I was hoping that the love of my life
And the boy who broke my heart
Wouldn't have the same address
Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 2:55 AM UTC
I’ve stopped wearing red lipstick because I knew it was your favourite on me
I don’t wear my hair in curls anymore because I know you loved it
I won’t wear that pretty lace bra because when I wear it all I can think about is when you used to rip it off me
I don’t do anything but I want to do everything to make you fall back in love
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 8:27 AM UTC
I'm always jealous
I have a short temper
I get overly clingy but I promise,
No one will ever love you like I do.
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 8:12 AM UTC
You promised me, you'd never leave.
Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 5:13 AM UTC
i miss the "talking stage"
i miss having butterflies from seeing you across the room
i miss the sideward glances
i miss blushing from feeling your eyes on me
i miss the flirting
i miss trying to get you to like me
i miss losing sleep just so i could talk to you
i miss being able to say goodnight
i miss falling in love
but the talking stage turned into dating and i finally had all that i never knew i would
but for you the butterflies began to die, you wouldn't glance at me anymore, you stopped flirting, you went to bed without sayin goodnight, you stopped falling in love
and now my butterflies have turned into snakes that eat me from the inside out
you don't look at me at all any more
you stopped smiling at me altogether
i don't blush
im still losing sleep but not so i can talk to you but because you haven't said goodnight
no, you said goodbye, you said goodbye a long time ago and you haven't said hello since.
goodnight, sleep tight, dont let the bed bugs bite, i love you.
Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 3:06 AM UTC
i was not this body,
i was not these bones.
this skeleton was just my
temporary home
elementary molecules converged for a breath
and danced beyond my individual death
(unknown)
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 8:16 AM UTC
i’m sorry that loving a girl with anxiety was hard
i’m sorry that i was constantly worried about what you were doing and where you were and who you were with
i’m sorry that i felt like i needed you constantly when you didn’t need me and it pushed you away
but was i so wrong for doing so when i guess my anxieties were right because you were prancing around behind my back with her and you were always the one putting on me ‘after this long you don’t trust me?’
what a poetic lie that you got away with for far too long
(j.a)
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 8:14 AM UTC
Waking up is literally the worst part of my day.
You’re all through my dreams every night,
what should have been and could have been, what was.
I get to kiss your precious lips and be held by you and told ‘hey, it was all just a nasty dream I’m still here, I’m still with you and I love you’ But that is the nasty dream because you’re not still here
you’re not still with me
and you don’t love me
and that is still breaking my heart every single day.
I hate waking up.
Today I woke up to a message saying ‘baby come back, you can blame it all on me’ and I remember from June 2013 to November 2014 that was the one thing that you consistently done, was sing that stupid song in that high pitched annoying tone that I loved and it broke my heart even more.
I don’t really know why I’m so sad over you today but I am and I can’t cope today is a bad day. I’m sick of dreaming of all the things that made me happy, you. And waking up to ******* nothing. Please just come home. I love you so much.
(j.a)
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 6:17 PM UTC