As she looked up into the sky
She no more wished to die
For after all her days of being shoved
She was finally loved
And she knew in her heart
That she was a work of art
She put down the blade
Her best friend came to her aid
"You can always count on me
No matter how dark it is and you can't see"

I looked in the mirror and asked myself why
As I slowly started to cry
Nobody knew How much I was hurting
And then the blood started spurting
I look at my blade and see my reflection
"You're the only one who shows me affection"
I cry louder and louder and start to scream
"This is all just a dream!"
I can't take this anymore
People I love just walk out the door
They are starting to think I'm crazy
Telling me I don't try because I'm lazy
Take a chance on me
And maybe you'll be able to see
The person you think I am
Isn't me.

She turned to her best friend
Before her story came to an end
"I need help!" She cried
"It's gonna be okay" she heard her friend say
But she cut herself anyway
"I can't control it" she cried
She cut herself so much that she died
Her best friend was the only person who cried

The hurt in my eyes is all that has to be said
Sometimes I know I'm better off dead
The pain is the only thing I can feel
Knowing it's the one thing that's real
Sorrow consuming everything thought
Slowly losing everything I've got
Darkness closing all around
Still I don't make a single sound
Evil fills the void inside
This life's not one I'll confide
still I'll fight for one more day
But I don't think I want to stay
This life is slowly tearing me apart
it's too much strain on my heart
At my funeral people will say
"She fought until her very last day"

I avoid the mirror
at all costs
It's a sad reminder of
Who i am
What I was
And mostly what I have lost

I haven't got the strength
To try and stay strong
I have been on my own
For so **** long
It's easier that way
I keep on getting it wrong
So I will just stay here on my own
Because that's where I belong
I am just a broken record
Repeating the same sad song

I say that I am okay
But we both know
that I am not
Just to raise
The smallest of smiles
Takes everything I got

I cannot disguise
The sadness behind my eyes
I will tell you that I am ok
But you know it is lies
I smile on the outside
But I am crying inside
Telling you how I feel
Would just destroy me
And my foolish pride