How I wish
My eyes were wrong
And I didn't see
You sin
How I wish
My ears were gone
And I didn't hear
You with him
How I wish
My hands wouldn't shake
And I didn't feel
You betray me
How I wish
My words would come
And I didn't silently wish
You to disappear
Sep 20, 2020
Sep 20, 2020 at 3:53 AM UTC
You seemed
So close
By my side
Then
But of course
You told
A lie
Falling through webs
Away
From the truth
You
Went to a place
Where
I couldn't reach
Or stay
True
Sep 19, 2020
Sep 19, 2020 at 11:10 AM UTC
Please do insult me
To the best of your ability
For I can promise you that
To me your words are empty
Please do gawp
Everytime I walk past
I can assure you that
My style is one to last
Please do make an enemy
Out of me if you will
For I've been looking for
Someone to give me a thrill.
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 11:40 AM UTC
You may shove me
But I will still stand
You may call me weak
But I will still stand
You may say I'm a little girl
But I will stand tall
You may tell me I can't
But I will
Jul 20, 2019
Jul 20, 2019 at 5:14 PM UTC
Thank you for showing me
How to finally be free
For I know now
We were never a forever
Thank you for the lies
And for cutting ties
For I now know
How little I meant
Thank you for running far
You didn't deserve my heart
For I now know
I deserve better
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 3:03 AM UTC
Please leave me be
For I know that I'll never be enough
For what you seek
Don't use those shining eyes
To look at me or lure me in
For I can see straight through those lies
You burned me once
And I know that's once enough
I do not want your touch
I know love is not
What you want from me
So stop sinking your teeth
Please leave me be
For I can do better
Than a beast
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 10:51 AM UTC
I wish I could be
The best thing for us
But you and I know
I'm just a curse
When love touches me
It turns to dust
And hatred burns
With every touch
Tears turn to ash
Whilst pain fights inside
The soul strives to escape
And you sink in lies
Sorrow burrows itself
Into my smiles
Spreading its wings
Ready to devour
Apr 3, 2019
Apr 3, 2019 at 2:10 PM UTC
You held me tight
When it was twilight
Kissed away the tears and pain
To let the misery float away
Beneath the stars
You said to me
That our love
Could never be
Hands entwined
Not enough time
And then you left
For the repear knows theft
May your soul travel
Through the night and day
And know that in my heart
You will always stay
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 4:46 PM UTC
Tell me I'm not going crazy
Tell me I'm not going mad
When I see a sadistic smile
Through those poisen eyes
Please tell me I'm wrong
Because I don't want to believe
All there is to you
Is nothing but lies
Don't dry my tears
And go to kiss me goodnight
I can't
Give this goodbye
Mar 23, 2019
Mar 23, 2019 at 5:39 PM UTC
Thank you for burning me
With your senseless thoughts
For now I know
My own worth
Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 9:46 AM UTC