My World
Slowly descending into chaos
Churning
Like a storm at sea
Throwing overboard all
That remains
Drenching the decks
Of hope love and faith
Scarring and abounding
Without gratuition
Falling into instant remorse
Knowing the no
But always relying on selfishness
To say yes
No turning back no turning
Back to where it began
Make it stop
Heel
The tracks have gone rusty
And will derail all who cross
Those who love and loved
Over the edge
Beyond repair
It's done, its done
The world has fallen apart
My world
It has relinquished forever
No hope of repair for
Love does not forgive
Nor forget
It's time to move on
The hands are ticking, ticking
Ticking by the hours
Wishing for another
To understand the situation
To demand the same attention
Another that knows how
To tape a broken world as whole again
Shattered glass no longer the ruins
The pieces of a part
That never really belonged
That were outcast
Placeless, homeless beings
Among them
Another person
Just one
One that knows understands feels
The sailor of the churning seas
To save the wreckage
To sail back on the seas
Of blood that race through veins
Agitated by the second long process
Initiated by the beating
Stumbling
Confused matter known often
As the heart
The soul
So broken you wonder
Is it gone
With nothing left the remorse
Fades into the blackened night
Turns all beauty into concrete
To be torn up
By those passing obliviously above
Unending torture that has been declassified
No longer a form of abuse
Just another day
One more longing for freedom
And to take to the skies
To be free of regret
The time is up to be repaid, The
Time. Is. Up.

Where the moon kisses the sea
And the land meets the road
Where the sun touches the sky
And the grass becomes bowed

We fall

When the sun no longer rises
And the moon lingers above
When the birds stop flying
And there's not a single dove

We fall

Once the heart becomes a beacon
And gets trapped under lies
Once the mind becomes broken
And clouded like darkened skies
Once the body finally gives up
And submits to dying cries
Once the soul's no longer bound to Earth
And heaven's its final prize

We fall.

Im so
overwhelmingly
wrapped up in you
I forgot myself

I see
You have
A beautiful ocean in your eyes
Tonight
An ocean
Filled with love, kindness, and care
Seeing the world how it is
That ocean
So deeply passionate with wonder
Eyes that cannot see themselves
For the beauty that they are
Eyes thay have shed tears
For forgotten love
Your eyes, they swim, they glitter, they shine
They say everything that you cannot see
You are beautiful, wonderful, and smart.
I see you have a beautiful ocean in your eyes tonight.

One day
I kept saying
I kept lying to myself
One day
It will happen
You'll see
One day
He'll be there
Waiting, waiting
Waiting to ask
Spreading a smile across your face
One day
He'll notice
Notice the love you have
Notice the time you spend
Notice the amount you care
Not today, you suppose. Not today
But one day
One Day
It will happen.

One day isn't coming
Anymore
No longer is there a one day
All hope is lost
Gone
Forever
No longer will you look at him and say
One Day
There is no one day
No chance, no way
It's not happening
So you'll get over it.
I'll get over it
One Day.

Free rent
for this space in my heart
free rent for the one who can fill it
free rent
if you don’t destroy the walls