probably our last lines.
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 1:27 AM UTC
***
“It was fun while it lasted” they said
“It was painful when it ended” was my reply.
Sep 17, 2017
Sep 17, 2017 at 3:02 AM UTC
It could last long
My love
I've come back
Not from the dead
But, indeed
From the graveyard
Where once you burried me
When you said
You don't want to see me
Ever
But, I knew
You couldn't hold
Any longer
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 10:19 AM UTC