
That
Last night,
In the moment
Just as
You drifted
From the world
We share,
I plucked
The needle
From my eye,
Threaded
With promises
We’d whispered
And vows
We’d declared,
And pressed
Its tip
Through flesh
And deeper
Past the bone
Of the cage
That contains
You
Just
Out of reach.
And my
Fingers found
Bands of
Muscle there
Thick
And roaring
With a life
I recognized
But my eyes
Were clear
And my tool
Was sharp
And my love
Was deft
And the single
Stitch
Was done
In the moments
Between your
Last breath
Here
And first breath
There.
And so
You see,
My love,
It’s not a broken heart
That binds us,
But the mending.
May 2
May 2, 2026 at 10:36 AM UTC
Landing here
Waves in my ears
Salt in my hair
Sun on my skin
I recall
The wonders
Of this place
That have settled
A bit
Of my heart,
These pieces
Of us
That welcome
Us home.
And it is magic,
And not mine
But somehow
Still
Possesses me.
And my mind
Stretches
To other boroughs
And prior returns.
Now there is
Mud
And moss
And the sound
Of my craft
And the dip
Of a paddle
And the wild and steady songs
Of the ones
To whom
This place,
As I do,
Belongs.
And now there is
Brass and a beat
Glitter and glue
Feathers and fur
And our bodies
Claiming spaces
Bigger than we knew
We needed
And I bow before
All the beings
We’ve become
In our revelry.
And the perfect
Weather
Stirs
And blesses me.
And stretching
Further still,
I sink
Into the homes
I’ve known
Mostly
In dreams
Whispering
As I find my tongue,
« Je suis si heureuse d’être ici »
And the baie
Is happy
To see me too.
And
I call in
The humans
I’ve built
This life
Around
Scattered
And
Scattering
To the places
They’ll grow
To be from.
To the stages
And tracks,
Studios
And trails,
And places
We can’t quite
Make out
With which
We share
Them.
Mar 31
Mar 31, 2026 at 7:38 AM UTC
Her voice
Fades
As her lips
And eyes
Persist -
“You are wrong”
“You’ve been bad”
“You hurt me”
And his mom
Had called
Him special,
And why can’t
She see
He is special.
He sets
His jaw
Against
The lies
Her words
Fall short
Of speaking
But which
He feels
Sharp
In the wounds,
The wounds
That helped
Keep him special.
(Perhaps
She does
See,
After all.)
And her
Voice
Returns
Suddenly,
And “Is Tuesday
Ok?”
And nothing
About him
Is OK
But
“Sure,
Tuesday is fine.
(Do you love me?)”
Mar 31
Mar 31, 2026 at 7:23 AM UTC
His eyes
Clench
To the bits
He refuses
To see
Become
Truths
He refuses
To know,
And he finds
Himself
Alone
In his understanding
Of everything
That matters,
That he matters
About.
His tongue
Swells
With the bits
He refuses
To say
Become
Truths
Known
Only
To him.
And his
Loneliness
Throbs
As he grasps
For something
That matters,
That he matters
About.
His reach
Shrinks
From the bits
He refuses
To have
Become
Truths
He knows
To lurk
In every space
He longs
To be.
And lonely
Is a word
For those
Who recall
Connection.
And he
Does not
Recall
Connection.
And he’s not
Sure it matters,
Doesn’t matter
About.
And in the end
The life
He refused to live
Is tucked
Into soil
And folds
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 6:17 PM UTC
Come, child.
Come
And rest.
Curl safe
In this hollow
And settle,
Letting
The world
Spin around
You
And through
Until
You are full
And
You are empty,
Until
You are
All
And nothing
At all.
Until
You are
Everywhere
And nowhere
To be found.
Rest, child.
Rest and
Bear not
The Beyond.
The earth
Trembling
And cracking
Is not yours
To hold
Together.
The winds
Tumbling trees
And
Ripping roofs
From dwellings
Are not yours
To still.
The fires
Crackling,
Waves
Crashing
They
Are not
Yours
To soothe
To whimpers.
Come, child.
Come
And rest.
