I guess ive never been scared of the dark
i guess ive always loved it.
It hides all my flaws & ****.
you cant say im ugly. you cant say im tall.
You"ll be forced to listen to my personally & my call.
Because you can hear my voice & hear my movement.
you cant hear my smile & you cant hear my touch.
Ill always be more than enough.. in the dark.
Everyones equal , you dont have to be shy!
Its so much easier to just cry.
You & i have the same amount of pride.
Why is everyone looking for the light ? when its so much easier living at night.

I ****** up just a lil bit
but when will you get over it?
it feels like i cant do anything right
you'll hold this against me until a other life.
Im sorry.
I really am ive never been so sorry..
so its like ****?
Can you except my apology this one time?
Even if it doesnt make everything fine.
im stuck here alone , like this is teaching me a lesson
When in reality it just has me going into depression
In need of a session.
But im kinda tired of this ****..
if it was any other kid youll be over it
But its different because im the most hated.
MOM when will u get over it ?

I'm inlove with a stranger
His presence is danger
He'll love me now but ,
Tomorrow he's a player
There's not one day he doesn't cross my mind...
Why?
Why am i inlove with a person who doesn't pay me any mind?
....doesn't give me the day or time!
... But why? Is it his soft lips or ,
how he holds me just for a little bit..
until he wants more , more & more im scared so i run out that door .. he's back to ignoring me because i don't give him what he wants he's back to loving all those *****! & I'm just STUCK inlove with a stranger.

I think its the burn..
That keeps me so happy
It may feel good , but it makes me look sloppy
Not being able to control myself is getting normal
The burn of the drink sinks in like soil
Pour me up a drink hurry hurry before i get back sober and have to live unblurry

I don't wanna hurt you
That's why i put up caution signs
I wanna make it clear since u seem so blind
You wont listen to the warnings i give
You are cute but to sensitive
Its not because of you but other males
Who turned the sweetheart into a *****
which will soon turn a sweet boy into a *******
Its not nothin new , that's just how the world goes.

When im not high im low.
Were young lets drink,eat and smoke.
Lets party until everything is sore.
Wake up in a strange place and figure out how to get home.

Lets enjoy these days ,
Lets make memories.
Were living in are moms house
Everythings ****** free!

Forget about tomorrow
Lets all have fun
Get caught for curfew , get caught using drugs.
Every single day is Friday

Every single day is a piece of cake.
All you have to do is live.
Stand up for what's right ,
Don't fall for the *******

Go to sleep late , wake up late
Go to bonfires , go on dates
Don't care about what they all say
Because this is the youngest you'll be
Before any forward days.

-lene