Is that question
For me?

Need to
Write
For you
... Can't
Find words
...
Think back
The silence
Couches
Car rides
....
I remember how free I felt
Nothing could stop us
Not even reality
We were going to run away
Build our dreams together
Find new passions
New people
Our magnets were strong
We fell in love with what we seen inside of each other
A true love story

It's getting cold
Leaves are falling
The summers over
Time to stay inside
And stay warm
With the one you love
But
In my imaginary life
You're not there
Your seat on the couch
Is empty
Your coffee cup
Empty
No music
No singing
No hazy daze
No drunken nights
No endless laughing
Nothing
You're gone
Miss Daisy Daydream
It was an honor
To have you as a wife
In my imaginary life

I'm scared
Life's gonna get
The best of me
It's going to
Grind me down
Make me angry
And bitter
I understand now
Why old men
Come off as mean
Life's ****** them over
Again and again

As a young man
I try and go out of my way
Just to make someone
Smile
I try to help others
When not asked
But the world
Turns it's back
When I'm down
When all I need
Is a hand
Or a smile
The world kicks you
When your down

But I can't let it win
I can't become the man
I promised myself I would never be
I can't let other peoples hate
Destory my love
I cannot let evil win
Because for all I know
I'm the last good person on earth
Fighting the united army of evil

When do I become
Nothing more than a stalker?
A man who secretly
Reads the poetry
Of his mistress.
His strange lost lover

When do I become
"Obsessed"?
With reading the words
Of this life I have impacted
Reading these words that
Inflict so much feeling in me

When will I stop?
Will I just forget one day?
I have tried removing myself
Saying goodbye to my best poetry
Ever
I can't stop
I love reading your words
The pain and confusion
Sadness and loneliness
Sadly, you write of these topics
Because you lived in them
But among the darkness
I can see a lost soul
Searching for a light
Any light in this dark world
And I say
Keep searching
Keep digging
Keep moving
Your words can move mountains
You are stronger than you believe
I beg of you
Let me wake up
Every morning
And be with you
Through your words

You once said to me
"I've always wanted a someone who will sit around and smoke *** with me all day"
Yeah, that was us
I was a Trippin Beatles fanatic
And you were my
Miss O-High-O
We sat around talking
About who knows what
Coming to ultimate life changing ideas
That we didn't remember the next day
I frantically showed you the sounds I listened too
And
You showed me what ****** *** really was

So here's to you babe
My one true stoner gal

There once was
A fork in my road
And I made the decision
To go the way I did
For better or worse
The choice was made

There once was
A girl in my life
Who was just as strange
As me
And she stood there
At my fork
On my road
And begged
Me

There once was
Freedom in my soul
And I have never quite
Felt as free as I did
On our couch
With her

There once was
Hope
That our magnets
Were strong enough
To endure anything

There once was
You and I
Together
And I spend my days
Thinking what our life
Would be like
Together