You think I talk too much
Well okay
Cause guess what?
I have nothing left to say

You call me fat
Well okay
Cause guess what?
I slit my wrists everyday

You hate me
Well *******
Cause guess what?
I hate myself too

I'm preparing for war
I need to settle the score
Between me, myself and my demons

I'm just going to fight
To get through the night
I need to end this battle in my mind

I'm going to live through it
I know I can do this
Be prepared to meet your maker

I'm have to keep fighting for the prize
To make it to sunrise
I know I will finish this

Be my comforter
Be my light
Guide me slowly
Hold me tight
I'm lost
I'm broken
I don't know what to do
Take my hand
Don't walk away
Lead me to something new
Open my eyes
Guide me when I'm lonely
I need you big sis
To show me the path when I'm lost and in pain
I don't know what to do
I'll say it again
Please I need you
Don't ever leave
I can't do this without you
You are my guiding light

I looked into the mirror
I started to cry
All I see is a broken figure
I honestly think I should die
I don't want to feel this pain
All my friends can't tell
I am so ashamed
I really just want to yell
At myself
At my demons
Scare them away from me
Cast them off into the sea

My greatest flaw is self destruction
I tear myself apart until I cannot function
I never would of thought I would end up this way
Fighting for my life every day
Tears run down my face
I don't belong in this place
I'm waiting for a savior to take me away
Yet I'm still here for one more day

She was happy
She wouldn't tell anybody why
She no longer conformed to society
She no longer wanted to cry
She but down her blade
She looked up to the sky
She didn't cared about how much
she weighed
She was no longer afraid
She could finally see
She took a deep breath a spoke
"My ultimate healer has healed me"

Living and breathing
But slowly still bleeding
I can't control my thoughts
My heart is in knots
I take a look in the mirror
My ugly image is ever so clearer
I punch myself in the chest
Hoping I will find rest
If my heart just stopped
My emotions would be blocked
But it doesn't work that way
I end up fighting another day