#endlessly
Lagta hai ab ,,
Main apni pasand napasand jaane lagi hoon ...
Lagta Hai Main khud Ko pasand aane lagi *** ..
Apni khamiyon ko apni himmat banane lagi *** ...
Apne bare mein jyada sochne lagi *** ..
Ki mujhe samundar aur pahad donon pasand hai ..
Rang mujhe Kale Se jyada safed pasand hai ...
Padhne Se jyada likhna pasand hai..
Lagta Hai Main khud Ko pasand aane lagi *** ...
Lagta Hai Main apni pasand napasand janne lagi *** ...
Meri ichchaon ko samajhne lagi *** main...
Apni bin matlab ki baton ko khud sunane lagi *** main..
Apni Khushi ke liye kuchh bhi karne ko Razzi ** jaati *** main..
Lagta Hai khud Ko pasand aane lagi *** Main..
Khud ki pasand napasand jaane lagi *** Main.....❤️
May 10
May 10, 2026 at 7:53 AM UTC
I've cried for 21 days
I could flood the whole town
The cafe where we held hands across the table
The tapas bar we spent new years eve
All of it could be drowned out
My blood has turned to poison
From all the wine I've been drinking
Crying on friends shoulders
Asking what I could have changed
What would have made you stay
I don't know how to sleep anymore
I think, think and think some more
Most nights I dream about you
Coming back through the door
Your heart in your hands wanting to try again
It makes me feel sick
And I don't want eat anything anymore
I don't want to be me anymore
I don't want this heart, mind, body or soul
I don't want to be someone you've touched
scarred
and broken
Apr 12
Apr 12, 2026 at 10:10 AM UTC
I’ll walk up to you, barely soft-footed
At the back…
Don’t turn round! I beg you! Don’t move!
For God’s sake!
I’ll nuzzle my wet forehead
Into your back.
I’ll put my hands on your shoulders.
They’ll press pack.
I’ll stick to you all over!
With whole body!
Even if they’re down on me and think,
It’s *****
I love you greedily, endlessly! Whole,
Not half!
Asking nothing instead, recklessly ruining
Myself!
Jun 27, 2025
Jun 27, 2025 at 2:58 PM UTC
one day,
you'll pass by a streetlight humming too low
and hear peace in the silence.
one day,
a forgotten song will play,
and something soft will settle in your chest—
not sadness, not quite memory,
just a warmth without a name.
you’ll taste the air before rain
and not feel alone.
not because i stayed—
but because love does,
quietly,
without needing to be seen.
and though you don’t need me now,
but i’ll remain—folded in the lining of your heart.
and when things fall apart,
i’ll be waiting, open-armed and unspoken.
i will be there when it happens—
not in body, not in voice,
but in the hush between moments,
in the calm after ache.
Apr 29, 2025
Apr 29, 2025 at 3:15 AM UTC
Oh no, they see me
They'll soon know me
They'll know I'm only
A one trick pony
A phony
Full of bologna
No one below me
So
No one to hold me
To the business end of accountability
Ignoring any responsibility
So I fly free
With no pilot license on me
Obviously
And predictably
I did what y'all we're waiting to see
Sorry y'all had to wait endlessly
I hope y'all where more entertained than me
Sorry that me is all I could be
©2024
May 24, 2024
May 24, 2024 at 5:50 PM UTC
I want to know you
And I want you to know me
I want time to fly by
Like the birds migrating by the sea
Be the keeper of my secrets
As I guard your dreams
You make time the present
I’ve always wished for
We keep evolving
Moving away from misery
You roam in my most beautiful fantasies
But nothing’s better
Than when you roam within my reality
I’m endlessly falling for you
But I know the feeling is mutual
So let’s fall forever
Into our own endless melody
Aug 16, 2020
Aug 16, 2020 at 5:28 AM UTC
Blinded
Lame
And brain washed
Your love for me is everything
Your touch sends shivers down my spine
And your presence lingers endlessly...
Jul 18, 2019
Jul 18, 2019 at 11:22 PM UTC
i will love you
for longer then i should
we both agreed
this was for the best
we are stuck in quicksand
trying to hold each other up
the most you lift the other
the more you sink
one day
we will be in a better place
and we will stand strong
we will stand together
Apr 13, 2019
Apr 13, 2019 at 3:08 AM UTC
**** the past, the present, and the future
If we even have one.
I want to be strung up and tangled in your mighty grasp,
Gasping for air between wet mouth kisses and clasping your clammy skin.
I want to forget about the ****** up idea of the world and the form it's taken in society,
And instead take in you, between cigarette drags and Southern Comfort swigs.
I want to feel the pulse of your heart as you ignite with excitement underneath me as our hot skin touches and you yearn for me.
Remember my presence, because passion does not come calling when sought,
It finds its way to you.
And if this ****** up world has brought me to you,
Then here it is-
This is the passion stupid girls like me write ****** poetry about.
