#ihateyou
You said you liked me.
You kissed me.
You held me.
You did like me.
But it was all a lie.
Every smile.
Every touch.
Every word.
You were just pretending,
Playing me.
How the **** could you do this?
Leave me like I meant nothing?
And then act like you’re the one that’s sad?
**** that.
I trusted you.
I gave you everything.
And you… just played me..?
Every word, every gesture, a ******* mask.
A fake, cruel mask.
I hate you,
No I can’t,
Because I still love you.
**** you and **** this.
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 12:58 PM UTC
last night I laid in bed
calling my gf like I usually did
but yesterday was different
she brought up that one show-
your old favorite show
I couldn't hold back the tears
you ruined it
you ruined everything
you ruined every song I listened to
you ruined my gfs show she wanted to watch with me
you ruined the musical I was waiting to see
you ruined the words I wanted to say
you ruined every form of love I wanted to give
you ruined where my best friend lived
you ruined the idea of long distance relationships
you ruined dying your hair blue
you ruined your favorite animal
your ruined my old favorite flower
you ruined everything
and that night as I sobbed
I hoped my gf wouldn't do the same
Dec 2, 2025
Dec 2, 2025 at 12:56 PM UTC
i know that hate never helps
it never helped anyone
only makes things worse or keeps it the same
doesn't change what happened
can't change the past,
saying this is meaningless.
but after all you did to me,
i think i have the right to say this:
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okay. one more time.
I. HATE. YOU. 😊
Nov 16, 2024
Nov 16, 2024 at 1:31 AM UTC
Life without you
is way too much
The thing I need
is your touch
The pain inside
is way too real
And I just don’t know
how to deal
Now look at how you made me feel…
the crushing weight out here alone
All I want is to call your phone..
But you’re not there…
You don’t even care!!!
this hurt inside Is breaking me,
My heart in Pieces,
like debris…
Why cant you just come back to me?
Jun 24, 2022
Jun 24, 2022 at 8:48 AM UTC
I learned to hate you.
I learned to hate you because,
if I don't.
I will love you.
and if I love you
my heart will open again.
and if I love you
you have a chance to hurt me again.
Feb 9, 2021
Feb 9, 2021 at 7:22 AM UTC
moral of the story
is in the end
what destroys me ?
you
destroy me
and enjoy
watching me burn
as you throw
more propane
on the fire
and laugh
as you walk
away
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 9:13 PM UTC
You were the first and only to say “I love you.” And I remember telling u not to rush the 3 big words bc I didn’t believe it was true. And I didn’t believe that I loved you either.
Oct 18, 2019
Oct 18, 2019 at 4:37 PM UTC
Up late at night, you slept through the day
Text her first but you don’t know what to say
You ask her dumb things to make conversation
She’s not like the rest of the population
Stuck because she actually showed you love
She gave you the faith in a place up above
All of that’s gone now and it’s just you and I
We’re 0-6 when it comes to attempts to die
But all we need is that lucky number one
Then maybe all of our suffering will be done
I hate the demon that lives inside my brain
The one who feeds me negativity due to pain
Look in a mirror and stare at myself in disgust
I don’t even see a person that I could trust
I don’t even know who I am anymore
Im drinking my life away behind a closed door
I cry at least four times a day and I’m sick
I mentally keep trying but it feels like a trick
So my only escape is through games and ****
Overthinking my life, wishing I wasn’t born
I’ve hurt so many people and I keep on going
Half the time I don’t even know what I’m doing
I have long hair to hide my insecurities
I can’t continue to spread this positivity
Truthfully I’ve given up multiple times
Why do I continue to write these rhymes
They used to help but now I’m just stuck
But I really think I’m running out of luck
I hate you, I hate him, and I hate myself
We’re all the same person, so we hate ourself
Sep 2, 2019
Sep 2, 2019 at 3:16 PM UTC
I hate you,
the way You
make my Heart
twist, dagger in my
chest, sinking, sinking,
my lungs slowly filling, Your
smile the only thing that can save
me. I Love You I'm So Incredibly Sorry
please come back, because without You, I
am Nothing: You are my sun, my moon, and
All My Stars, but I am so tired, and if I could find
a way to push You Out Of My Mind for good, I would,
and how I wish You were Dead, because I am screaming,
but No One Can Hear Me.
