I don't want this pain no moooo,
I don't want it to last noooo!
constant thoughts racing running, walking painfully
like a woman with high heels stepping all over me,
as the music plays everything slows down,
in that moment I am truly me I zone out as my favorite artist whales his pain out in the song I fall apart, Post Malones music brings me peace all the soul put into his songs I feel. I hope I have many days left if I have to leave this earth tonight I would go happily,
not suicidal but at peace with myself, elevated contemplation, good thoughts fill my head as I tell my self depression is temporary...pain is temporary...family is forever!