Old wounds bleed deeply
Purple blue bruises within
The decaying soul
Impulses and emptiness
How long can i live this way

The catastrophe
Of the atrophy
In this cavity
Of my skull
Is despair
And unfair
I must repair
This hearts hull

Custard brained
I cant contain
The poison on my soul
Cant you see
I'm not me
Empty, numb, and unwhole

It likes to break in
Exude it's sin
Parasitic thoughts
And back up plots
I try to be good
Do what i should
But its dancing around me
**** its not easy
Impulses' a *****
******* crazy little twitch
Lock it away
Say i wont play
Darkened and cold
No one to be told
Of this icy cage
Lit up by rage
Electrified
Wish i could hide
But there's no escape i see
When the monster is me

Pastry land
Is so grand
But do beware
Of this world so fair
Its fée illusion
That spins delusion
We pirate cats
Wear jester hats
As we twirl and dance
Our kitchen prance
Throw a soul onto the pyre
Watch the heat make bread rise higher
Hopes and dreams
Whisked with smothered screams
Baked hot and through
In the shell of you

Hide behind full cases
In cute little places
All cookies and cake
And the smiles we fake.

I guess we grew up
Maybe 'up ' became apart
but here between shifts
We're still smoking at my house
How much *** can you handle?

I wanna set the world on fire
instead I puff to get higher
shift,  flip,  switch,  bam
I don't even give a ****
enraged
im caged
hello chemical monster, where'd you come from
5 seconds ago I was totally numb
slam my brain into the wall.
Im just waiting for the downfall
irrational
theatrical
I wanna bleed myself dry
or bust open and ******* cry
its like im against myself today
don't even have the words to say
what the **** are you doing to me
I just want to be free
they spazz cause my smiles gone
ask me what in life is wrong
I don't know. I don't care
I just feel . life's not fair