Never
Good
Enough.
NeverGoodEnoughNeverGoodEnoughNeverGoodEnough,
I Hate You, my throat burning with Vivid, Unfiltered Hate
for You, every time You Let Me Down, my mind
already bound with your empty promises, my
dear, can't You see? My heart beats for You.
And when You take me in your tender
embrace, slowly putting me back
together, I can finally breathe.
With You, the world rights
on its Axis. Please don't
Hate me, I'm so sorry
I Love You.
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 10:12 PM UTC
I’m such a god **** idiot for trusting you all over again.
Thinking **** would be different but you still have the same people on your phone thinking it’d be different.
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 7:47 AM UTC
I hate you
Makes you never understand why
The longing for you back
Is an instinct to me
To hug you each morning
To say hello to you each day
Makes you never understand why
I love you
Jun 8, 2018
Jun 8, 2018 at 9:59 PM UTC
taken in by your ways
my emotions as you fade
fade into a picture on the wall
an image in my head
as you become just a memory
i hate you
i hate the way you left
i hate the feeling of your presense stolen from my fingertips
i hate the absent place you left in my heart
the way you never found away to leave my mind
but i love you
i love the way you talked
i love the way you walked
the way you always kept me on the edge of my seat with the gracefulness of your words
but you're gone now
gone for good
and i didn't realize how much i needed you here until you weren't here anymore
until you weren't here for me to hold anymore
until you left me
with no explanations
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 10:19 PM UTC
I hate you,
For when the morning rises,
After a night full of your absence,
Your memories still hover in my mind,
I hate you,
For when I see you,
I seem to go completely numb,
My lips feel like they had been sealed together,
As no sound comes out,
And slowly and unknowingly,
A smile creeps on to my face,
I hate you,
For no matter how much I drink,
Your eyes are still what I see,
In the bottles of alcohol,
I smell your presence in someone else’s arms,
In the drug of forgive and forget,
I hate you,
For saying you will come back,
Only for you to never even look over your shoulder,
To see if I was fine,
Because you knew there was something wrong,
Yet still you left me,
But I hate myself more,
For never being capable of you,
I never deserved you,
I hate myself,
For having to say I hate you,
When I actually love you.
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 9:33 PM UTC
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
But
I don't.
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 9:10 PM UTC
The table sits alone in the dining room of our home
It hasn’t been touched in ages like my emotions by ur spit of lies
that u claim are the truths-
But the truths don’t fix up the cracked edges of the wood like they don’t fix up my thoughts of you.
The table I pass everytime I run to the room where it doesn’t matter if we stay together anymore because everything would be better if you weren’t here,
the same room where your lies tied in with my nonsense had ripped open the walls and the truth caved in once you were completely gone.
The call had described such a sweet serenity
the life of happiness I onced pictured the first time we held hands,
but the realness of your words wasn’t enough to make me drop to my knees and beg you to come back
No, the realness in your words had made me realize how much I hate that table and how much I hate the thought of you
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 6:42 PM UTC
Huggy bear,
Snuggy bear,
I want you
I cannot bear
This situation-ship,
Neither of us can agree on
One things certain
It won't be long before I'm goneI
Feb 1, 2018
Feb 1, 2018 at 10:31 PM UTC
my infinite happiness,
endless source of despair.
my worst nightmare and
my favorite fairy tale.
Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 6:30 PM UTC
Wish I never met you, wish you didn't try as hard as you did, wish your mother didn't love me as much. Because now it's just me myself and I. You were supposed to be a rebound but you got me tripping over the 3 years that was wasted.
Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 3:26 AM UTC
You used to be the reason I smiled.
Now you're the reason I'm suicidal.
Sep 30, 2017
Sep 30, 2017 at 12:51 AM UTC
When I see you with your friends
I feel mad
Because you left me for them
Even though you had both last year
But when I see you alone
I feel sad
Because your face shows the pain
That I feel.
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 9:36 PM UTC