17th: Poems

269 · Dec 2018

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17th Dec 2018

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you're so distant
you make me feel alone

262 · Oct 2017

sugar kane

17th Oct 2017

sugar kane

feeling numb
having you under control - or that's what I thought
with no idea of what I've become
throwing up at parties and following strangers to the bathroom

think you've got what you wanted
super sized beds in a fancy hotel
off and on like a ******* switch
you've got me all *******

207 · Dec 2018

delicate (2016)

17th Dec 2018

delicate (2016)

whenever I try to make myself comfortable
I make a mess out of the situation
whenever comes a time when you get up
I only watch you leave empty and clean

you're sweet
you're kind
I'm always a mess

your moans
they call me in the middle of the night
they sound like a small kitten
looking for warmth

I often picture myself
with my head between your tights
singing softly a lullaby

I often picture myself
holding your hand
making you happy and safe

201 · Dec 2018

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17th Dec 2018

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estaría bueno sentirse
como la primera vez que te vi
eternamente preparada y nerviosa
ansiosa, ebria, bonita, casi invencible

estaría bueno sentirse
como la primera vez que te quise besar
insaciable
muy ebria

estaría bueno sentir
que no me falta el aire
que estoy segura
que quiero

estaría bueno estar

199 · Dec 2019

i'm the joker, baby!

17th Dec 2019

i'm the joker, baby!

cringe.
*******
*******
*******
*******
*******

you're immature
emotionally unstable
you're ******* rude
*******
*******

I love you
but you're an *******
I love you
but this will not work this way

I'm the biggest joke of all
because I believed you were different
I believed you were smarter
I believed you were wiser

go *******
go and forget about me
go and pretend to care about another one
go and pretend to love another one
go
just ******* go

#rant

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