Im just supposed to like you ?
Naah im good.
Not to put u down or mess with your man hood.
not to sound conceited or stuck up.
But if you hear lies your whole life you would do the same stuff.
That sweet talking **** is nothing.
The hi beautiful , what are you doing ?
The i love you but i don't really know you.
The im not like other guys let me show you.
You all are using the same lines. The same foolish ****. The same pointless lies.
But .. guess what ? I've finally learned the game
You know the one where u "like" us but we end up getting played? The one where you play with are minds until we catch feelings.. about a week after that we'll need some healing. You'll take the feelings throw them away say you never liked us & throw it in are face that you just wanted one thing didn't give it so you got erased. Ya'll act like having hoes is godly & that yall should all be praised **** BOYS.. im done

I might be wrong
but in my eyes are generation doesn't love.
Maybe there was a expiration date back then
That if you'd liked someone you'd better make it quick.
The older generation took are love..
& now brainwash us saying all types of stuff
Like " your to young to fall inlove"
Because you see , true young love are only in old movies.
They took it away as if we didn't deserve it.
They took are love , put it up & now we struggle to do lovely stuff.. don't ask about this because they don't admit it. They have all are love & won't give us ****!

My birthdays tomorrow
On labor day.
its suppose to be a very special day.
But its not.
because of my mom.
who wants to hang with her friends & get drunk.
You say you dont have the money to do this & that
maybe u would if you werent tryig to impress you friend.
I understand you havent seen her in a long time
but ***** its my birthday tomorrow.Its My time to shine
None of this is for me.
None of this is about me.
but hey , its my birthday! i hope your happy.
since you seem to wanna party like its your day
ill let you have YOUR shine & ill just lay
in bed with all these bad emotions in my head
alone im here

YOU UGLY ***** !
I HATE THIS ****.
YOU MADE ME LIKE YOU , THEN JUST LEFT
LIKE *** ? ARE U STUPID ?
ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOUR DUMB HOES.
WHO **** EVERYBODY & YOU KNOW!
BUT THATS OK ***** ILL BE OVER YOU SOON.

Laying on the tracks , waiting on the train.
Sitting under the clouds , waiting on the rain.
sittin here sad tryna get rid of the pain.
Pain pain go away come back on another day.
But i shouldnt have to say this everyday.
When i cross the streets i dont look both ways.
Sitting here alive , waiting on death.
i wanna look pretty when i take my last breath.
Im waiting.
Waiting to see how soft my casket is.
Im waiting.
Cant wait until im done with this ****.