what is it he said to me eyes plagued by pale happiness against an impending storm a storm I couldn't let him see
I smiled and held silence in my palm a finger pressed to my lips and watched him sadly the way he would try to save me from thoughts no one could answer
I wonder where the wind took him if he can still see me ink pressed into my fingers staining tears on full pages
i have been looking for the emptiness cluttered all around me with you holding my fist so tight over every lie slipping through your golden eyes matching your smile it's only beauty
you never said that your heart was enough only that it was there
i was writing a list of things i ought to be and when i looked through all the letters joined together falling in neat lines i realized that i had written
"be a reflection of the sky"
i think i have been reading to much poetry i don't know what that means
these are all lies wrapped into gold and dipped in the light of the moon
take some wine a tumble across the bed sheets with another until it feels better until it feels like you can understand it fully though it's really just an illusion that falls like a shadow cool across my skin in the summer
moving in the wind that keeps changing direction like my opinion