You pose as my sun
In my synchronous orbit.
When my life becomes dark
The night begins to fall along with my leaves.
The sun appears
Transcending it's light down.

Warmth and happiness radiate off the sun.
The flowers grow to meet your beautiful gaze.
My eyes glisten in adoration every time I look up at you.

Lost in my world of leaves and roots,
The sun still rises every morning.
Waiting for me to wander outside.
Without the sun my life would be a barren sky.
The world would be a bleak and ominous place.

I shall always know you're waiting outside,
Shining down on me.
My world shall always revolve around the sun.
There is no brighter star in the galaxy than thee.
I shall always look up to you, my sun.

Your eyes dilate as they stare into mine
My name trickles out of your mouth like a song
The stars align concocting your ****** structure
Lovely is all your smile can be
Arms grasping my body like hope
Water trickles down your cheek; revealing the thousands of lives you've lived
Breathing the air of subtle beauty
The sun beamed it's rays to create your shine
Twinkling lights fill your thoughts
I shall need you until the day I'm not allowed to
I will bask in your words until they cease to speak.

The drops dissipate below the clouds.
Asking themselves why the sun has become transparent.

That feeling of agony,
Then comes the thunder.
In the pit of despair,
It just can’t get worse.

And then, the lightening strikes.
The cloud begins to seep into the dark,
Reaping havoc,
Moving along.
The winds hiss out in treachery.

The broken tree sinks into the forgotten.
The land lay still,
Silent in numbness,
Forever marked by the destruction of your storm.

How does this engulf me
Physically
Mentally
Emotionally

I'm addicted
I'm hooked

There's always something to mourn

It's easy
It's depth full

I can only feel sullen
How does this feel so uplifting
While simultaneously so crushing

I can't think straight
I can't walk straight

It's taking over
I'm sinking
And I don't want to be saved