He was a magician
but he saw the magic in her eyes
A trick only cupid knows
and once he was convinced
He got fooled again
It wasn't real
It was all slight of Happiness
with nights of Tears
Roll up his sleeves
show your hands clean
Once eyes are on you
your magic sets in
Jun 8, 2019
Jun 8, 2019 at 2:20 PM UTC
I loved her
she was the constant reminder of me
How she makes me happy
she knew me
When I'm at my darkest she was there
But I'm afraid of her
she's always there
I look at the mirror
she'd hug me from behind
I tell her to leave me
but she loves me enough for me to die
I tell her I love her
displeases her taste
I knew I had to run away
but she said this was my fate
in the end I couldn't escape
Me and the darkness that was Her.
Jun 8, 2019
Jun 8, 2019 at 2:09 PM UTC
I wanted to tell you
in words
I wanted to speak to you
in letters
I wanted to voice out to you
in songs
I who just wanted to
be with you
Forever
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 8:52 AM UTC
This moment
Seeing you today
I'll brink back the days
When you didn't mean
this much to me
I'll bring it back
. . .
Oct 20, 2017
Oct 20, 2017 at 8:45 AM UTC
What doesn't destroy me
make me wanna die
What doesn't **** me
make me wanna suicide
What means everything to me
is the one who's destroying and killing me
What makes me happy
Is the one who's making me cry
The person we love
hurts us
and yet
The people who loves us
is those we hurt
What a cruel world
that makes me think of going to heaven
Oct 13, 2017
Oct 13, 2017 at 11:41 PM UTC
All I’m left with
Is the shadow of your silhouette,
And it’s not enough.
Cause I remember having all of you.
And all of you
Was all I wanted.
But you’re gone now
And you’re not coming back.
Oct 13, 2017
Oct 13, 2017 at 11:28 PM UTC
There was a boy who never knew anything, and met a girl who taught her these things.
She taught him, how to smile and be happy, filled with wonder and joy.
She taught him how to love and he as well loved her too.
Filling him with shared memories of them two
She taught him how to hold on, and have a good grip, so that he won’t fall.
Suddenly, she disappeared leaving him, hanging on.
The boy was growing weary, he was in so much pain in clasping to the pieces
That will never fit back together
And then, in midst of pain, hurt, sorrow, agony and loneliness
In time, He learned…
How to let go
It wasn’t easy for the boy
Now he has to learn how to
s t a r t over…
Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 7:43 AM UTC
Why is that when we truly love someone
We give them everything we got
And never expect anything in return
...
But that's the painful part
We never recieve anything back
Oct 5, 2017
Oct 5, 2017 at 1:13 PM UTC
The moment I broke
Quick and then slow
Merciless and then cruel
When I could not stand up for myself
And you did not either
When I realised I could not do it all alone
And people started leaving
When I needed a way out
Not knowing where the exit was
When I needed peace and silence
And you kept disturbing it
When I needed a parent
And you told me about your father
When I took some time to reflect
And you thought I could handle you
It was when you grabbed my arm
And I wanted you to let go
It was when you let me go
And then you let me go again
Quick and then slow
Merciless and then cruel
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 8:17 AM UTC
* * *
I loved him
so much
yet
it
wasn't
e n o u g h
to make
him
S t a y
...
Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 10:12 AM UTC