there comes a point in time
when you have nothing
to give away
to the searching hands
wandering, dancing over
veins and joints
that are barely there.
they will ask for parts
forgotten, areas destroyed
and you will hand them
the rubble only for it
to be swept away.
there comes a point in time
your soul will hunger and thirst
for things you can
no longer feed it.
it will cry out for you
like a newborn baby
but you can only pass it
rice grains of promises
that fate will be kinder
to your already broken body.
you put your soul to rest,
and pray for sweeter dreams
you will lose your spine
and find vertebrae in letters,
bottled up and sailed off,
sent to long lost lovers.
your palms are empty,
reaching for bodies
sleeping in beds
that are no longer yours.
cold gasps settled into
the fine lines of song lyrics,
impossible to return
back down to your lungs.
you will have given
everything you have
to the universe, letting them go
into the expanse of space.
all you have left for yourself
is space rock and asteroid dust,
but for some reason,
you never ask for more.
you leave it up to hope
that gravity will pull
your fragments
all the way back to you.
for Pixie.
inspired by her song "Shiver" from her EP "Does It Hurt". Buy the EP on iTunes or stream it on Spotify!