#brokenup
i met you
on a quiet tuesday,
in the soft sunlight
of a small beach café.
you looked bored --
so i walked over,
and we got to talking.
that same day,
two years later --
i walked back
into that café.
on a quiet tuesday.
in the same soft sunlight.
i ordered the same drink.
and i saw you,
from afar.
i didn't dare go over.
you were just bored.
and i was never
enough
to cure that alone.
Jun 25, 2025
Jun 25, 2025 at 11:29 AM UTC
How is it that I mean so little to you?
When I cry my whole heart out blue
How is it fair that I'm the one crying every night?
When you're out there living your best ******* life
Do I really mean so little to you?
After all these years of us being perfectly dued
To this thing called love...
How can I mean so little to you?
You ******* *******
-fir.m
Apr 9, 2023
Apr 9, 2023 at 12:34 AM UTC
I sit here, four years later, and I know in my heart we will end up together. For now, I must simply endure until I finally inherit the day where I can look into your eyes and see my "reflection" once more.
You have all my "also's"...and you always will.
Jun 17, 2020
Jun 17, 2020 at 11:56 PM UTC
No ring, no real commitment to me
I think almost engaged must be the scariest place to be
Wondering did I fall to quickly
Or are you right here with me
May 20, 2020
May 20, 2020 at 3:14 PM UTC
_
i wish there was a sanitizer
to clean my heart from which you
tattooed your name on.
_
Apr 24, 2019
Apr 24, 2019 at 2:27 PM UTC
You still wonder,
what time I get home,
who I was with,
what I was doing.
You ask these questions,
like you're still my partner,
my lover,
my one and only.
Yet you are no longer entitled to.
You made the choice,
to let me go,
to betray me,
to let me down.
I made the mistake.
By sharing,
my night adventures,
late shenanigans.
I succumbed to answer to you.
Because I know you worry.
I know you care.
It comes off as a judgment now,
a scolding,
a lecture.
There is no "us" anymore.
Time to keep my lips sealed,
shut in time,
lock and keyed.
Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 10:34 PM UTC
We loved each other a lot,
but in different ways.
Who would've known our love
was starting to decay?
And to think it all started
when you proposed last May.
When our beginning became our ending
on that fateful Saturday.
It was so grand, so perfect
the island, people--that entire day.
An absolute dream come true,
if I may say.
Tears of happiness,
smiles for days.
This was all I was waiting for,
so why did I keep running away?
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 5:05 PM UTC
Fuzzy and warm
The feeling spilling over my whole being
Drinking to forget
Forgetting to drink
Warm wine filling the spaces you once called home
Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 6:57 PM UTC
****
**** you
**** me
**** us
**** that tree
**** what the **** you ******* put me the **** through
**** the birds and the ******* bees
**** that ******* tree too
**** your ******* lame *** excuses
**** your ******* feelings
Because you didn't give a flying **** about mine
**** your ******* walks you ******* use to ******* take me the **** on
**** your ******* knife that you ******* used to carve our ******* names on
**** the lies
**** the truths
**** your secrets
**** you
**** me
**** us
And **** that tree
Aug 27, 2015
Aug 27, 2015 at 12:02 AM UTC
i miss the "talking stage"
i miss having butterflies from seeing you across the room
i miss the sideward glances
i miss blushing from feeling your eyes on me
i miss the flirting
i miss trying to get you to like me
i miss losing sleep just so i could talk to you
i miss being able to say goodnight
i miss falling in love
but the talking stage turned into dating and i finally had all that i never knew i would
but for you the butterflies began to die, you wouldn't glance at me anymore, you stopped flirting, you went to bed without sayin goodnight, you stopped falling in love
and now my butterflies have turned into snakes that eat me from the inside out
you don't look at me at all any more
you stopped smiling at me altogether
i don't blush
im still losing sleep but not so i can talk to you but because you haven't said goodnight
no, you said goodbye, you said goodbye a long time ago and you haven't said hello since.
goodnight, sleep tight, dont let the bed bugs bite, i love you.
Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 3:06 AM UTC
i showed to much of myself to you
now i hide away
i regret letting you inside
every single day
2 yrs is not enough time
to get over losing me
it's not you that i miss
but who I used to be
i miss being open
and i miss all my friends
i pushed them all away
did a social cleanse
always wear a ***** face
to keep them all away
don't want them to stop &
ask is everything okay?
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 5:49 PM UTC