#hearthurts
I don't want to eat breakfast
Or watch my favorite show
Don't want to eat lunch either
Or take walks in the snow
I don't want to watch leaves turn
Or take trips to the beach
Don't really want to read my books
And I don't want to teach
I don't want to take a bath
Don't want to call my friends
I don't want to play in rain
My gosh, this never ends
I don't want to change my clothes
Or pet the neighbor's dog
I just want someone to say
How long this will go on
I don't want to meet new friends
Or see old ones, either
I don't want to see anyone
Or to be lonely, neither.
And I don't need to be in love
I don't want a new car
Today, I just want to be done,
My life has gone too far
So tell me that it's over now
And that I can finally sleep
Then slowly watch me fade away
Pray the LORD my soul to keep
Aug 22, 2025
Aug 22, 2025 at 4:11 PM UTC
I watch him
Emerge,
Over days,
With cracks
And tears,
His new skin
Cranky
And thin.
And I recognize
An old fear
Shimmer through
One iris
Then the next.
And I see him
See me
Watching and waiting,
And I wonder
How many chances
We’ll get.
Sep 4, 2018
Sep 4, 2018 at 2:44 PM UTC
My soul separates from my being when you are not with me
when you hug another my heart faints, falling deep down my guts
something start stopping me from breathing
I can't think straight at any given time
I am volatile to my own expressions
My emotions can not be contained within me
My mind needs to be set off from my deepest worries
Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 8:00 AM UTC
I know it stings,
But don't let it poison you.
I know it hurts,
But don't let it destroy you.
I know it burns,
But don't let it consume you.
Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 6:50 AM UTC
The unknown holds to so many possibilities;
Our mind can create whatever outcome it desires,
Despite our own.
Negativity destroys everything in its path,
Burning hope and summoning depressed feelings,
Offering no way out of the madness.
I want to be positive,
But I just feel like I ruined things again,
And it hurts trying to imagine how she feels.
To go from her escape
To someone she can't even talk to anymore,
A lot would have to change.
So if I'm that much of a ****
I keep singing I'm an ******* baby-
I'm truly beyond sorry
I didn't mean to hurt you
Or cause issues in any way
I just hope that your ok.
Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 1:38 AM UTC