Ah, so sad, difficult relationship
seems to be no resolution in sight
two of us loaded, shooting from the hip
always in battle mode, all day and night
maybe of the aul block, I’m just a chip
saying things, one day unable to right
today I’ve had enough of their bad lip
two-faced, sarcastic, smiling false, so bright
just one more row could sink this rocky ship
with their cynical view on life, can’t unite
I bite my tongue, trying not to let rip
were stuck in a rut, sad, pitiful plight
ask anybody but me, she’s super
but I think she’s a functioning looper

He looked at her

she looked at him

he hoped this wasn’t just a whim

They shared a kiss

played with each other’s hair

deep feelings of passion in the air

They fumbled

and tumbled

to the ground

to late to bring themselves around

Caught in a lovers embrace

there was only one ending to this race

It’s all done

passion has won

why didn’t they feel great

want to celebrate

instead they both wanted to run

She thought of a line she’d

been shown once to empower

head held low, she whispered

“nothing can bring back

the hour of splendour in the grass,

of glory in the flower”

When silence descends

end of the relationship

when feelings are numb

Ocean eyes
so deep and blue
I drown in their hue
beautiful and intoxicating
I promise I’m not overrating
Long lashes
silken sashes
but what enthrals
most of all
is the love that I see
When they gaze at me

Bodies intertwined
one mind
love underlined
caress refined

Different when you care
trust always there
no one-time affair
a lifetime share

Giving of a soul
need to be whole
loss of self control
relishing my role

brazen in my wishes
feelings just delicious
neither suspicious
enjoying our richness

He oozes oil

down to his fingertips

his winning smile

devouring your hips

he’ll spread his seed anywhere

creates offshoots, he doesn’t care

You hit me so hard

I couldn’t breathe

marking your card

I inwardly seethe

Sleeping so soundly

the tablets worked

grinning broadly

suitcase packed

Oh, how I want this moment to last
must I consign it to my past
Can I savour its mystery
before it becomes history

I’m holding it tight in my brain
replaying it again and again

I’ll have to let it go
a nice memory, I know
It is with sadness
I let this moment pass

If I had a penny for every thought
would I be bedecked in richer cloth
would my opinion be widely sought
or would I be worth nought

Is a pessimist
an unhappy chap if his
day has no mishap

Then came a spider

a praying mantis

I’m still going to ride her

I’m totally ******

The last thing I want to do is hurt you

but it’s on my list

look at things from my point of view

and see why I’m ******

your action, you will rue

bet my friendship you’ve missed

your apology was long overdue

how was my ***, when it was kissed

Poetry
my eraser of misery
a balm to my soul
keeps my being whole
where would I be
without my
poetry

Power surges through my finger-tips

as I confidently grab his hips

urging him to go faster

I’ve overtaken as master

My inner goodess purrs

my confidence soars

at his muffled curse

as he comes he roars

But now I’m frustrated

my needs not sated

a moment ago elated

now oddly deflated

Oh, he’s down there

I’m writhing without care

ecstasy, delight

****** in full flight

Power surges through my finger-tips

as I confidently grab his hips

urging him to go faster

I’ve overtaken as master

My inner goodess purrs

my confidence soars

at his muffled curse

as he comes he roars

But now I’m frustrated

my needs not sated

a moment ago elated

now oddly deflated

Oh, he’s down there

I’m writhing without care

ecstasy, delight

****** in full flight

Write yourself a letter

make yourself feel better

all of your imagined flaws

give them a round of applause

Put down all your good deeds

when you helped someone in need

give yourself a pat on the back

it will help when you've veered of track

Secrete it in a special place

when the day or yourself you can't face

replace tears with a smile

if only for a little while

Self-praise is not always wrong

we can keep our self-esteem strong

life will give us enough knocks

whatever you do give it socks

Standing here lost
pride, what cost?
greeted with frost
looks glaringly crossed

Forgiveness
no, stubborness
feeling powerful
no awful

I never take what’s
not given willingly
my own moral code
righteousness spilling

Do I now feel bolder
no, just a little colder
I could have lay on his shoulder
but my heart as hard as a boulder

I stand here alone and weep
probably tonight, no sleep
I’m feeling like a creep
looking at myself, not a peep

Standing here lost
pride, what cost?
greeted with frost
looks glaringly crossed

Forgiveness
no, stubborness
feeling powerful
no awful

I never take what’s
not given willingly
my own moral code
righteousness spilling

Do I now feel bolder
no, just a little colder
I could have lay on his shoulder
but my heart as hard as a boulder