Jan 6, 2018
Jan 6, 2018 at 12:17 AM UTC
Always In Preparation #2
(a rather long simplification)
Always in preparation for an interview:
What will I answer? Never know.
- What do I like? do things I do, the way I do?
- Write poetry, play jazz, do yoga?
Body/mind my mental window in my mental interview:
And I must justify it all.
Some germ, some theme begins the whole:
The technical; word hurdles
When I write or sing;
All challenging,
Performing, writing or just doing.
T’ween two covers it’s official;
Everything grist-for-the-mill,
I’ll likely publish ‘til I’m still.
No special motive winks or flirts,
No motive hides behind my skirts -
My ears hear musically,
It all comes naturally, substance counting most;
Not tricks, not formulae, cliché -
If there’s a Corwin idiom
It’s in the DNA.
I work out tunes, -out poetry, -out ******
The mind works out spontaneously,
I (wherever I is to be found) give in, give form,
Substance from-and-in the frame.
In short, I paint myself into a box
And creep around
Until some [final] satisfaction binds.
A futile paradox:
To clarify and satisfy
The interview,
But there am I,
Always in preparation.
Always In Preparation 7.6.2014
Pure Nakedness; The Processes: Creative, Thinking,Meditative II; revised 11.21.2017
Arlene Corwin
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 5:55 AM UTC
Nights like these when it feels like everything's ****** and it's just the same petty fights over and over again. I will still love you. I will love you even through our messy and chaotic wars. I will love you through all our difficult times, specially when you feel like you are incapable of being loved. Show me the calamity and the destruction and I will show you that I am willing to love you more at your worst.
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 1:27 PM UTC
Morning....
Word that i always wait to hears
Just like sunrise shows in years
Never too late never to slow
Hope of fate that me to know
These are what i knows and what i vows
Those are what i seeks and what i meeks
Are these what i hears and what i fears?
Are those what i says and what i pays?
Last night....
Bed wasn't that warmed anymore
Blanket wasn't nice as ever before
Stories of us making those taugh floors
Stumbling paths matching the true chores
Us right now...
Passing many years gone by with scars
Maturing our seeds to grow like thee stars
Here we are curing with quarrels
Nuturing the love in wine barrels
Let's see....
No body can see the journey up ahead of us
No one can expect the comfy bed for us
What you grove is what you'll grown
For us there's no groove for a clown
Years of love
May 13, 2017
May 13, 2017 at 7:48 AM UTC
**Comrades and friends
What seems to be
Is not what really is
When I fall into a hole
You’ve dug for me
You are with me in it
When the swell of the tide
Sweeps me away into oblivion
You dare not rejoice
For the same tide
Will hasten your passage
When it’s your time
Those that harm the body
Only scratch the outer shell
Inside where I reside
I remain beautiful and unscathed
And live to fight another day
Propelled by you willy-nilly
To other realms
In other dimensions
Thus accomplish I
What you fear to contemplate
Mine is a feat for all time
While you wonder and speculate
Endlessly ...**
Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 3:23 PM UTC
I love endlessly,
I am yours as much as you are mine.
Your happiness is my happiness,
Your pain, as well, is mine.
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 10:38 PM UTC
It's impossible and I emphasize on the impossibility of Conquering good thoughts anytime Simply because they carry inside them True love that we sometimes lack ... Those thoughts that are not easy to conquer ,then They will remain endlessly with their permanent light That guides us into the straight path ... No one has the ability to abolish good thoughts That hug us and they even embrace us endlessly ...
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 4:03 PM UTC
Is life about
Getting everything you
Ever wanted,
Or endlessly chasing
What you could
Only ever dream
Of?
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 1:21 AM UTC
tell me again the words you said that night,
you still sound so sweet and right.
but you've changed a lot one day,
when i gave you my heart and you didn't stay.
i cried so many tears and died inside,
when i thought of you and i can't decide,
if i should let go or hold on once more,
because i can't endure the pain anymore.
those sleepless nights that you're in my head,
i hope i'll be in your dreams when you lay in bed.
and how i wish i was there,
to say to you that i still care.
and still, i will love you endlessly
until you love me unconditionally
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 5:11 AM UTC
Words smoothly floating
On the waters
Endlessly travelling
Looking for lovers
To cherish them in their hearts
Before giving them meaning
In sore lips
In lonely paper
They come to life
And learn to swim.
F.Z.N
Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 3:03 PM UTC
Am I to find correlation
in your seeming eccentricity?
You love me, but we can't be
so what am I supposed to think?
This is the most childishly drug out ******** and, yes, I understand
But I don't know what to do
although, you always knew:
Keeping me tethered to a memory
through both letters and my insecurities.
Giving me just enough
to question your intentions
but not your love
Nevertheless...
Regardless...
Endless...
I need this.
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 11:36 PM UTC
Teach
me
how
to
dance
and
we'll
dance
the
night
away
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 11:08 AM UTC