It is hard
to watch you struggle
in those heels

your sullen vacant face
stretched
across catwalks
of nightclubs
breaking ankles over
the next bigger ****

In back alleys
of phat parties
under golden showers
for top pay -

******* pink
and brown
and you

A salacious parade
that lives
to lap you up
despite your pain

I can't watch it anymore

...but I just may pay