Dreams, walking in nightmares
With my mind tip toeing on life...

With darkness surrounding my heart,
Consistently ....debating with my soul
I hold on with prayers to let go,

Have my faith lead my blindness
With the truth to delivery my sight

Nightmares in my dreams......
I pray for a brighter day
Prayers for better words to say
To be positive in see the beauty In life
To live and laugh in too feel youth
Not to grow old to fast ......

But make every lesson my past and not my first
Find the finer things in life to quench my thirst......

I look deep when my eye sight go low n  teach myself to go high.....
Even if I have to walk away n say good bye
I am awoke like my 3rdeye
Change will come but it starts with me
With you or without you I can still be all i want to be
But now with you gone my mind and soul is finally free
My heart sinks with the pain of letting go
But ******* n I mean that so
******* n your feelings
And the heaight you may grow
The *** was good but learned to say NO
I learned to accept you are who you are
I can't change you like I can't catch a shooting star
I can forgive but never forget
The laughs n memory  were the best but  **** it
It's  either you or my sanity
And **** I chose me
Like my life path number .?......3
I'm destined to be
You killed me once but never again
I thought you were my forever friend

Now my story ends...

But before I leave I jus thought you should kno
that the nightmares will never go.