Months went by
And I began to notice
I didn't think of you daily
Now a year
And I've been reading
About your struggle
Pain
Confusion
Doubtful
And drunk
But also
The happiness
Love
Freedom
And hope
My only words for you
Stay strong
You are more beautiful
Than you know
Funnier than you can remember
And possibly
Just possibly
Not as crazy
As you think you are...
Possibly.

In the beginning
There was a boy
And one day
He met a girl
Little did he know
This girl
Will change
Everything

Was it love?
Lust?
Or just someone to talk too?
I don't think either of them knew
But there was one undeniable fact
They were attracted to each other
Like magnets

Their only thought
Was to be with one another
And that's what they did
And when they were together
Everything was quiet
No worries

As life does best
Complications arouse
And they could not be anymore
To this day
That boy and girl
Wonder
If there was some sort of lesson
To be learned
Or was it just a waste of time
Maybe one day
They will figure it out
But till then
It will always be remembered as
The invisible amount of time

You are amazingly beautiful.
And so **** ****
Seeing you today
Drove me crazy
The animal inside
Began to remember
The animal you were
And you're so **** ****

Favorite moment you ask?
I had just gotten off work
I came over
Sat on our couch
Got high
And we talked for a couple hours
Laughing ourselves to death
We were worried we'd wake them up
But honestly, we didn't care
That small simple smoke session
Was my favorite time with you
And whenever I think of us
I see us sitting on our couch
Laughing ourselves to death

I was round a Tripfire
Playing my guitar
Singing and yelling
Loudly, of corse
I had eaten that sweet Lucy
A couple hours before
A lady walked up
A deadhead
Dreads and all
She started dancing
After the song
She dropped a bomb on me
"That was beautiful, my name is Paige"

But I still love you
I read your poetry
Everyday
I still think of you
Everyday
I still think of our
Stupid little conversations
Everyday

You have every right
To hate me
You have every right
To come in my home
And tear my life apart
Just as I did yours

I left this site
So you could focus
On you
I didn't wave to you at speedway
So you could focus
On you
I haven't texted
Even tho I've sat staring at my phone
For hours
Thinking of you

I won't let your hate get to my head
Because
I feel like
It's not true
You can say you never want me again
You can say your happy
But I know
How happy we were
Laughing ourselves to death
On that couch
I remember how happy I was

And the truth is
I still wish I had held on to you
That day in my garage
When you fought for me
I should of held on to you...
But
I didn't
And that's all gone now
I'm sorry we had to feel so much pain
But not for one second
Do I regret anything
And if I had another chance
I'd take you
And I would never let go.