I stand here alone and weep
probably tonight, no sleep
I’m feeling like a creep
looking at myself, not a peep

He’s her private dancer
he enchants her
his fluid limbs romance her

She’s obsessed
her soul he possess
his movements undress

Power is obscured
he never says a word
but she is always lured

He’s paid to fulfil her whim
but she’d do anything for him
he’s away, her lights go dim

One day he doesn’t show
her jealousy aglow
“Where is he”? she wants to know

She raises his fee
doesn’t see the irony
thinks “he’s dancing only for me”

Today he doesn’t dance for her
she can see to him it’s a chore
he doesn’t do an encore

She knows its his swan song
to another he belong
to cage him, wrong

She swallows every pill
in her mind he’s dancing for her still
she pays his last bill

He was her private dancer
his last dance lance her
deep sleep enchants her

He promised me ecstasy
I got sausage and chips
He promised me kisses twee
too short on my lips
He got down on one knee
couldn’t get up with his hips
he promised me he was free
my ear his girl clips

If he read my poems

I think he’d be shocked

if through my mind he roamed

his content little world would be rocked

Because every now and then the real me writes

not fantasy, or make-believe, but me

my soul pens it’s plight

Could he distinguish fiction from reality?

Everything’s great except for ***

your always there and caring

but in the bedroom, you leave

and your **** takes over

considerate man becomes a selfish *****

it doesn’t interest you that I don’t come

your only concerned if you don’t

foreplay consists of you asking

actually doing never happens

I’m sick talking about it

because you never listen

if I see that smug smile again

I won’t be responsible

I give you a *******

when you can’t finish

you never think of finishing me

I’m in a constant state of disillusion

don’t believe in affairs

but now see the reason some do

He filled me with longing

gave me a sense of belonging

When I finally accepted

my love he rejected

Did you ever want to disappear?
go somewhere were no-one can hear

Where you can scream and shout
just get everything out

Just release some stress
de-clutter some of the mess

Somewhere you can rant and rave
some days it’s solitude I crave

In a deep, dark cavernous place
where it’s only myself I have to face

New Years Resolution

I’m going to be the problem not the solution

he looks at me like I’ve got 10 heads

I’m taken myself to bed

I really couldn’t give 2 *****

right now life *****

housework can kiss my ****

teamwork is a farce

tomorrow I’ll get on my knees

but tonight I hope your infested with fleas

My last resting place
water I want to face
place me in a field of green
trees and flowers my screen
find me a quiet little spot
not too cold and not too hot
visit me when you can
when you need too thats my plan
enjoy the lovely view
take a minute or two
sit down and reminisce
I’ll feel your presence
Talk to me as if I’m there
Share every trouble, every care
whatever emotion you bring
be aware I’m listening
I’ll be always glad to see you
but your absence I won’t rue
I’ll know that your out there living
the thought of that such joy your giving

As I sat down by the brook

A moment for reflection I took

Emotional I became

For reasons I cannot name

Tears ran down my face

For some distant hurt I can’t place

The river bubbled

I no longer felt troubled

I obviously needed this time of grief

Because it has granted blessed relief

I won’t question mysterious ways

As I wander home in a bit of a daze

Calmer I am, some peace within

So sit down by the brook awhile

It may send you home with a smile

Romance
A slow dance
a game of chance
a certain glance
a special circumstance
forever perchance
Romance

I’ve started to rot

the stench

decomposing in my cot

my mum (*****)

I’ll be discovered

bet she still won’t be bothered

my sisters and brothers come for a look

one meal they could have snuck

hate is now what feeds me

my daily delicacy

I’m transforming into a different being

and my revenge they’ll be feeling

There was a chicken who couldn't cluck
her own feathers she did pluck
Bought a rooster, with some luck
it will stop her thinking that life ****(s)

Your the air around me
you comfort me constantly

Safe I feel in your presence
I can sense your essence
You never leave
so I don’t have to grieve

People think I’m cold
as yet I haven’t been so bold
to tell them that your still here
and because of that there’s nothing I fear

Samhain time

spirits are free

***** and lime

share our company

Smirking at our silliness

smugly knowing we'd scream

if they showed a willingness

to swim in our stream

If there feeling naughty

we'll experience a feeling

something wierd and creepy

our senses left reeling

We'll put it down to atmosphere

or wishful thinking

truth if we knew would cause fear

our hearts sinking

So leave them alone

it's their moment

cause them to groan

and you they'll torment