A simple smile
Its all it takes
To send me to the moon
To look for the fox from Peru
And to melt the coldest of hearts
Anyone has ever seen
It’s been some time
Since we kissed the sun
And the clouds
Weep to bring us blessings
From above
In times of solitude
My restlessness grows
The more I miss you
The more I fall victim
From this never ending void
Paradoxes to send me
To the edge of the Universe
To never return
To never look back
To run away from the black hole
That is this solitude
In a world without you
Jun 15, 2023
Jun 15, 2023 at 5:08 AM UTC
I dream of you every night
I loathe the sun rise
For my time with you
Is gone when I open my eyes
You talk to me
As if I’m the only one in the world
The skies are gray
But my world is blue when I’m next to you
I want you
Like the forbidden fruits
Our forbidden love
Will never make sense
To the fools who judge
What they never understood
Nov 14, 2021
Nov 14, 2021 at 4:10 AM UTC
Is it too late?
To return to a time with you around
Is it too late?
To mend what’s been broken before
If I could turn back time
I’d feel your soft skin against mine
And watch the stars shine
Under our favorite spot
Your attention was the best part
And now it’s gone
Like the Sun at night
You’re nowhere to be found
And there’s nothing I can do about that
Sep 24, 2021
Sep 24, 2021 at 6:58 PM UTC
The first time she looked up
She fell in love with the sky
Her heart reaching higher
The only answer was to fly
So she made wings of her heart
Carved dreams into feathers
Bid farewell to earth
And fluttered towards ether
But gravity loved her too
Had no intention to let go
Pulled her firmly to the ground
And broke her wings in woe
Aug 29, 2021
Aug 29, 2021 at 8:48 PM UTC
I despise myself for not being someone you could love.
Aug 29, 2021
Aug 29, 2021 at 8:47 PM UTC
It took me seven years
to realise
the words in my mind
were too deep for
my mouth to dig up
I thought it was easier
to open my skin
and let the truth
pour down my arms
It took me seven years
to realise
nobody should be allowed
to touch parts
of your home
or hold pieces
of your heart
that you don't yet understand
It took me seven years
to realise
I will wear these scars
forever
I'll carry them
through every smile
every kiss
every concerned gaze
I'll carry them
to my grave
It took me seven years
to realise
the pain carved
into the walls
of my castle
etchings of
attempting to disappear
are not a story of weakness
but a tale of
how I survived
Aug 29, 2021
Aug 29, 2021 at 8:45 PM UTC
I know you’ve been struggling
To keep it together
Whenever the weather changes its mood
I know you’re out here wishing
You were on the moon
With no reaction to change
The wind blows with force
To move on to its next destination
And away it goes
I wish you could talk to me
The way you talk to your pillow
Always wondering why you’re so alone When you don’t allow me in
When you hurt the most
So what’s holding you down?
You can blame the whole world
For the way you are
This and that
I’m so happy and now I’m sad
And my rain clouds form
When I see you like that
I wish I could do something
I wish I could take it all away
But my ship is sinking
And you’re the one to blame
Jul 10, 2021
Jul 10, 2021 at 2:53 AM UTC
I’m so far from heaven
But also far from hell
I’m stuck in a world that doesn’t want me
And I don’t want to be here
Even less
Gloomy days lay ahead
For those that accept their fate
Living in autopilot
Believing the lies of the liars
Always afraid of the change
I try to assimilate to everyone around me
No one is ever the same
It’s hard work to be liked
When your identity doesn’t exist
I want you to notice me
But do you even know who you are?
I can spend a whole lifetime
Searching for myself
Alone in this lonely world
My mind compartmentalizes my trauma
Even then, I feel to damaged to go on
I need your love so desperately
Because without you I can’t go on
Please love me
Because your love is all I need
To fight these demons inside
I look at the mirror
To see if today is the day
You’ll finally love me
Better luck tomorrow
Today has been marred by self doubt
Jun 30, 2021
Jun 30, 2021 at 8:14 AM UTC