you only see me when you need to
when love's left you on the ground
you look to me to pick you up
but once you're up
you're gone
chase that rabbit in the snow
yearn for your world that's long been broken
just fall deeper
it seems better
ignoring me, a chance, a risk
I let you see me as a child
always putting me in second place
if anything I've learned from you
this must be most important
you always say but don't believe that
my heart comes first
This is about my past with my boyfriend and my own struggle for self-realization through those difficult times.