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186 · Jan 2014
Ink Pressed Into My
pluie d'été Jan 2014
what is it
he said to me
eyes plagued
by pale happiness
against an impending storm
a storm I couldn't let him see

I smiled
and held silence in my palm
a finger pressed to my lips
and watched him sadly
the way he would try to save me
from thoughts
no one could answer

I wonder where the wind took him
if he can still see me
ink pressed into my fingers
staining tears on full pages
184 · Apr 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été Apr 2014
splitting
in two
and three
and four
and more
to form less
183 · May 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
god,
he says
you're pretty

god,
he says
you're beautiful

god,
he says
you're an angel

god,
he says
i love you

god,
he says
i do
i swear

god,
he says
you're good

god,
he says
it's time
for me
to say goodbye

god,
he says
i lied

god,
he says
i lied again
182 · Mar 2014
untitled
pluie d'été Mar 2014
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i'm tired
of keeping everything
inside
180 · Apr 2014
Poetry
pluie d'été Apr 2014
a beautiful word
a sad word
an honest word
the biggest lie
poetry.
177 · Mar 2014
the sky and the sea
pluie d'été Mar 2014
if i'm the rain
won't you be the wave
i can't stay away from
when the clouds
crack

if i'm the shore
won't you be the wave
wanting me
but just too afraid
to consume the whole of me

if i'm the strike of lightening
won;t you be the wave
i just miss
from striking

if i'm a part of the infinite sky
won't you be the endless wave
always forming
at the ankles
of my shadow
having a taste
of what we could have been

if we weren't so far apart
the sky
and the sea
176 · Jun 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été Jun 2014
it must be
just as rare
for a full moon
to fall
on a day
other than
Friday
the 13th
176 · Feb 2014
You Never
pluie d'été Feb 2014
i have been looking for the emptiness
cluttered all around me
with you
holding my fist so tight
over every lie
slipping through your golden eyes
matching your smile
it's only beauty

you never said
that your heart
was enough
only that it was there
176 · Feb 2014
it is too dark
pluie d'été Feb 2014
it is too dark
for me to say anything
but the words you want me to
175 · Apr 2014
Missing
pluie d'été Apr 2014
i told my friend that
i would rather miss everything
with everything inside of me

but i wish i would stop missing him
just a little bit
every time i cried
174 · Feb 2014
Sometimes
pluie d'été Feb 2014
Sometimes
When I hold my palm
To my ear
The way you used to
Brave
I hear your voice
And it makes me
Cry
171 · Feb 2014
untitled
pluie d'été Feb 2014
he looks at me
i don't know
what to say

eyes haunted
wanting a word
to be pressed
into his hand
the one that will give him hope
the one that will save him

cruelty
falls as a shadow
over his knees
his head
cowering shoulders
bruises
make a tattoo
rope
his captor

held by the man
with a gun
held to his skull
aching

i see his eyes
haunted
haunting me
held captured
in a photograph
black
and white
held captured
by time
and war
uncertainty

a word falls
before i can grab it
onto the dirt
heavy with the footsteps
of your oppressors
new
i wish
i could have saved you
170 · Mar 2014
untitled
pluie d'été Mar 2014
I can't help
Not loving you..
169 · Apr 2014
Where
pluie d'été Apr 2014
where do the words
that fade away go
when the ink is rubbed
too far into the page?

where do the thoughts
that tumble from our minds
imprinting
disappearing
leave for
when we realize that they're gone?

where do the pictures
we draw with trembling fingers
on misty glass
evaporate to
when they decide
that it's getting too warm
and recognized?

where do the people
who fall asleep
forever
leave for
when their bodies are left still
and they are left undone?

where do the feelings
we feel
and then don't
ever again
go
after
getting so frightened
finding their twin

where do the lies
we utter
black and staining
go
when we decide to tell
the truth with a cross
over our chest?

where do the broken promises
evaporate to
when they fall from the sky
smashing at our feet
like a thousand suicides?

where do the words
that get stuck
in our throats
echo?  

where do the leaves
we forget to see
fall to
if we don't hear them
crinkle like paper
under our backs?  

where do i go
when i am
existent to you
but non existent
to me
169 · Apr 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été Apr 2014
I always wonder
If I am missing you
Or if my heart
Is really in your chest
As well
And I'm just missing that
169 · Mar 2014
To Be
pluie d'été Mar 2014
i was writing a list
of things i ought
to be
and when i looked through
all the letters
joined together
falling in neat lines
i realized that i had written

"be a reflection of the sky"

i think
i have been reading to much poetry
i don't know what that means
168 · May 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
what is there
to say
when i can't even
miss you
168 · May 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
sometimes i can breathe
in the dead of night
without you
beside me
and it makes me feel
so proud
167 · May 2014
two
pluie d'été May 2014
two
If your eyes
Were my own
And mine
Were yours
We would
Be one
And not
Two

I would rather be two
Than not with you
166 · May 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
these are all lies
wrapped into
gold
and dipped in the light
of the moon

take some wine
a tumble
across the bed sheets
with another
until it feels better
until it feels
like you can understand
it fully
though it's really
just an illusion
that falls
like a shadow
cool
across my skin
in the summer

moving in the wind
that keeps changing direction
like my opinion

and this poem
166 · Mar 2014
you
pluie d'été Mar 2014
you
your soul echoes
at the curve of my wrist

tired
eyes
warm
making my heart
beat a little bit faster
a little bit slower

a slow smile
as if you can tell
the story
of each wing
of the butterflies
moving inside of me
their speed
what it takes
to be captured

i smile
and look away
and when i look back
you are already there
163 · Apr 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été Apr 2014
you are everything
that i cannot count
on my fingers
161 · Apr 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été Apr 2014
I Hate Your Answers
When They Are
Everything
I Really Want To Hear
159 · Mar 2014
untitled
pluie d'été Mar 2014
His lies hide with him
Underneath the shadow
Of the moon
150 · May 2014
Miss Me Now
pluie d'été May 2014
you say
that you can't believe
how much more beautiful
i have become
and i can't help
but wonder
if this is why
you miss me
now
149 · May 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
i couldn't help but notice
how beautiful your eyes become
when you're about to cry
149 · Mar 2014
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pluie d'été Mar 2014
If I am afraid
When you say that you love me
Then why I am I afraid when I think
That you don't?
144 · Apr 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été Apr 2014
i have run out of words
to say
143 · May 2014
The Wisdom of the Moon
pluie d'été May 2014
we keep thinking
that the moon
is so wise
because it must be
so old

but really
it's because
it always
has a part of itself
hidden
136 · Apr 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été Apr 2014
my god

what

i don't

know

anyone

by

that name

he's in the sky

block my ears

he's in the sea

tired of your lies

he's in me

he's in you

you can't make up

your mind

can you?

evil

good

afraid

brave

you only know

the words

that seem to
make sense

but never do
131 · Feb 2014
untitled
pluie d'été Feb 2014
Is the sky
The definition of empty
Blue
Heavy
With white clouds
Waiting to break
At my feet
129 · Apr 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été Apr 2014
If we were a Dream
And you were a Liar
What would that make me?
126 · May 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été May 2014
Don’t you wish
My darling
That we were as infinite
As the wind
125 · Feb 2014
untitled
pluie d'été Feb 2014
she doesn't believe in things
that don't rhyme

she doesn't believe in things
that do

she wrote this
scarred the fragile
skeleton of a tree

she only believed in silence
120 · Apr 2014
Untitled
pluie d'été Apr 2014
if i loved you
wouldn't i be able to
let you go?

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