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t ulysses Jun 2018
yea though in sad realisation
I have come to be aware
how I should be called
I may be smarter than 1 in 100
but I am not the smart man
I have known others far smarter
As strong as 1 in 20
but others stronger
I have walked on death ground
but know men braver
What I am
Is the lonely man
A burden I bear because I must
I wish to reach others
But don't know how
t ulysses Jun 2018
I miss the love of someone
the love of that single touch
I had it once
and miss it so very much
grasping for another
but so out of touch
one love
not to out match the others
but one love
to outlast all others
and I step out into the desert
still looking for that someone
on the horizon
someone or just an illusion
t ulysses Jun 2018
I was born mid-winter on the shores of the land of the midnight sun
Grew to manhood upon the western plains
Schooled a year in the great southern desert
And four more along the western banks of a river cutting through highlands in the North-East
I was taught the tactics of war in a miserably hot and humid swamp of the South
And from there sallied forth to witness my first threat of war,
In the snow covered mountains just east of the Adriatic I saw Slavic Serb and their Muslim neighbors ready to slit each others' throats
Came home, fell in love and out again
Married and divorced inside of a year to a woman I never should have said hello to
Found myself at war at the break of it in the land once called Babylon
And rode an armored mechanical beast from the berm to the capital,
Destroying all that resisted or threatened us
I would return twice more
They remain the best memories, of the worst of times
Along the way I fell in love again
Was married after the last trip over there
Had minor adventures, saw strange lands, climbed live volcanoes, swam amongst sharks, observed odd creatures
She would come to bear me a son who carries my name
Born in the city of Steel
And we made a home for a while beside a great fresh water inland sea
Then grew apart because of my cold, indifferent heart
Seasons change and years pass
She stayed and I left, not of my choosing
To live in another foreign land
In a mountain bound metropolis
t ulysses Jun 2018
If you were free
If you wished it
Would you walk with me
Venture into the wilds
Explore new lands
Face untold foes
Risk your life
For nothing more
Than the stories you bring back
Would you walk with me
If I asked?

I cannot live the ordinary life
t ulysses Jun 2018
How few are there
That when you need them
Will sit in silent contemplation
Without demands or expectations
Versus those who demand engagement
Unwilling to merely sit
With your company
Then those,
Those who only talk
When there is talk
Worth talking
I had friends like that once
Friends that we'd fight and die for each other
A few are out there still
I miss them
And the meaning I draw from them
t ulysses Jun 2018
Rolling the Dice
One lands,
Speaking possible fortune
The other
Tumbles and tumbles
Without landing
No loss, No Gain
As of ye
t ulysses Jun 2018
Riding a shuttle through a German woods
Passing over pastures and farm fields
As snowflakes dance over the windshield
Like wandering stars
I look back at the years and miles past
And wonder at those that lay ahead
Home left somewhere far behind
Making my place here and now
One step at a time upon my journey
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