Slip
Quietly,
As the sun sinks,
And the light fades,
Carefully
Past
The tangles
Of Time
And Place,
Through
The grip
Of the
One
You’ve always
Been.
Dream, child.
Dream
The swirling
Patterns
That are lost
To the details
Of the day.
You will need
The song
That finds
You there.
We will need
The song
We lose
You to.
Come, child.
Come and rest.
For your day is over,
And it’s time you awoke.
Oct 20, 2025
Oct 20, 2025 at 7:43 AM UTC
It’s old,
I know,
Owned by a version
Of me
That is smaller
And softer
With bigger
Eyes
For
Possibility
And
A firmer grip
On
Truth.
And she’s
Offering
Some delight
With her chin
Up,
And her shoulders
Back,
Eyes
Sneaking glimpses
Of your eyes
Of which bit
Stirs you.
I can see,
From here,
The power
In the offering,
The meaning
In the offered.
And the fall
Is sudden
When she falters,
And the blow
deep.
You don’t notice
At first
How her chin
Drops,
How her shoulders
Curl,
How she folds
Her edges
Into herself -
Gripped
And
Diminished.
And she
(And me,
Still me)
We
Miss
Your invitation.
It’s old,
This way
I find myself
Alone.
And I am no longer young.
Oct 16, 2025
Oct 16, 2025 at 7:29 AM UTC
I wonder
As you sleep
At your flesh
Against my flesh,
Curls tickling
My cheeks.
I wonder
At the bones
It bundles,
Muscles thick
And contained.
I wonder
At your organs
Your wires
And bellows,
Pipes,
And filters,
And pumps,
Tucked just there
And out of sight.
I wonder
At you,
Love,
Here
And now,
An embodied
Creature,
Warm
And pulsing.
And I am grateful
That the trembles
In your throat
Pushed waves
To lap
Against my window
And wiggle
My tiny trio
Into warm
Wet
Words
Of greeting.
And is it
Wrong
To know
So fully
In these early hours
And deepest spaces
That these bits
I call you
Will still
And stiffen
And seep
And feed
Simpler creatures?
Beings
Without noses
To tickle
Into the wonders
Of an unsuspecting
Lover.
The clouds are thick
This morning,
And the veil is thin,
And I suppose
It’s time
To run.
Jul 16, 2025
Jul 16, 2025 at 12:24 PM UTC
I
See you
Here
In
These
Four walls
Soft and strong and earnest,
As we snip
And weave
And mold
And sing
The fear
And grief
That seeps
Into stories
We can’t quite
Bring ourselves
To tell.
I see you
Here
Seeing me
Blinking
Away water
Seeking
A way forward
In time,
The only
Way
We move
Within
Walls
Unbroken
And heavy
With our
Works.
It’s loud outside,
The crumbling.
And —
That last piece
Really spoke
To me.
Jun 30, 2025
Jun 30, 2025 at 6:30 AM UTC
I didn’t
See
The emboldening.
I was so
Busy
Catching
Breath,
And butterflies,
I didn’t know
The times inside
And covered,
Were practice
For these times
Outside,
Exposed.
And we diminish
What we’ve built
In ways
We hope
Are tippy
Tops,
In thin air,
Just for show.
But I worry
There are young ones,
And tender souls
Up there.
I didn’t
See
The emboldening.
And the butterflies
Have pins
Through
Their bellies.
Apr 12, 2025
Apr 12, 2025 at 8:46 AM UTC
“Shock and awe,”
They blustered,
Telling us
In three
What their mandate
Said in
Hundreds
Of thousands.
“Shock
And
Awe!”
And I do,
Indeed,
Find myself
Awed.
I am awed
By the canyons
That separate
My understanding
From the world
Their blusters
(Smug now)
Name,
And shocked
By how swiftly
The world
Seemed to
Crack
Beneath
Our feet.
And I think
Of the shoes
Collected
When the time before
Was over,
And could be seen
For what it was.
And I wonder
What cliffs
The curators
Will lay
Before
Our Children’s
Children
To convey
The depths
We face
Today.
Mar 15, 2025
Mar 15, 2025 at 8:19 AM UTC