sweetie pie

sweetie pie Oct 2013

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I shouldn't be forced to live in this ****** up world.. it's no fair.

sweetie pie Oct 2013

Today i was feeling sad, as usual.
So i starting crying, you know the usual?
What can make me feel better?
The cigarette shorts my mom left here.
The whine i always mix with my juice.
After that i do the usual..
Sit here, in this cold house alone.
Even tho it's my mom's day off she doesn't wanna be home!
Or even worse, she doesn't wanna be with me.
As i come down from my buzz
I notice that I'm still sad and still wanna fuss.
But hey, at least for 15 minutes my problems went away.
It's not like my mom is gonna have something to say.
She'll just by more liquor that'll come up missing the next day..
When I'm sad again and will have something else to cry about,
Don't feel bad for me..
it's just the usual.

sweetie pie Oct 2013

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No one understands
Not even a lil bit
I'm always the mean stuck up *****
No one really knows
no one comments on the nice feelings i show
you see i yelled at a boy who wouldn't get out my face.
But i also gave five dollars to another body earlier that day.
But guess what the talks about?
About how i just snapped and tried to hurt him.
but if i just cry in side I'm acting different. Take some steps in my shoes.
Just take a couple.. take your time because it's double the trouble because your not used to being alone your used to having dinner server when you arrive home

sweetie pie Sep 2013

baby boy you different..

Ok.. so i kinda think i found him
He's cute and is a positive person..
I like him.
Yea i think i do ..
but im not sure, ya know?
Cause boys "like" u but end up like ghost.
But he's different.. i like his vibe
He's different.. so imma give him a try

sweetie pie Sep 2013

She's perfection..

I know this girl with red bouncy curls
she's the nicest person in the world.
She does for people who doesn't do for her.
Shes a positive soul who speaks positive words.
she's perfection. I swear she is,
wait till she has a perfect husband.. and has perfect kids.
she's a wonderful gal who drinks tea and does homework.
she's my bestfriend, & i love her.

sweetie pie Sep 2013

i guess

You don't know me but let's act like you do.
When you say you love me I'll say I'll love you to.
Lets fake it until we make it, i guess.

sweetie pie Sep 2013

Miss me

I really want you to miss me.
Not "imu" but "i miss you lene"
I want you to notice that I'm gone.
Because you frustrate me but your never@home
But see when i am.. its nunu shutup ****!
Is get out my face do the ****** dishes.
It's not my fault you're hungry.
Well it's not my fault you don't have money.
If you didn't want a kid why did u have me?
I woulda been happier to be in a basked..
Awaiting for a stranger to see me on his doorstep.
Because you see that silence hurts when i tell you something important.
You see they say I'm loud at school but at home she's unwanted..